Vatican Crimes of the 20 th Century
America is currently experiencing political turmoil. Americans are waking up to the fact the 2 party system is hopelessly corrupt and no longer representing the interests of the average citizen. People are asking themselves “What went wrong”, “What do we do now”, “”What is the truth”. No one person can answer these questions but my advice is don’t turn to the past. Don’t turn to the church. This is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result. The church has always sided with the rich and powerful and worked against the interests of the poor.
The world is about 250 years removed from the Spanish Inquisition. People have come to believe the church is what it says it is. But it’s not. This is my list of crimes committed by the church during the 20 th century.
The book “The Vatican Against Europe” by Edmond Paris (see links below) documents what the church did to contribute to WWI and WWII. They weren’t solely responsible for the wars but they weren’t innocent either. Another book “The Vatican Against The Twentieth Century” by Avro Manhattan is very similar.
The church openly supported Franco’s Fascist Spain during and after the civil war from 1936 to 1939. Franco executed hundreds of thousands while the rest of Europe battled Hitler. The defeated were forced to build Franco’s tomb which is also a monument to the church.
During WWII the church did more than just stand by silently while Ustashe gangs committed genocide in Croatia. The book “Genocide In Satellite Croatia” by Edmond Paris (see link below) documents what happened.
The Magdalene laundries were operated in Ireland for most of the 20 th century.
At the same time the church supported terrorism in N Ireland in an attempt to unite Ireland. See “Religious Terror In Ireland” by Avro Manhattan (link below)
After WWII the church helped thousands of Nazi’s escape Europe to South America by providing them with passports. It has become known as the Vatican Ratlines. An ABC news documentary can be found online. Numerous books have been written. “Unholy Trinity: The Vatican, The Nazi’s And Swiss Banks” by Mark Aarons and John Loftus for one.
The current pope has been accused of remaining silent during Argentina’s Dirty War (1975 to 1985). Horacio Verbitsky wrote a book but the title escapes me right now. English copies can be hard to find. (see link below)
Verbitsky wrote a best seller “The Flight: Confessions Of A Dirty Warrior”. The School Of Assassins at Ft Benning GA trained many people involved in the wars in South America.
The book “The Vietnam War: Why We Went And The Catholic Churches Role In Getting It Started” by Avro Manhattan is interesting. (see link below)
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Man began harnessing electricity in the second half of the 18 th century. Luigi Galvani proved electricity played a role in life itself with his famous frog experiment. He got a dead frogs leg to move by shocking it with voltage. People who followed Galvani were called Galvanists. The first half of the 19 th century had people like Michael Faraday and Alessandro Volta. By the second half of the 19 th century enough was known to begin to apply it. Nikola Tesla designed what would become the electric grid we know today. Marconi was credited with the radio but Tesla was given the patent.
In just over two and half centuries man has gone from knowing virtually nothing to computers capable of trillions of calculations per second. This has been fueled by the patent office and the banking system. These great scientific advances have not been equaled by advances in political systems. Man’s want for power are also factors in scientific achievements.
After WWII the CIA began looking for ways to control the human mind. That search became known as Project MK Ultra. Most of the records relating to MK Ultra were destroyed in the 1970’s. The US Senate investigated the project in the late 1970’s. That investigation was headed by Senator Frank Church of Idaho. The House and the executive branch also investigated but nothing was ever done.
In the beginning the CIA tried drugs. By the 1960’s they abandoned drugs for electronics. One researcher was Dr Jose Manuel del Gado. He later wrote a book “Physical Control Of The Mind: Toward A Psycho Social Society”. Electronic control of the mind is real. MK Ultra also investigated surveillance technology. Some of this is in use today in America.
Surveillance has become a part of everyday life in America. The Patriot Act has stripped Americans of many rights to privacy in the name of security. Closed circuit TV and security camera’s are watching your every move. Camera’s are used at intersections to catch people speeding or running red lights. Tickets are sent automatically by a computer. If someone doesn’t pay their entire life can be turned upside down. Many are equipped with facial recognition software. Almost everyone carries a cell phone that can be used to track their location. Hackers can gain access to the phone and listen to everything you say. The is also true of the police and FBI. For decades the FBI has had the technology to tap someones phone without leaving their office. This means hackers can also tap anyone’s phone.
This document isn’t concerned so much with the technology’s you already know about. I believe the ability to spy on people has gone well beyond camera’s and cell phone’s. Contactless spying and wireless communications have become extremely advanced. The ability to track someone using RADAR is also possible. Cell phone tower’s can be used in a similar fashion as conventional RADAR. Radio waves can be used to effect a persons emotions without their knowledge. This was documented in the article “Military Use Of Mind Control Weapons” written by Judy Wall in 1998 for a newsletter named Nexus New Times. Judy Wall is editor and publisher of Resonance. The newsletter of The Bioelectromagnetics Special Interest Group. And another article is “Military Use Of Ultrasonic Brainwave Clusters” copyright 1991 ITV News.
The rest of this document is concerned with a basic explanation of synthetic telepathy, mind control and advanced wireless communications and some ways to defend yourself.
THE TECHNOLOGY
Synthetic Telepathy
Synthetic Telepathy, or sub vocal speech, is the stuff of science fiction. There are numerous movies and books that use it in one way or another. It’s the basic technology behind the ‘thought police’ in George Orwell’s novel “1984”. It’s a contactless technology that senses your personal electro magnetic emissions and reconstructs them using mainframe computers. Your eyes convert light into electro magnetic waves and your ears convert sound. All of this can be picked up by contactless technology. The basic science behind it isn’t that hard to understand.
All matter in the universe emits electro magnetic radiation because all matter is made up of atoms. There are 93 known atoms. They make up the periodic table of elements. An atom is the smallest unit of matter. Everything in the universe, even life as we know it, is made from the 93 elements on the periodic table. An atom is made up of two parts: a nucleus and electrons. Electron’s are not permanently bound to the nucleus. They revolve around the nucleus. Electrons are negatively charged. A nucleus is made from protons and neurons. Protons are positively charged and neurons are neutral. A nucleus can have differing numbers of protons and neutrons. Different atoms can have different numbers of electrons. This is what makes one element different from the others.
Since electrons are not permanently bound to the nucleus they can travel from one nucleus to another. When this happens a small amount of electro magnetic radiation is given off. Since all matter in the universe is made of atoms all matter emits electro magnetic waves. Some elements on the periodic table have more electrons available to move and in their pure form are better at conducting electricity. Gold, copper, aluminum are three. Life forms are an extremely complicated molecule made from the periodic table. Life forms are not a good conductor of electricity. The electro magnetic waves produced by life forms are very weak and the result of electro chemical processes but they can be picked up by modern electronics.
Technology’s that are in use today to pick up and monitor human EMR include electro cardiogram for the heart, electro encephalogram for the brain and electro myography for muscles. They use sensors designed for ions and must placed on the skin. Bio sensors are a technology in themselves. I believe contactless technology has existed for decades but has been used illegally.
Electro magnetic waves above a certain frequency become light. Light is actually considered both wave and particle. Telescopes are built to pick up light from long distances. The book “Strange Angel: The Life Of Rocket Scientist John Whitesides Parsons” describes the building of the Mt Palomar observatory in California. The mirror used is 25 feet in diameter and capable of picking up the light of a single candle from 5000 miles. Radio telescopes are built to pick up EMR waves below light frequency. One of the largest in the world was in Puerto Rico. It collapsed recently because of damage that resulted from a hurricane. It was over a mile in diameter.
A radio telescope looks a lot like a satellite dish because that’s what it is. It’s a large curved surface that reflects waves onto a single spot. The same as a large magnifying glass is used in light telescopes. This helps to ‘amplify’ the waves because they’re concentrated. Satellites have dish’s to communicate with the ground. It is possible for a satellite to pick up human waves and then send them back to an earth based location for processing. This is synthetic telepathy. I think it’s been used by the CIA since the 1960’s in their Keyhole satellites.
When humans make sound they push air from their lungs through their vocal cords and out the mouth. The mouth acts as a sort of speaker. The vocal cords vibrate the air and create sound. To create speech as language the brain adds EMR signals to the vocal cords. The signals originate in the brain and are sent via the Vagus nerve and Laryngeal nerve to the vocal cords. They emit EMR all along the way. As crazy as it sounds this EMR can be picked up by satellites. Your brain is creating these signals all the time, whether you are pushing air through your vocal cords or not. This is sub vocal speech. Orwell’s ‘thought police’.
Mind Control
In the mid-1960’s a researcher named Dr Jose Manuel del Gado placed what he called a ‘stimoceiver’ into the head of a bull and stopped the bull with a push button thus demonstrating the ability to control a mind with electronics. This was done by radio waves. Video of this can be seen on youtube by searching for “Jose del Gado and His Bull Story”. He wrote 2 books, one about the history of mind control and another titled “Physical Control Of The Mind: Toward A Psycho Social Society”. In it he warned that ‘…man could become roboticized and not be aware that he was roboticized.”.There are disturbing publications by people like Darryl R Kipke titled “Advanced Neural Implants And Control” that detail a world of mind control slaves. Kipke owns a company that manufactures and sells implants.
Del Gado exposed two types of surgery. Sub-cutaneous and Endoscopic Pituitary. Sub-cutaneous surgery slips a small device such as an RFID chip under the skin. That chip can both communicate with the outside world and send signals to the brain or inner ear such as in the microwave hearing effect. Endoscopic Pituitary surgery can place a neural implant into the brain through the nose. Both of these procedures are relatively simple and require only a short hospital stay.
The various parts of the brain are not electrically isolated from each other. None of the electro chemical processes produce large currents. If one part gets a significant electric shock the rest will and the person, or animal, will be completely disabled. Psychiatrists use shock therapy (Electro Convulsive Therapy) on mental patients. One shock to cure everything. If there is a place in the brain where all activity is routed it would be like the CPU in a personal computer. You could control everything with one implant.
The vast majority of the brain is made up of the 2 hemispheres that fill the skull. Scientists believe these areas are responsible for speech, sight, hearing, memory etc. Most or all of these functions come into play when a person commits an individual act. Controlling one of these won’t control the entire person. Most of these functions are connected through the parts that are accessible through the nose by endoscopic surgery. The pituitary gland, thalamus, hypothalamus, medula oblongata etc. I am providing this analysis for informational purposes only.
I don’t know if it’s possible to robotize a person and not have the person be aware of it. Del Gado had to fit whatever he said into Western esotericism like everyone else. I think traditional methods of controlling people are just as effective. Religion, fear to name two. With total surveillance you could get into someones financial accounts and scare them into doing things they normally wouldn’t do. Religion promises a better world for those who will co-operate.
Advanced Wireless Communications
RADAR was first used during WWII. Technicians working on RADAR sites reported hearing ‘clicks’ in their ears. The phenomena was investigated by several scientists including Allen Frey. Frey reported results that confirmed that very small wattage microwaves can be used to communicate with the inner ear. James C Lin’s book “The Microwave Hearing Effect And Applications” confirmed this but neither was able to actually create a system of communication with it. A more plausible explanation for people using advanced wireless communications is piezo electricity or ultrasound.
RFID chips can combine microwave communications, low volume sound, and sub cutaneous surgery described by Del Gado. An RFID chip could have 2 microscopic antennas and a speaker that outputs very low volume sound. One antenna picks up radio waves and converts it to DC voltage to power the device. Another antenna receives the microwave data from satellites and the speaker sends very low volume sound to the inner ear. The speaker vibrates parts of the inner ear just as if it came through the outer ear and no one else can hear what is being said. The RFID chip could be located under the skin. People using this technology could be aware of your every thought and getting instructions from some distant location at the same time. They are either acting on their own or are under mind control.
Another possibility is someone could have a neural implant communicating with the inner ear. The brain has enough voltage to power the implant. Depending on where the implant is placed that person could be controlled by someone else or a super computer running artificial intelligence software. Del Gado’s prediction that man would be roboticized is very possible. This document does not go into the why’s.
Ultrasound is sound above the audio level. A humans audio range is from about 100 HZ to around 20,000 HZ. It is possible to vibrate the air at higher frequencies but we can’t hear it. This is ultrasound. Ultrasound can be focused like a LASER beam. When it is aimed at a person only that person can hear it. A recent example in the news. Noveto Systems is coming out with a device that is both wireless and has no earbuds. It uses ultrasound and ‘soundbeaming’. Channel 7 Boston Nov 13 2020.
Two ITV News Bureau LTD bulletins from 1991 document the US Military use of psyops weaponry during the first Gulf war. One technology developed by Dr Oliver Lowery of Norcross GA involves ‘silent sound spread spectrum’ technology. The emotions of individual persons are analyzed using supercomputers. The patterns are stored on hard drives and can be broadcast on extreme low frequency’s to effect the person negatively.
According to John J. McMurtrey, M. S. and Edward A. Moore, M. D. technologies exist that are capable of remote sound or voice transmission that can be isolated to individuals and is used along with target tracking capacity that can maintain apparent psychosis. Jane’s Radar and Electronic Warfare Systems lists 13 target tracking systems specifying such capability on personnel at ranges from 4-20 km, which are utilized by countries around the world. Automated target tracking involves a track initiation processor acquiring a target, while a data association filter maintains a tracking lock on the target with this process utilized to continuously direct a radar beam at a target for tracking position. This can be used with cell phone towers.
THE DEFENSE
The first thing someone needs is a safe place to live and work. A place as free from surveillance and intrusion as possible. A good nights sleep and decent food will help anyone fight back.
A Faraday Cage is any building encased in metal and grounded to earth. A Faraday Cage prevents EMR from entering or leaving by sinking the current created to earth ground. The NSA building on the grounds of Ft Meade Maryland is a Faraday Cage. It is completely encased in copper mesh. The mesh is then connected to earth. The earth is electrically neutral. A good conducting metal such as copper or aluminum connected to earth will sink all voltages. Positive or negative. Doing an entire building can be expensive. A metal roof can help and is relatively inexpensive.
If you don’t own the building you live in turning it into a Faraday Cage isn’t an option. Electronics manufacturers sell EMI absorbent. It works by providing an uneven surface to trap incoming EMR. RADAR facilities send out a high wattage signal and ‘listen’ for the return. Most airplanes have a shiny even metal surface for the RADAR to ‘bounce’ off of. EMI absorbent ‘bounces’ the signal in so many directions, not enough remains to get back to the satellite dish. The F-117 Stealth fighter is covered with EMI absorbent. It makes it invisible to RADAR. This too can be very expensive if you want to do an entire room or apartment but it doesn’t require a connection to earth.
Another option is chaff. Covering walls, ceilings and the floors with some sort of metallic strips of different metals and sizes. Ever see the metallic pom poms used by cheer leaders? Something like that. I have no idea if this works but it would do roughly the same thing as commercial EMI absorbent.
I think it’s possible to make a mat of electronic circuits that would absorb the EMR and convert it to heat. It could be made on a rug loom. The wires would act as coils. When the EMR comes in contact the wire conducts like a transformer. If there is a complete circuit the current will burn up as heat. (I don’t know if this works either)
Electronic noise can be useful for jamming receivers. One of the first radios was the Tesla spark generator. It was used on the Titanic. It created a very high wattage spark like that used in automobile spark plugs. Spark generators were eventually outlawed because they interfered with everything.
Jamming a radio is done by broadcasting a similar signal at a higher power level than the one being broadcast. Jamming can also be accomplished by broadcasting noise in the same frequency range and at a higher power level. The idea is to prevent someone from picking up the correct broadcast signal.
Any EMR wave can be canceled or over powered by other EMR waves. It is believed that green turtles navigate the oceans by using the vertical component of the earths magnetic field. Scientists developed an experiment using green turtle hatchling’s. Some hatchling’s were placed in a small tank. A coil was placed in the center and a current was run through it. The current canceled the earths field and confused the turtles. This can be applied to your emissions.
The EMR created by your brain is in the audio range. For humans that’s between 0 HZ and 20,000 HZ. A necklace can be worn that emits noise in that range. While it doesn’t cancel the EMR it can over power your emissions making it impossible for satellites to pick them up. Below is a simple circuit that takes shot or avalanche noise created by the transistor and puts it on a speaker. Instead of making sound this could be modified to create EMR and then make a necklace around your neck.
A Tesla Spark Generator
An alternative to noise could be your own voice. Modify an MP3 player to emit EMR instead of sound. Record a couple thousand 10 second samples of your voice and get them into the player. Cut the speakers off the earbuds. Design a circuit that coverts the output to electro magnetic waves instead of sound. Put the player in shuffle and continuous mode and it will make up non sense . Place that on a necklace.
Electronic noise can also be used to jam microwave communications. If everyone in a small area placed a satellite dish on their roof and broadcast noise it would shut down the satellites ability to communicate in that area.
Helping people under mind control is helping yourself. My writing is how I help. I don’t talk to people much. I experience these technologies every day so I know they exist. I have not tried any of these solutions. I do not know if it’s possible to get someone to co-operate or if they have to be conned into helping themselves. It might have to be done while someone is sleeping or in a Faraday Cage. If some people only have advanced communications and whose job is to get people under mind control so they can be disposed of, I don’t know what to do. It’s possible there aren’t millions of people under mind control but millions of people using communications.
DON’T ACCEPT AN IMPLANT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES! RFID OR NEURAL.
It would make sense if the RFID was located under the scalp equidistant between the 2 ears. This way it could communicate with either ear. The idea is to locate the chip under the scalp by just feeling for it with your fingers. Then place a piece of wood, or any hard object, on it then hit the object with a hammer to break the chip.
I have 3 ideas to disconnect someone from a neural implant. Cut a lamp cord to a length of about 12 inches. Solder an electrode to each wire. Hot and neutral. Make sure the electrodes are insulated from the hands. Find a wall outlet that is as high as your head. When you do this you are going to fall down. That’s the idea. When you fall down you will automatically disconnect yourself from the AC so you won’t get ‘hooked’ and electrocute yourself. I’ve been ‘hooked’ on AC before and it’s not fun. The electrodes will act like an ECT machine. Like Jack Nicholson in “One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest” “….a little dab il do ya…”. Put some conductive fluid on your temples and something in your mouth so you don’t bite your tongue. DONT DO THIS ALONE JUST TO BE EXTRA SAFE!!
A second option is ‘TASER’ing someone in the head. Personal TASER’s can be bought for about $400. You could use an ECT machine if you could get one. ECT (electro convulsive therapy) is used by psychiatrists. It is sometimes called shock treatment.
Note: Today’s electronics operate with software. This includes X-ray machines and other medical diagnostic devices such as MRI and CAT scan. They can be programmed to remove implants from the result. If you have already gone to a doctor and had an X-ray I would try to find one that has been fixed. If there are any.
A third option would be a high wattage pulse generator based on Michael Faraday’s Law of Induction. This could disable both RFID and implants at the same time and could be done without the person’s knowledge in the event they can’t do anything because they’re under mind control. The basic theory behind Faraday’s law is that the natural magnetism of an ordinary bar magnet can be used to move electrons in a piece of metal. This constitutes electric current. Electric current in turn then creates a magnetic component that can be used to destroy small electronic circuits. All electric generators, AC and DC, are based on this theory. Components in both RFID and neural implants are microscopic. A massive surge of current would destroy many. While they are made of silicon not metal, if the pulse was powerful enough it could still move enough electrons to destroy it.
The schematic below is very basic. The device comprises a step up transformer with a couple high watt components and a horn antenna. The horn antenna is placed very near the head of the person with the implant or RFID chip. When switch 1 is thrown point-A immediately goes to maximum DC since capacitor is a dead short to DC voltage. Capacitor then charges to maximum DC voltage and point-A goes to zero voltage. The time for point-A to go from zero voltage to maximum voltage and back is determined by the equation T=RC. Since a high surge of current is desired, using a small value resistor makes for a very quick and powerful pulse of energy. If maximum DC voltage were 1000 volts a surge of 3000 Watts could be made with a resistor of 333 Ohms. A time of 1/2 a second could be made with a 1.5mF capacitor. High wattage components for this application might be hard to find, but they do make capacitors for AC motors that are commercially available. They could be bought at grainger.com. This design is over simplified but would work.
An ordinary microwave oven contains many of the parts necessary to build a High Watt Pulse Generator. Since I like to simplify things for people I would like to give my views on a number of topics. First I would like to go over a short history of electronics including a definition. Then describe the main parts of a microwave oven and how it works. Then describe the pulse generator made from microwave oven parts.
Electronics could be defined as the manipulation of electricity to perform some work or task. For example if you want to read at night you would need to generate or store some electricity, design a light source (Edison’s bulb) and come up with a way to deliver the electricity and turn the bulb on and off. Today’s electronics are clearly much more complicated, but this is how it began.
Electronics can be divided into 2 periods. Vacuum tube and solid state. Though they overlapped by 20 or 30 years the vacuum tube lasted from about 1890 to 1945. Solid state began with the invention of the transistor around 1945 and is still in use today. Today vacuum tubes are virtually obsolete.
Current is the actual movement of electrons in a conductor. Current is electricity. It is possible to manipulate electricity with the 3 main passive components: resistor, capacitor and inductor, but not much can be accomplished. To manipulate current further it needs to be exposed in a medium other than copper or aluminum or some other metal. In vacuum tubes it was free space. In solid state it’s silicon infused with germanium or some other impurity. Vacuum tubes worked by creating a vacuum in a small piece of glass. A cathode was sealed inside along with multiple anodes. The cathode heated up and began to ‘give off’ electrons into the vacuum. Once the electrons were exposed in the vacuum they could be manipulated by anodes.
The 3 main components of a microwave oven are: a high wattage transformer, a magnetron and a waveguide. A magnetron is a vacuum tube. It was first designed in the 1920’s and it was perfected by the 1940’s for use in RADAR. A magnetron is considered a diode. It does not have a grid and allows for current in one direction. Magnetrons generate microwave frequency EMR at very high power levels. It has a cathode running down the middle of a single anode. The anode is made of copper and is machined with a series of holes and openings. The entire assembly has a permanent magnet at the top and bottom and is sealed in some sort of metal. A piece of wire extends into the anode to act as an antenna. The magnets set up a magnetic field parallel to the cathode. When the cathode is heated it ‘gives off’ electrons in the magnetic field. This cause the electrons to form an electric field perpendicular to the magnetic field and they begin to spin inside the holes of the anode. The anode is machined to create a specific frequency. In a microwave oven it’s 2.45 GHZ. The antenna protrudes outside of the casing and gives off microwave EMR.
It is not healthy for anyone to be exposed to microwave EMR for long periods of time. Even short periods can be harmful. To contain the EMR inside the oven the entire oven is a Faraday Cage. It’s made of metal and grounded to earth ground. Most microwaves come with glass in the door. The glass has a metal mesh embedded in it that also acts a a Faraday cage. The seal on the door is designed to keep the EMR in.
The antenna on the magnetron is very short. To get the EMR from the magnetron to the oven cavity they use a waveguide. Waveguides are part of the Faraday Cage but are smaller in size than the cavity. They are designed to move the EMR from one place to another with as little loss as possible. A horn antenna could be described as a waveguide with an open end. This is the basic concept of the pulse generator. The parts any microwave oven can supply are the magnetron, the waveguide and the high voltage transformer. To get the cathode heated properly it requires at least 480 volts and considerable current. This is what the transformer does.
Magnetron
Below is a basic drawing. Remove the waveguide, magnetron and high wattage transformer and mount them on a piece of wood. Use some of the metal from the cavity to fashion an end to the waveguide. The waveguide will now act as a horn antenna. Keep the entire assembly grounded to earth. This helps to direct the EMR where you want it to go and keeps it way from the operator. I added a second antenna for control reasons. You only need one but you could put it in either position. The farther it is from the Magnetron antenna the longer the pulse time.
You don’t need a lot of high watt semiconductors to control the operation. In the days of vacuum tubes many control processes were just relays, switches, push buttons etc. It was called ladder logic because the schematics often looked like a ladder. I came up with a very basic version. Two transformers are connected to an ordinary wall outlet. One is the step up high voltage transformer taken from the oven. The other is a step down transformer for control circuits. Two relay contacts are placed in series with the high voltage output and the cathode wires of the magnetron. Relay 1 is a normally open and relay 2 is normally closed. The coils for the relays are in the low voltage circuit. Relay 2 is controlled by a circuit connected to the second antenna. (not shown) A momentary switch in the low voltage circuit is pushed closing relay 1 and energizing the cathode. The second antenna picks up the EMR from the Magnetron antenna and triggers the control circuitry associated with relay 2. Relay 2 opens and breaks the cathodes high voltage. Only a very short pulse of EMR is realized at the waveguide. The farther away the second antenna is the longer the pulse.
It may not be necessary to use microwaves. It might be possible to accomplish destruction with ordinary 60 HZ, or a frequency a little higher. You could use some of the parts from the oven. Remove the magnetron and patch the hole left by the antenna with some metal from the cavity. Place the high watt transformer as close to the back of the waveguide as possible to keep the connections as short as possible. Run a solid copper wire through te back of the waveguide. Use as heavy a gauge as possible. On the other side connect a very high watt resistor of maybe 100 OHMS. Keep all connections very short. 480 volts divided by 100 OHMS is approximatley 5 amps. 5 amps times 480 volts will be about 2500 Watts. After the resistor connect the 2 relays in series. It will produce a very short pulse of 60 HZ instead of microwave. Keep the entire assembly connected to earth to help direct the pulse. To get frequencies above 60 HZ but below microwave a bank of super capacitors could be used a power source.
This is an idea for a mechanical/chemical high wattage pulse generator. To produce electro-magnetic waves you must move electrons in a piece of metal that is a good conductor. The idea is to expose a piece of metal to a gas that is highly ionized with an excess of electrons. Any ionized gas would work. Since like polarities repel, when the gas is released into the mixing compartment it would pulse the electrons in the metal creating magnetic waves. The piece of metal is surrounded by a current transformer. The body of the device would be a glass container with multiple compartments. The compartments would hold the gas. One large compartment would be under pressure and another would be a vacuum. At startup a tiny amount of gas is pulsed into a third chamber. The piece of metal is mechanically attached to that chamber and separated by a very thin insulator. The gas moves the electrons in the metal and is then sucked into the large vacuum chamber. This repeats creating an AC signal coming from the current transformer. The gas is pulsed until the pressure is very low and then it must be re-pressurized.
A chemical pulse generator is also possible. Combine known explosives with some type of metal like magnesium. Place the bomb in a container that would direct the blast toward a metal background like a satellite dish. Point the dish at whatever you want destroyed. You could disable police cars or entire armies.
Anyone that wants to fight the system must be as financially free as possible. The cost of living in America is extremely high. Reducing that means making many necessities free. Water, electricity, heat, and communications are a few. These are some of my ideas.
Below is a Wurth Electronics WL-SDCB. I think it’s possible to make a solar voltaic panel out of these. The picture on the right is a schematic. There are multiple rows of diodes connected in parallel. The rows are connected in series. Instead of trying to produce DC current it would produce AC (varying). You could do this by covering the entire assembly with an liquid crystal display (LCD), sometimes called electro chromic glass or smart glass, and pulse it on and off with control circuitry from the opposite side of a transformer. You make the panel so sensitive it would burn up on a very sunny day. The smart glass would adjust and make the panel use able on cloudy days. Make shutters for your windows out of these and connect them to an electric heating element. Because they’re vertical the snow won’t build up. Because they adjust the sensitivity it doesn’t matter if they point directly at the sun.
In 2007 PBS in San Diego produced a Frontline documentary about surveillance in America titled “Spying On The Home Front”. In that documentary they said that ATT in San Francisco was providing all internet traffic to the NSA via a NARUS ST6400 splitter. It was authorized to do so by congress in the Patriot Act after Sept 11. It’s possible all internet traffic in America is being monitored by the Federal government along with phone calls and cable TV. If the Federal government has access to all this it’s possible that other people do to. Anything can be hacked into.
A way to get around all of it would be to design a completely different system that cannot be controlled and that is free of cost. Ham radio offers a solution. Ham radio operates what are called repeaters. It is a piece of equipment, usually in an isolated area, that picks up weak signals, strengthens them and then rebroadcasts them. WiFi extenders are basically the same thing. The entire network would be a system of repeaters. Every house and apartment would have a extender that picks up signals nearby and relays it to the next. To get signals from one town to the next repeaters could be put in isolated areas or very strong signal boosters could be put on the edge of town. For the most part no central facility would be needed and the only cost to everyone would be the equipment. It might be possible to get an iphone to talk to an iphone like a Walkie Talkie. Or any Android based phone. They allow anyone to develop an app for Android. You can download the Software Development Kit (SDK) for free.
If you’re beyond the reach of the local sewerage you must have a leeching field to deposit waste. This is very expensive. I think it’s possible to vaporize household waste as it is produced. Matter cannot be created or destroyed it can only be transformed. The three states of matter are gas, liquid and solid. Some argue that plasma is the fourth state of matter. Plasma is generated by an electric spark. It can be generated with extreme voltages. Extreme voltage can be stored in a super capacitor and discharged at will. If all the household waste were collected and dried it could be turned into pellets and each pellet could be vaporized individually with a spark. The water is then cleaned and reused. The waste is obliterated between the electrodes of a Tesla spark transmitter.
The electric toilet would have a pre-grind unit to grind up all waste before it enters the main holding tank. The main holding tank would have a heater to evaporate the liquid. Once the solid had dryed it would be pelletized as it was fed into the spark unit. The spark unit would be made of 2 pieces of glass. One permanently fixed to the pelletizer and have an exhaust on the opposite side. The other would rotate inside the first and have an anode and cathode attached at the top and bottom. Once the waste has entered the inside cylinder it would rotate and then it’s vaporized by a spark and then rotated again to exhaust the vapor and then it repeats. The actual electric components only have to be similar to a Tesla Spark Transmitter.
Water can be extracted from the air unless it’s too dry. Why not combine a de-humidifier with a water distiller and sell it as a separate appliance. Small counter top water distillers can be bought from nutrateam(dot)com. Or it could be included in a refrigerator. Most household de-humidifiers are the same thing as a refrigerator or air conditioner. They have an electric compressor, a condenser, an evaporator some valves and freon (refrigerant) Freon is a chemical that can be expensive and hard to acquire. If the corporate overlords knew what you were doing they probably wouldn’t sell it to you.
To remove water from the air you need to make a space that is lower in temperature with respect to the outside air and provide a surface for the water to condense on. You don’t need an extreme temperature difference as provided by a freon driven machine. I don’t think it would be hard to get around this. Heat always travels to where there isn’t any. If it’s cold outside your house the heat inside will try to get out. If it’s hot outside it will try to get in. The vacuum of space is about as cold as it gets. If you made a very large glass enclosure and put it under vacuum you could use it to draw heat in a specific direction. Place a large piece of metal with a large surface area (like an electronic heat sink) on top. On top of that a baffle with fans pulling air through the bottom. The air comes up from the bottom enters the space with a lower temperature and the water condenses on the bottom of the vacuum container and drips into a pan. The pan slowly fills up and collects in a tank. Solar water distillers can be built from a piece of glass and a holding tank. The glass is placed above the tank at an angle. Water is placed in the tank. The whole assembly is placed in the sun to evaporate the water. It condenses on the piece of glass. As it builds up it drips into a pathway at the base of the glass and is collected in another tank.
Capitalism has sometimes been described as creative destruction. The automobile replaced the horse and buggy. This changed hundreds of thousands of lives. For example blacksmiths were forced to retrain themselves. Creative destruction can be used to destroy capitalism. Come up with an idea that destroys an industry and transfer wealth to a different class. This is a couple of my ideas.
When I first started in electronics printed circuit boards (PCB) were assembled with parts that were called ‘through hole’. The leads of the various parts were put through a hole in the PCB and soldered on the opposite side. There was a component side and a solder side. Getting parts in and out of the PCB was difficult. Today almost everything is surface mount technology (SMT). The parts are soldered on the component side. Hobbyists have found it difficult to work and experiment with SMT because of the size but it can be done. Getting the parts off the PCB could be fairly simple as opposed to through hole PCB’s.
Build a small enclosure 20 inches by 20 inches by 10 inches tall that will withstand high heat. Place a very small vibratory unit in the bottom that can be adjusted for small vibration or large. Above the vibratory, in the middle of the enclosure, place some rubber at a steep angle. Attach to the vibratory, above the rubber and at a steep angle, a harness that will hold the PCB being stripped of components upside down. Place a heating element in the upper part of the enclosure that will heat the entire space enough to melt electric solder. As the temperature of the enclosure rises the PCB is vibrated and the parts fall in the rubber along with residual solder. The only parts of any real value are the largest IC’s. Part of the harness holding the PCB should have a cage of plastic to separate the large parts from the small and remove the residual solder.
Once the PCB has had all the parts removed it’s not worth anything except for the metal. You could separate and recover some of the metal. Build an enclosure with a grinding wheel that is airtight. Automatically feed the PCB into the grinding wheel turning it to dust. Blow the dust into another enclosure where a gas flame burns away the fiberglass in the dust. Collect the metal. Build an enclosure with a crucible attached to a vibratory and put the remaining dust in the crucible. Different metals have different melting points. Slowly raise the temperature until the first melting point is reached. Vibrate the crucible to help whatever metal is in the dust bead together. Remove the heat, open the enclosure, and remove what metal has collected and repeat the process at the next highest temperature.
For most people PCB layout and etching services are beyond their pocketbook and when developing new products etching services are even more expensive because of the low number of PCB’s ordered. This is a way to avoid all services and at the same time speed up your R&D. A Dremel is a common household tool sold almost anywhere tools are sold. It can be fitted with drills, carving bits, sand paper etc. They also sell a Dremel stand to hold it upright. Combined with a low profile x-y table the blank PCB material could be positioned under the Dremel stand and the connections could be cut with a bit. A second method would be to use conductive glue to make the connections. The glue could be spread around the same way or by silkscreen. This eliminates many chemicals that are oil based.
In the near future it will make sense to dig up landfills. There are millions of tons of copper, lead, tin and many other resources that will be in short supply. Recycling businesses will be very profitable. Metal can be separated from construction waste as well as wood and plaster. Why can’t plaster be re-hydrated? Wood could be made into particle board. Paper could be burned and used to run electric power stations.
Defending yourself against the political environment that supports this insanity is another matter entirely. The truth is the Catholic Church has never relinquished power in Western Civilization. The Pope is Big Brother. He commands an army of priests that specialize in harassing and controlling people. Civil harassment. They’re geniuses at never crossing the line and breaking the law. Or at least they never go to jail because they control the court system. The Pope also controls the global banking system which is another ball of wax.
With the beginning of the Protestant Reformation in 1516 AD, the Pope added to his priests by forming an order called the Jesuits. They are sometimes referred to as his army. They are absolutely committed to conquering the world with the fiat currency banking system. If they don’t control you with religion they can control you with money. In the 17 th century they arrived in Ethiopia. Ethiopia claims an unbroken lines of kings back to Solomon in 1500 BC. The Jesuits immediately converted the king to Catholicism. The reaction of the people to that, was anarchy. Sometimes called the age of the Princes, it lasted until roughly 1850 AD. No one was really in charge. They moved the capitol several times. No one would co-operate. The Jesuits left.
Henry VIII reigned in England at the beginning of the Reformation. He broke with the Catholic Church and started the Church of England. It caused decades of religious fighting. Eventually Catholics were not allowed to vote, own property, hold a civil service job or run for office. Whatever laws were enforced in England were also enforced in America before the Revolution. The American Revolution was Catholic Emancipation in the United States. Catholic Emancipation didn’t happen in England until 1829. (wikipedia ‘Catholic Emancipation’)
Henry David Thoreau lived from 1817 to 1862 AD. He was part of a philosophical and literary movement called transcendentalism. I believe he was being harassed by Jesuits and this was the inspiration for his book “My Thoughts Are Murder Toward The Government’. In this book he talks about civil disobedience as a way to fight back. Numerous revolutionary’s over the years have used civil disobedience as part of their campaigns. I believe civil disobedience is the only answer to civil harassment along with anarchy. Anarchy and civil disobedience are the same. Anarchy is a defense against people who know too much about making money and holding power and manipulating people and societies to do it.
I have some suggestions. The most obvious is don’t go to church and don’t join the priesthood. Keep god in your own way and let others do the same.
Don’t join the military. The system depends heavily on the money generated by the defense industry. They want people militarized and willing to hurt each other.
They don’t want people owning property. Property equals money equals freedom. To own property start a bank. As long as the fractional reserve central banking system exists take advantage of it. If everyone in a local area puts their money in one bank they immediately have 10 times what they initially deposit. Buy the town and control all the real estate. If you own your neighborhood you’ll fight to keep it.
If you’re a good person you should work for the government. Flood the federal and local government with job applications. Why leave these jobs to the problem? This includes the FBI, CIA, NSA etc.
In my opinion true communism is a system without currency. I think small communes should be created in every city and maybe small towns. People can produce and consume most of what they need. These can exist side by side with the free trade world. I don’t believe in communism or any large power structure. The communes could have special political status and act like a sanctuary like the church was supposed to be a long time ago.
Capitalism has been described as creative destruction. The automobile put the blacksmith out of work. As far as I’m concerned any widget is a good widget. It causes chaos.
The Catholic Church is a sovereign nation. It is a member of the United Nations. As such it has a political and economic agenda that does not include everyone. It probably owns more property in this country than the federal government. This country has more lawyers than it knows what to do with. Sue the church into oblivion.
If Catholics married Protestants or Muslims or Jews it would slowly destroy the church.
Orwell’s “1984” is no longer fiction. It’s time to fish or cut bait with the powers that be. Or this is the way it will be until the end of time. Game, set , match rich people.
The Political Nature of Religion
I do not believe the world is run by a freely elected democratic system. I believe it’s run by a very small number of people at the top. George Orwell called it the Oligarch Collective. The collective consists of the super rich and the people high up in the government and various religions. They do everything in their power to cover up this fact. This is an argument to try and prove it. I will use a basic knowledge of anthropology and historical facts that cannot be disputed. History as science or science as history if you will. I am not a scientist or a writer and most of this is a guess. It’s not in depth either because I’m under total surveillance. It’s up to you to expand and investigate.
I can be a one trick pony. I complain about the church a lot but I think this is where the problem originates. The Catholic church never relinquished power in Western Civilization. The church is the latest form this power structure has taken. The true beginnings of the church is Ancient Egypt. Catholic priests are the same thing as priests in Ancient Egypt. Everyone who is anyone must meet the approval of the church. The church controls everyone. Or at least tries to. Control is the of the game. Control without people knowing.
Anthropology is the science of humanity. The study of humans. It encompasses biology, cultural and social aspects of human life. Archaeology is also considered part of human study along with comparative religion. I think it helps to look at recorded history in terms of anthropology, not mans achievements or his struggles with his fellow man.
The actual species known as Homo Sapiens has only been around for about 100,000 years, but bones of similar species have been found and date to 4 or 5 million years BC. Charles Darwin theorized that man descended from lesser species of apes. Darwin’s book “On The Origin Of Species” (1859) started the debate of evolution vs creationism that has lasted since. The church doesn’t accept the idea of evolution. Anthropology and other sciences are a threat to it’s authority.
The beginning of recorded history has been debated since the Renaissance. During the Renaissance ordinary people challenged the authority of the church by offering scientific theories for biblical explanations. The idea that the Earth was the center of the universe helped the church sell the idea that the church was in complete control on terra firma. Galileo theorized that the Earth revolved around the sun and the sun wasn’t the center of the universe. Galileo was charged as a heretic and wasn’t cleared until the 20 th century.
For most of man’s existence he was a hunter gatherer. He followed herds of game and ate what plants he could find along the way. Food clothing and shelter were his only concerns. Life was tenuous and short. Disease, weather, and larger animals were a constant danger. Traveling from one place to another made for little free time. Man was in balance with nature.
Since life was short, populations didn’t get out of control. Most members of a society could produce the things they needed. Shoes, weapons, etc. They shared in the food and cooked for themselves and immediate family.
At a point in time near the beginning of recorded history man began permanent settlements. From a Darwinian view it probably wasn’t necessary. Darwin argues a species will change behavior to survive. In this case it may have been the path of least resistance. Cultivating crops in one place year after year made life a little easier. Man could domesticate animals alongside the crops for meat. The animals could do much of the work. Irrigation followed increasing yield and probably populations.
Permanent settlements created problems that needed solving. Distribution of goods and services, overpopulation, common defense and slavery. Someone was put in charge, made king or queen or maybe a priest. The people in charge needed to control population so they began warring with neighbors. In their view permanent genocide became necessary and still is to this day. War, famine, disease are all used to control population, cling to power and deal with the problems created by permanent settlements..
Too many people created job specialization. In hunter gatherer societies everyone shared in the hunt. People were able to make what they needed and share with others. Shoes, weapons, etc. There may have been a simple barter system but for the most part it was communal. Permanent settlements made it difficult for everyone to make everything they needed so people focused on one task and made as much as possible. Baker, candle maker etc. A system of distributing goods and services became necessary.
There are two basic schemes to solve distribution. They are communal and free trade/monetary. In a communal society everyone shares equally in what is produced. Food is stored in common buildings and available to everyone. In a free trade society some means of exchange is necessary. This usually comes in the form of money. Most people are forced to sell their labor for money to buy what they need to live.
Communal systems are relatively straight forward. Everyone in the society shares in what is produced. Communal systems don’t produce a lot of specialty items and don’t import or export much. There is no incentive to create things that are not needed. These systems are more in balance with nature. They don’t produce more than is needed. True communism is a system without currency. Currency is a primary method for controlling people. This is why the church hates communism. Without currency people would be free.
Controlling and manipulating the currency is one of the oldest methods of controlling whole societies. Gold and silver can be hoarded and made scarce. This causes economic depressions. People are unable to pay debts and their employees so production stops. Lesser metals can be substituted for gold and silver but can then be over produced causing inflation. Too much currency in circulation is just as destructive as too little.
Free trade systems are complex and when slavery is added become very complex. Systems that include slavery over produce and must trade with other societies. Over production follows over production. Free trade uses resources unnecessarily, produces a lot of specialty goods and services and requires cheap labor when it’s not free. There is usually a turbulent relationship between the haves and have nots that must constantly be managed by the haves. Population control is handled with war and disease, and other techniques. Today it is controlled with mind control and surveillance. George Orwell’s “1984” is a replacement for war.
Feudalism solved many of the problems related to permanent settlements. Feudalism spread as far as Japan before modern times. It puts all the property in the hands of a few people at the top who war with each other. Most of the population is illiterate and are considered the property of the rich.
In modern times the two schemes have been given political words. Capitalism and communism. Or maybe fascism and communism. Socialism is a word for a system somewhere in between but does not include actual communes where people are allowed to produce and consume most of what they need. Part of the reason is it would drive up the cost of labor. There wouldn’t be enough cheap unskilled labor to satisfy the rich. I see no reason why the two systems can’t exist side by side. The world is in need of wealth re-distribution and creating communes would help prevent the concentration of wealth from happening again.
Primitive culture is the natural state of the world. It is not logistically possible for man to return to primitive societies. Evolution did not go in that direction, but drastic change is inevitable. Fossil fuels are a finite resource and as we run out the Apolcalypse will be upon us. The people and institutions that drove man to this point now need a new system to survive. For that reason they have built a prison planet. Surveillance, including synthetic telepathy, mind control and advanced wireless communications. Total control means total slavery. I believe if people were informed of the situation they would not chose this path.
Comparative Religion
Western civilization has come to dominate the world. The rich and powerful in western civilization have acquired techniques for controlling people and societies over centuries. This has been called statecraft. Knowledge is power, technology is power, gold is power, fiat currency is power. In the words of Lord Acton “Power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely”.
It began in the fertile crescent in what is today Iraq. The civilization known as Mesopotamia thrived in the area between the Tigris and Euphrates rivers beginning about 5000 years before Christ. This society spread east and west to India and Egypt. All of these civilizations existed in the zone above the equator and below the tropics, the perfect latitude for crops such as wheat and barley. These two grains were first grown here. This was an accident of history. These crops don’t grow easily in other areas of the world. They’re some of the best grains man has found. Ultimately the location and climate gave the people there an advantage. There is no other place on earth with that much land at that climate. These permanent settlements were so successful they led to white men dominating the world with guns, germs and steel.
Two other factor’s are religion and slavery. Any society that employs slavery over produces for the benefit of a few people at the top. The pyramids are a wonder of the ancient world but it’s just a pile of rocks. It took thousands of people decades to build them. My guess is 99% of the people who worked on them had better things to do. Slavery is unnatural. It forces men to create things that are not normal. The biggest slave driver on earth is religion. Religion is the power behind the throne.
Religion developed along with civilization, becoming more and more sophisticated in the same way as weapons of war or technology in general. Thousands of years ago religion was mostly magic. Priests had certain knowledge that could be used to convince people god was unhappy. Animals could be made to stop giving milk, or eggs, or crops would die if they didn’t work hard or give money. Eventually theologies were developed to control people along with magic. Religion went from polytheistic to monotheistic. And now science is being introduced. Religion must keep up with the times like everything else.
The polytheistic religions of many cultures were very similar. It’s as if someone created them purposely to cling to power. Mesopotamia, Babylonia, Sumeria to name a few. The gods of Ancient Greece and Rome were also very similar. They all had a main god who controlled lesser gods. Zeus was the main god for Greece and Jupiter for Rome. This is Western civilization.
Hinduism is one of the oldest continuous religions. It dates to around 1500 BC. It’s more of a way to live your life than a worship of god. It uses many deities in stories handed down from generation to generation and later compiled in the Veda’s. Comparing eastern and western religions these stories could be polytheism and the Buddha could be monotheism. Buddhism came later but centers on one man, the Buddha. Eastern religions are more of a way of life than a worship of a god.
In 1885 a Russian journalist named Nicholas Notovitch published a book “The Unknown Life of Jesus”. In it he claimed to have found evidence that Jesus spent time in the East and that is where he learned his religion. The book caused quite a stir and was proven false. But if you’re like me you read between the lines. Notovitch may have been trying to draw attention to historical facts that prove Christianity was made up and followed the lead of eastern religions. Like Buddhism Christianity created one god or prophet to streamline the theology. A streamlined religion is more efficient. Another person was Helena Blavatsky. She created the Theosophical Society along with American Henry Steel Olcott. Together they attempted to return parts of India to Buddhism. This too may have been what I call a ‘stunt’ performed by occultists. It’s designed to leave historical evidence without getting into trouble with the authorities. The idea of ‘rolling stones’ may have been passed to Jesus by Eastern religions.
Buddhism dates to about 500 BC, approximately the same time as Zoroaster. Buddhism like many religions split into two camps. Theravada and Mahayana. There was no Dalai Lama until about 1200 AD. The same time as Marco Polo and Kubla Khan. It is known that Khan ‘requested of the Pope 100 intelligent men schooled in the seven arts’, and the Pope provided these people. The Mongols were horseman and soldiers and knew nothing about administering an empire. The Pope being the complete opposite. Several of the early Dalai Lama’s were very close relatives of Kubla Khan. I think all religions split into two camps. One is Romanist/Fascist and the other is more humanist. Romanist/ Fascist people practice ancient Egyptian style tactics of ‘chickenshitting’ people behind their backs. This is all a guess.
Zarathustra was a major personality in the history of the religions of the world. He was born in 628 BC in Iran and died around 551 BC. Sometimes referred to as Zoroaster he has been the object of much attention for two reasons. On the one hand, he became a legendary figure believed to be connected with occult knowledge and magical practices in the Near Eastern and Mediterranean world in the Hellenistic Age (c. 300 BC–c. AD 300). On the other hand, his monotheistic concept of God has attracted the attention of modern historians of religion, who have speculated on the connections between his teaching and Judaism and Christianity. Though extreme claims of pan-Iranianism (i.e., that Zoroastrian or Iranian ideas influenced Greek, Roman, and Jewish thought) may be disregarded, the pervasive influence of Zoroaster’s religious thought must nevertheless be recognized. Friederich Nietzsche’s book “Thus Spake Zarathustra” may be based on his life.
Controlling People
Metal poisoning is one of the most effective ways of controlling a person or entire societies. Older than controlling the currency. I think this practice began with the Ancient Egyptians and continues to this day. It has the effect of mentally castrating the person. The priest promises to remove the metal if the person co-operates, thus granting the person life. A person who has been mentally castrated is more likely to hurt another. It can all be covered up by mystical stories of god or the devil.
Metal has the effect of ‘freezing’ someone emotionally. Once it is in the brain it is very hard to remove. It causes a permanent case of melancholy. Depression. The Mad Hatter in “Alice in Wonderland” is an example of a person suffering mercury poisoning. Ever hear the expression “Mad as a hatter.” Mercury was used in the hat making process in the 19 th century and many people wound up like that. Plumbism is a word used to describe lead poisoning. While metal stops a person from emoting their sex drive continues. It’s the only thing in life that is enjoyable for them. Don Juan is a fictional character that could be suffering from plumbism. Today we put fluoride in the water. Fluoride is a by-product of aluminum refining. It’s poison. The debate over fluoride in the water could be a cover story much like mercury in vaccines. There may be something in vaccines but in a world controlled by priests and surveillance no one can guarantee the integrity of anything. What actually causes autism is known only to priests.
Once metal is in a person it is very difficult to remove. Removing metal from the brain is very difficult. One known method is chelation. Chelation is a drug therapy that should be monitored by a doctor. It can take up to a year to remove all the metal. One act of chickenshit and the entire year is wasted.
The fiat monetary system was started by William Patterson, a Scot, in 1694 with the founding of the Bank of England. This may also have been the beginning of the Scottish Enlightenment which lasted until the end of the 18 th century. The Scottish Enlightenment invented capitalism.
Fiat currency is successful alchemy. Alchemy was a medieval science that attempted to turn lead into gold. Fiat currency is paper. It’s debt. Someone said once “If there were no money there would be no debt and if there was no debt there would be no money”. I’ll expand on this with a description of how the Federal Reserve works. Soon after the Federal Reserve was started someone had to borrow some money to get the ball rolling. That someone was the government. They printed up some fancy pieces of paper and called them Treasury bonds. They sold them to the Federal Reserve who paid for them with paper money they simply printed out of thin air. The government also agreed to pay interest on the bonds. The government then deposited the money in a newly created commercial bank. That bank then had the legal right to lend 10 times what was deposited. So the Federal Reserve printed money with no collateral and commercial banks can do the same because of fractional reserve lending. But the government owes more than it borrowed. Imagine what you could do with the power to print money.
The Hegelian dialectic is a concept by Georg Wilhelm Friedrich Hegel a German philosopher of the 19 th century. I think he was describing something that actually happens. The idea is that history is advanced by a theory. Thesis, anti-thesis, synthesis. The powers that be create a problem. Thesis. They then gauge and manage the reaction. Anti-thesis. This is done to accomplish the result. Synthesis. For example the Riechstag fire. Just after Hitler assumed power in 1933 the Reichstag burned down. It was done intentionally to allow Hitler to declare himself dictator. Another example could be the Boston Tea Party. The end result was the American Revolution which ultimately was a coup for the Pope. Up to that time Catholics living in English held territory could not vote, own property, hold office or a civil service job. These laws were created during the reign of Henry VIII and the English Reformation. The American Revolution amounted to Catholic Emancipation in North America. This did not happen until 1829 in England.
Hegel like everyone else had to tread lightly. He doesn’t come right out and say it. I think the Hegelian Dialectic is what Shakespeare called the “World Stage”. The world stage needs actors and actresses. I think they are supplied by the Confraternity for Christian Doctrine (C.C.D.) and Freemasonry.
Freemasonry has openly boasted about it’s role in the American Revolution. It’s a secret society with as many as 33 levels a person can advance to. As a secret society most people don’t know what it’s all about. Only the people at the top know the truth. I think it’s a way for the Pope to get people at the bottom to work against their own best interest. If they knew what it’s about they wouldn’t join.
C.C.D. was started by St John Leonardi in the 16 th century. It’s stated mission is teaching Christian values to young people. Leonardi’s views were so controversial the Pope had to use special guards when he visited Rome.
Religion has numerous functions in society. To the masses it’s a source of comfort and community. Many people decide to dedicate their lives to religion to serve the poor. To the rich it’s a method for controlling the masses. A theology can be altered or designed to serve the rich and powerful and at the same time use poor people to oppress themselves. The people who work for the church are the eyes and ears of the rich and powerful. Spies. The King James bible teaches pacifism. King James was a royal absolutist. He believed all the power should rest with the king. He could pay mercenaries to screw the poor and expect them to turn the other cheek.
Syncretic religion is the blending of two or more religions to create a new one. For example Voodoo blends elements of Roman Catholicism and African spiritualism. Mormonism, and Scientology are also syncretic. I think if you place the syncretic religion in the time and place where it started you can come up with a political reason for starting it.
Voodoo is practiced in the Caribbean along with Santeria. Both blend Roman Catholic ideas with African spiritualism. When African slaves were brought to the Caribbean they were Christianized by Roman Catholic priests. The slaves then incorporated many African religious traditions into Christianity. Haiti had a revolution around the same time as America. I think Voodoo was created to control the people at the top of the revolution and have a level of scapegoat at the same time. Whether the revolution was legitimate or not.
The Mormon church was started by Joseph Smith in 1830 when he published the Book of Mormon. Mormons suffered discrimination in the early years under Smith. The bulk of the church moved several times to get away from it slowly moving west. Smith died in 1844. The new leader, Brigham Young moved the church to Utah to avoid persecution. Today Salt Lake City Utah is the center of Mormonism. I think the Morman church was sent to Utah to ensure that the idea of ‘freedom’ didn’t get out of hand as the west was settled. As an arm of the church they were responsible for harassing the ‘juded’. I believe Scientology is using synthetic telepathy, mind control and advanced wireless communications to harass people into co-operating, which sometimes includes committing suicide.
Scientology is the invention of L Ron Hubbard, a former science fiction writer and Navy commander. He battled the government for religious tax status for decades. He fled the United States in the early 1980’s after being indicted. He sailed the world on a very large ship with his followers often being thrown out of the countries he stopped in. Because science is a challenge to the authority of the church it must be incorporated into religion.
Cao Dai is a syncretist modern Vietnamese religious movement with a strongly nationalist political character. Cao Dai draws upon ethical precepts from Confucianism, occult practices from Taoism, theories of karma and rebirth from Buddhism, and a hierarchical organization (including a pope) from Roman Catholicism. Its pantheon of saints includes such diverse figures as the Buddha, Confucius, Jesus Christ, Mu?ammad, Pericles, Julius Caesar, Joan of Arc, Victor Hugo, and Sun Yat-sen. The reasons for this religion are unclear.
Freemasonry and C.C.D., with the exception of people at the top of Freemasonry, are the extras on a movie set. The people who work for the church are more like the main players and writers and directors. This includes priests, nuns etc. Folklore calls these people wizards.
The church does not allow any deviation from the norm. Everyone must worship an approved god. They don’t care which god as long the powers that be can rest assured the person won’t make trouble. Anyone who tries to go their own way is harassed by ‘wizards’ using the seven deadly sins. They are: pride, greed, lust, envy, gluttony (including drunkenness), anger and sloth. Along with the harassment the person is frozen with metal and ‘who knows what’ in their food. They have no privacy. Their clothes make them sick etc etc. ‘Juded’ people are people being harassed. Many of these people are asked to ‘hit the road’, become ‘rolling stones’. Aka Roma, gypsies, roman vagabonds, wandering jews. They are motivated by the idea of redemption or utopia or being made very rich. The church commands an army of ‘rolling stones’. Books about this are: “Cartaphilas, The Wandering Jew” and “Pilgrims Progress” by John Bunyon. The “Wizard Of Oz” and “Alice In Wonderland” could be interpreted as such.
With every force there is an equal and opposite force. (well almost) Occultists are people opposed to the church who use slight of hand to get their message across. They do not have the power of the church. They stage events to leave historical evidence or manipulate the church into doing something it wouldn’t ordinarily do. One of the most successful was Aleister Crowley.
Aleister Crowley was labeled by the media as ‘The Wickedest Man In The World’. One of his first stunts was on his honeymoon. He was married in Egypt and spent his wedding night in the Great Pyramid where he was ‘given’ his religion by some spirit. He later called the religion Thelema and wrote many books. The greatest ‘Aleister Crowley’ of all time (in my opinion) was the September 11 War Games pulled off by the US Military. A documentary about this is “911 War Games” by The Corbett Report. (I sometimes refer to these stunts as ‘Aleister Crowleys’)
Some important questions people should ask themselves is: ‘Would you want to live in Spain during the Inquisition?’. Did you know that the Holy Office of the Inquisition was still around when Paul VI was Pope in 1966? All he did was rename it The Congregation For The Doctrine Of The Faith? Do you know what the ‘auto-da-fe’ is? It’s a little ceremony the church puts on as they’re executing people. The last known one was in Mexico in the 1850’s. Coming to a town near you? Capitalism is doomed to collapse because fossil fuels are a finite resource. The Apolcalypse has been completely engineered by the micro managers of this planet so my answers to these questions are: no I wouldn’t want to live in Spain and yes the ‘auto-da-fe’ is coming to your town. I have nothing to lose so I say whatever I want no matter what the consequences. I care but I don’t care. I breathe to get even.
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Updated May 13 2024
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Saturday May 4 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. After my father had bypass surgery in 2007 he had trouble recuperating. Just after Christmas he came home. I thought the situation was manageable but the visiting nurse from South Shore Hospital thought he needed to be in the hospital. For the next 3 monthes he got shuffled around a half dozen nursing homes and rehab facilities until he died in South Shore’s ER on March 31 2008. I thought he could have recovered if he were home but I wasn’t very vocal about it and it seemed like the whole thing was pre determined to end bad. He died the exact same day as a good neighbor Mr Sabatino did in Florida. March 31 2008.
Sunday May 5 2024 – 9 PM – Went to Quincy Center. Wanted to go to the library but I was too early. I wanted to get the movie “The Men Who Stare At Goats” and some Frank Sinatra. Anyway. Went to Stop & Shop. I bought: Tyson frozen chicken strips, sauce for chicken parmesan, 4C Cheese, shredded mozarella, Barilla Thin Spagheti, chocolate milk, 1 gal Arizona Iced Tea, 2 l Coke, Minute Maid frozen orange juice, Pearl Milling pancake mix, store brand maple syrup, Land o Lakes butter, dinner rolls, bag of russet potatoes, frozen brocolli, Little Debbie donuts, Frito’s, Cheez-it, Hood Chocolate Chip ice cream, Every once in a while I like to repeat certain things for anyone who is new to my blogs or if I have a different view of the info myself. Last week I did Gilles de Rais, this week I want to do Marco Polo. Marco Polo traveled to China from Italy during the time of Kubla Khan. The 12 th or 13 th century. His family had already traveled and lived there but not Marco. When Marco Polo returned some 20 or so years later his story was suppressed by the powers that be. Polo spent time in jail. He wrote a book while in jail that later became a sensation. My observation is ‘Why would this bother the powers that be?’ At the time Polo left the Mongol Empire was threatening Europe. Europeans were looking for ways to stop it. I think the Mongols were stopped from within by agents of the church using techniques that the church doesn’t want even Europeans to know. Polo left for China when there was no Pope. When Polo arrived in Asia Minor a Pope was hastily elected. He wasn’t even a priest at the time. He requested Polo to return to Rome where he was given diplomatic papers to present to Kubla Khan. Polo spent a couple decades in the court of Khan. Khan requested of the Pope “100 intelligent men schooled in the seven arts” to help with the Empire. The Pope supplied these people. Mongols were nomadic and warlike not builders or administrators. This is how the empire was stopped. (my opinion) Some evidence left behind. Buddhism dates back to about 500 BC. It arrived in Tibet around 500 AD. The tradition of the Dali Lhama didn’t start until the time of Polo. Several of the early Lhama’s were closely related to Kubla Khan. Conclusion. Tibet is a pale for ‘juded’ people. a ‘juded’ person is anyone who is a threat to the powers that be. This is what the Pope taught the Chinese.
Monday May 6 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. I’m not sure what this means. After the fall of the Mongol Empire someone named Timur (or Timor) the Great conquered much of central Asia and northern India. Christopher Marlowe, a contemporary of Shakespeare, wrote a play about him. FYI
Tuesday May 7 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. The world would run itself if it weren’t for people trying to run it.
Wednesday May 8 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Watched “Angel Is Missing” a documentary about the Shining Path and Peru’s ‘dirty war’. It focuses on the disappearance of an activist from a small Peruvian city. The term ‘dirty war’ has also been used for what happened in Argentina from about 1975 to 1985. The current pope has been accused of helping with the disappearance of thousands of people. Many military personel were trained at the School Of Assassins in Georgia. Now W.H.I.N.S.E.C. Do “The Men Who Stare At Goats” train at WHINSEC.
Thursday May 9 2024 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker. I’ve been reading “Catcher In The Rye” by J D Salinger. I got the idea from watching “Chapter 27” with Lindsey Lohan. I’d heard about the book but never read it. There is no chapter 27. I guess Mark David Chapman made up his own ending. It follows the life of a teenager, Holden Caufield, for a couple weeks around Christmas as his life falls apart. It’s very repetitive. Every chapter is sort of the same thing. Caufield is negative and cynical, a ‘rebel without a cause’.
Friday May 10 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Read chapters 5, 6, 7, and 8 of “Religious Terror In Ireland” by Avro Manhattan. The church, and forces inside England, used the catholic minority from N Ireland and extremists from Ireland to create civil unrest and try to topple the N Ireland government in late 1969. It brought the Brtish army upon N Ireland and 30 years of the ‘troubles’.
Saturday May 11 2024 – ND – Went to Wal-Mart Weymouth. Came right back. The world is about 250 years removed from the Spanish Inquisition. People have come to believe the church is what it says it is. This is my list of crimes committed by the church during the 20 th century. The book “The Vatican Against Europe” by Edmond Paris (see links above) documents what the church did to contribute to WWI and WWII. They weren’t solely responsible for the wars but they weren’t innocent either. The church openly supported Franco’s Fascist Spain during and after the civil war from 1936 to 1939. Franco executed hundreds of thousands while the rest of Europe battled Hitler. The defeated were forced to build Franco’s tomb which is also a monument to the church. During WWII the church did more than just stand by silently while Ustashe gangs committed genocide in Croatia. The book “Genocide In Satellite Croatia” by Edmond Paris (see link above) documents what happened. The Magdalene laundries were operated in Ireland for most of the 20 th century. At the same time the church supported terrorism in N Ireland in an attempt to unite Ireland. See “Religious Terror In Ireland” by Avro Manhattan (link above) After WWII the church helped thousands of Nazi’s escape Europe to South America by providing them with passports. It has become known as the Vatican Ratlines. An ABC news documentary can be found online. Numerous books have been written. “Unholy Trinity: The Vatican, Swiss Banks And The Nazi’s” for one. The current pope has been accused of remaining silent during Argentina’s Dirty War (1975 to 1985). Horacio Verbitsky wrote a book but the title escapes me right now. English copies can be hard to find. (see link above) Verbitsky wrote a best seller “The Flight: Confessions Of A Dirty Warrior”. The School Of Assassins at Ft Benning GA trained many people involved in the wars in South America. The book “The Vietnam War: Why We Went And The Catholic Churches Role In Getting It Started” by Avro Manhattan is interesting. (see link above)
Sunday May 12 2024 – 6 PM – Went to South Shore Plaza and Home Depot. If the people at the bottom ever vanquish thier enemies, the people at the top will simply invent another one.
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I’ve been working on the noise generator version of the necklace. I’m trying to use Shot noise. Sometimes called avalanche noise. I’ve come across 2 definitions of what Shot noise is. One definition is that it occurs in PN junctions when electrons begin dislodging electrons in semiconductor material. Like an snow on a mountain. Electrons are being moved by forces other than voltage. The other definition is on wikipedia and has something to do with flipping a coin. If you flip a coin 10 times as opposed to 100 times it is more likely you will not get 50 – 50 as a result.
The picture above is a typical PN junction Current vs Voltage graph. Current is on the Y axis and Voltage on the X axis. This can be generated on an oscilloscope using the X Y function. In the forward biased condition a PN junction’s current is almost parallel to the Y axis. A small variation in voltage will cause a large variation in current. In the reverse biased condition the voltage is parallel to the X axis. A small variation in current creates a large variation in voltage. This is what wikipedia is trying to say. Getting a diode to ‘balance’ in either forward or reverse is difficult because the curves are so steep.
The second picture is a X Y curve of a Zener diode. A Zener diode is designed to break down at a specified voltage in the reverse biased condition. Extra doping is added to the N material.
The third picture is some circuits I’ve tried. The first one is the only one that works. It’s part of a circuit I took from the Encyclopedia Of Electronic Circuits Vol 6 p377. I found it works with a 9 volt supply and a 2N3904 as a noise source. I think this is developing a voltage at the 1 Meg ohm because of the reverse leakage current going through the PN junction of the transistor. The reverse current is very small. Any current, even if it’s very small, will develop a voltage if passed through a resistor. If you increase or decrease the 1 Meg too much it stops. I think it balances on the curve just after it crosses zero. This favors the wikipedia definition. It’s trying to balance but has difficulty because it’s so steep. The other circuits are an attempt to create an unstable node using more than one PN junction in parallel.
In picture 2, I put a 12.1v 1 Watt Zener diode in a circuit with a 9 volt supply to try to get it to ‘balance’ just after the zero crossing point. I haven’t actually tried this.
Diary
Saturday April 27 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Watched a couple documentaries about CIA involvment in drug smuggling and mind control experiments. In the 1990’s the government was forced to compensate some people who were severely abused in mental hospitals. I have often wondered if Dr Silen was CIA.
Sunday April 28 2024 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. The only thing I’m guilty of is getting out of bed and not co-operating. I fight civil harassment with civil dis-obedience so I can’t be used as a scape goat for what you do.
Monday April 29 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Upgraded my desktop to a 8 TB SSD from a 4 TB. Expecting the chickenshit heroes to do something to it the second I leave it unattended. For a while a thought my apartment was free of chickenshit but now I think I was wrong. The bed, easy chair, the floor and my clothes. It’s very subtle. No smell or tatse but it keeps me awake.
Tuesday April 30 2024 – ND – Visited Mom at South Shore Hospital. This is the third time she’s been hospitalized since Thanksgiving. She told a South Shore Hospital visiting nurse had been assigned to her. Like Dad? What does she need it for? She’s in an assisted livng home anyway.
Wednesday May 1 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Read chapters 2 and 3 of “Religious Terror In Ireland” by Avro Manhattan. (see link above)
Thursday May 2 2024 – ND – Met with Aspire worker. Went to Stop & Shop N Quincy after. I bought: package of whoopi pies, salad kit, Ocean Spray Cran Grape, small bottle Brisk Iced Tea, Marie Calendar Chicken Pot Pie, 12 pack water, store brand coffee, 2 navel oranges, Haagan Daas ice cream, When I got back I ate half a whoopi pie and half a Cran Grape and got sick but I got up in the middle of the night and did the same thnig and didn’t get sick. I decided someone ‘chickenshitted’ my easy chair and the bed while I was out. Watched a 2 hour documentary on the death of John F Kennedy Jr in July 1999. They were trying to prove he was assassinated. A lot of strange things happened around his death. After watching I tried to come up with a reason why he would be assassinated. The basic idea of America is anti monarchist, spread the power around so no one person has too much. While I think the government is alrady controlled by a small number of people I think they want to return to a king. In the past 50 or 60 years America has seen the rise of political dynasties. The Clintons, Bush’s, Sunnunu’s to name a few. A Kennedy would be an obvious choice if it came to returning to kings and queens.
Friday May 3 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. I’d run for president of the Anti-Social Social Club but I also belong to Procrastinaters International and the Global Apathetic Committee.
Saturday May 4 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. After my father had bypass surgery in 2007 he had trouble recuperating. Just after Christmas he came home. I thought the situation was manageable but the visiting nurse from South Shore Hospital thought he needed to be in the hospital. For the next 3 monthes he got shuffled around a half dozen nursing homes and rehab facilities until he died in South Shore’s ER on March 31 2008. I thought he could have recovered if he were home but I wasn’t very vocal about it and it seemed like the whole thing was pre determined to end bad. He died the exact same day as a good neighbor Mr Sabatino did in Florida. March 31 2008.
Sunday May 5 2024 – 9 PM – Went to Quincy Center. Wanted to go to the library but I was too early. I wanted to get the movie “The Men Who Stare At Goats” and some Frank Sinatra. Anyway. Went to Stop & Shop. I bought: Tyson frozen chicken strips, sauce for chicken parmesan, 4C Cheese, shredded mozarella, Barilla Thin Spagheti, chocolate milk, 1 gal Arizona Iced Tea, 2 l Coke, Minute Maid frozen orange juice, Pearl Milling pancake mix, store brand maple syrup, Land o Lakes butter, dinner rolls, bag of russet potatoes, frozen brocolli, Little Debbie donuts, Frito’s, Cheez-it, Hood Chocolate Chip ice cream, Every once in a while I like to repeat certain things for anyone who is new to my blogs or if I have a different view of the info myself. Last week I did Gilles de Rais, this week I want to do Marco Polo. Marco Polo traveled to China from Italy during the time of Kubla Khan. The 12 th or 13 th century. His family had already traveled and lived there but not Marco. When Marco Polo returned some 20 or so years later his story was suppressed by the powers that be. Polo spent time in jail. He wrote a book while in jail that later became a sensation. My observation is ‘Why would this bother the powers that be?’ At the time Polo left the Mongol Empire was threatening Europe. Europeans were looking for ways to stop it. I think the Mongols were stopped from within by agents of the church using techniques that the church doesn’t want even Europeans to know. Polo left for China when there was no Pope. When Polo arrived in Asia Minor a Pope was hastily elected. He wasn’t even a priest at the time. He requested Polo to return to Rome where he was given diplomatic papers to present to Kubla Khan. Polo spent a couple decades in the court of Khan. Khan requested of the Pope “100 intelligent men schooled in the seven arts” to help with the Empire. The Pope supplied these people. Mongols were nomadic and warlike not builders or administrators. This is how the empire was stopped. (my opinion) Some evidence left behind. Buddhism dates back to about 500 BC. It arrived in Tibet around 500 AD. The tradition of the Dali Lhama didn’t start until the time of Polo. Several of the early Lhama’s were closely related to Kubla Khan. Conclusion. Tibet is a pale for ‘juded’ people. a ‘juded’ person is anyone who is a threat to the powers that be. This is what the Pope taught the Chinese.
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Updated April 29 2024
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
Magnum Crimen Two Omitted Chapters
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Sunday April 21 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Watched “Kafka” with Jeremy Irons and Alec Guinness. Franz Kafka was a writer who used unusual symbolism. He died young in 1924. Most of his work was unpublished. “The Trial” was made into a movie with Anthony Perkins in the late 50’s. Other movies include “Metamorphosis” and “The Castle”. I’m pretty sure this movie wasn’t written by him but is very ‘kafkaesque’. It is set in Germany during the last 4 or 5 years of his life. He’s investigating the death of a good friend. The police call it suicide. He suspects ‘the police owe alliegiance to something other than the truth’. (yeah, the Hindu caste system) But I digress. In the end he discovers the truth and decides to go along. Something like Winston in “1984”. He gets tuberculosis like the police.
Monday April 22 2024 – ND – Walked to Quincy Center to get some exercise. Went to the library for a while. Got something to eat and came back. This is something I’ve been thinking about recently. I repeat some things over and over for new people to my blogs, but I’m also a never ending stream of random thoughts. I’m a zombie. Void of emotion. Before I left Weymouth in 2014 I bought a book on Amazon titled “The Banned Lecture Gilles de Rais to have been delivered before The Oxford University Poetry Society By Aleister Crowley on the evening of Monday February 3, 1930″. I’ve since lost the book but I copied the entire thing and put it up on my google drive. (see link above) This is what I know about Gilles de Rais. Rais is considered the original ”bluebeard’. A person with a morose countenance. He lived during the time of Joan of Arc. He was one of the richest people in France at that time but was not nobility. He was also a marshall which I think is the equivalent of a general. He fought alongside Joan of Arc. After her death he almost spent himself into poverty staging a play titled “The Mystery Of The Seige Of Orleans”. I don’t know if this play still exists. His relatives took him to court to stop him and succeeded. He was confined to one of his castles. A few years later he was charged with kidnaping and killing 600 children. He eventually pled guilty and was executed. Some historians over the centuries have argued there is no way this could have happened. Six hundred in that small an area in that amount of time simply couldn’t be. Anyway my moral to the story is this. The more damage you do, the bigger the monster they turn you into.
Tuesday April 23 2024 – 7 PM – Went food shopping around noon. Shaws Braintree. Came right back. I bought: a store made Italian sandwich, Fair Right Chocolate milk, Polar Root Beer, Coka Cola, Goldfish crackers, Campbells Clam Chowder, Campbells Chicken Noodle, store brand blueberry muffins, This is a couple incidents that involved my father that I may have never mentioned. When I was very young, maybe 6 or 7, I found this electric device in the cellar among my fathers things. It was a small well made wooden box with two hand held electrodes, a switch, a potentiometer and a battery hook up. All it did was deliver a shock when someone held the electrodes. I remember bringing it to school one day and it didn’t work because the battery was dead. My father found out and was mad. He told me he didn’t know where it came from and didn’t want me fooling with it. The second incident happened just after he retired in 1990. He began fooling with this little electric motor mounted on a piece of wood. He told me he made it in high school and wanted to see if he could get it working again. I had never seen it before. I thought this was very strange. About 2005 my parents began talking to someone behind my back. I’m sure my mother would deny this. Ultimately they convinced my father to have a heart bypass when he didn’t really need it. It supposedly caused his death in March 2008. I think my father as well as the rest of my family talked to someone about me and I never knew. I could go down a long list of evidence. To keep it short. One nephew gave me a hand made copy of the “Bourne Identity” and another gave me a cd by some band called “The Weakerthans”. I think my father periodically talked to someone from the time I was born in 1957. I was doomed from the beginning. It haunted him like the father of Boo Radley in “To KIll A Mockingbird”. I think there are people who want me to fool around with electronics and others who don’t. I’m with the former. I am not going to live with a chip in my head and I don’t want to live with people who do.
Wednesday April 24 2024 – ND – Went to lunch with Mom, my sister and her husband. Came right back.
Thursday April 25 2024 – ND – Met with Aspire worker. Went to Stop & Shop Brockton late. I bought: International Delight Vanilla coffee drink, Brisk Iced Tea, Coka Cola, rotisserie chicken, Digiorno’s Ultimate Pepperoni, Utz potato chips, store brand cup cakes, spinach, rice pilaf, Friendlys Ice Cream sandwiches, store brand onion bagels, Philadelphia cream cheese, cheddar cheese, Cinnamon Toast ctunch, I don’t know why I should tell this story, but I guess my life is completely destroyed and I’m a total outcast and it makes trouble. Some of this is guesswork. In the movie version of “1984” with Richard Burton there a scene where they’re talking about eliminating the orgasm for the greater good. I think they’ve accomplished this. In 1995 I was given a new doctor by my provider.Her name was Deborah Silen. Without asking she switched me to a drug called Risperdal. It was total disaster. Soon after I started my sex drive disappeared. It never returned. Dr Silen only stayed a couple months. I have been off all medications since 2006. In 2007 I found a study on the internet titled “Risperdal Irreversebly Binds To And Inhibits The HTH5 Serotonin Receptor”. FYI Just another reason why it makes no sense sending ‘Alice’s’ in my direction.
Friday April 26 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. I think the only thing different about Western Civilization is the people at the top have understood for centuries that the only permanent dynamic in human society is the class struggle and they have clung to power by pitting the people at the bottom against each other in endless war. Catholic vs Orthodox, Christian vs Muslim, black vs white etc. I think the Rwandan Genocide is an example of this. Another example of this system was the Khmer Empire that existed in South East Asia 4 or 5 hundred years ago, however they were not as successful. All history of the last 1000 years is proof. America is being transformed into a heirarchal militaristic police state to continue the system.
Saturday April 27 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Watched a couple documentaries about CIA invovlement in drug smuggling and mind control experiments. In the 1990’s the goverment was forced to compensate some people who were severely abused in mental hospitals. I have often wondered if Dr Silen was CIA.
Sunday April 28 2024 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. The only thing I’m guilty of is getting out of bed and not co-operating. I fight civil harassment with civil dis-obedience so I can’t be used as a scape goat for what you do.
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Updated April 22 2024
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
Magnum Crimen Two Omitted Chapters
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Friday April 12 2024 – 7 PM – Went to Wal-Mart, Shaws and Stop & Shop Weymouth. At Shaws I bought: store brand cinnamon buns. At Stop & Shop I bought: International Delight Mocha coffee drink, Brisk Iced Tea, Perri Sweet Italian Sausage, Prince Thin Spaghetti, store brand wavy potato chips, 4C Parmesan cheese, Watched “The Sentinel” with Burgess Merideth, Christina Raines and Ava Gardner. Good movie. Did not wear the necklace. Police and fire department seemed to follow me everywhere. Made all my bus connections. Very unusual. Took only 2 and a half hours.
Saturday April 13 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Read chapte 9 of “Genocide In Satellite Croatia” by Edmond Paris (see link above) Documents what the church knew and when. My political views are : I’m so far left I’m leaving. ??? Primitive culture is the natural state of the world, we belong to the land, the land does not belong to us. (politicians are spineless little toadies)
Sunday April 14 2024 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. For months my stupidvision has been reporting that Israel has been at war with Hamas. Hamas is a shadowy Palestinian terrorist organization. Last night Iran attacked Israel with hundreds of drones. If ‘Everything You Know Is Wrong’ whats wrong with Israel that nobody knows? I think the war in Ukraine was designed to draw attention away from the Middle East and it’s not working any more. We withdrew from Afghanistan but not Iiraq. At the beginning of our war in the Middle East, Irag was not believed to be the problem, Afghanistan was. But we won’t leave Iraq. They found no weapons of mass destruction and Saddam Hussein is dead. Why won’t we leave? Is the whole thing a religious war by proxy for the pope? Does the pope really care about religion? He’s a zit popping, scab picking, nose picking, genocidal, homicidal psychopath megolomaniac ass bitch that can’t leave a living or dead thing alone. AMEN HALLELUJAH BROTHERS – P.S. This world needs one good leaving alone.
Monday April 15 2024 – ND – Went to Boston Marathon. Went to Kenmore Square instead of Copley. Left about 8 AM got back about 2. Watched the first elite men’s runner then went to Target. Bought some pizza and came back. Got a coffee at a self serve Dunkin Donuts near BU just after I arrived. Something I ate kept me up all night.
Tuesday April 16 2024 – 7 PM – Went to KFC, Dollar Tree and Wal-Mart Brockton and Avon. The chicken at KFC was anorexic. Cole Slaw tasted funny. Must have known I was coming. At Wal-Mart I bought: Cheese Doodles, Minute Maid Strawberry Lemonade, store brand orange juice, box of mini donuts, International Delight Caramel Machiato coffee drink, Perdue Chicken Strips, frozen broccoli, frozen corn, Innovasian Vegetable Fried Rice, 2 flavors small Haagan Dass Ice Cream, eggs, store brand Vermont maple breakfast sausages, In Boston the Karen Read Murder trial has started. This might be an Aleister Crowley or an A.I. generated story. (I CARE because I READ) People are protesting in front of the court in Dedham. Some blogger named ‘Turtleboy’ has been charged for what he said about the case. (‘slow and steady wins the race’) Read allegedly murdered her Boston Police officer boyfriend by hitting him with her SUV and leaving him in a snowbank. (“It’s an eminence front it’s a put on…………..come and join the party dressed to kill…….” The Who) Re-watched “Kelly’s Heroes” starring Clint Eastwood, Telly Savalas and Donald Sutherland. One of Eastwood’s best film’s along with “The Good The Bad and The Ugly”, “Dirty Harry”, “Magnum Force”, “Firefox”, The Eiger Sanction” and the spaghetti westerns.
Wednesday April 17 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Read the first chapter of “Religious Terror In Ireland” by Avro Manhattan. (see link above) He beleives the church instigated much of the violence in Ireland through Sinn Fein and the I.R.A. to reunite Ireland and N. Ireland. He praises the Irish people but condemns the church. On page 4 he said it all “Religious dogmaticism and emotional nationalistic fanaticism (1) not only silence reason; if combined they will obliterate the most natural feelings of the human heart. When seized by them,, men will commit any atrocity – The Inquisition, the Bolsheviks of Soviet Russia, the Nazi’z of Hitler’s Germany, the war of Vietnam, and the tribal massacre of Black Africa being the most notorious examples.” (note 1 – added by me – and people mentally castrated with mercury) With that I downloaded the wikipedia page for the Rwandan Genocide but haven’t read it yet. definition ‘clericalism’ – a policy of increasing or maintaining the power of a religious hierarchy I’m still looking for a cheap copy of “Magnum Crimen Half A Century Of Clericalism In Croatia” by Victor Novak
Thursday April 18 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Read the wikipedia page for the Rwandan Genocide. It took place in 1994 and lasted for about 100 days. It was the result of 100 years of racist ideology promoted by colonial governments and Christian missionaries, both Catholic and Protestant. Hutu’s made up 84% of the population, Tutsi’s about 15%. Tutsi’s were the ruling class and often discriminated against Hutu’s. Tutsi’s were considered Hametic in origin and from Ethiopia. Europeans thought they were superior and favored them. It finally boiled over in 1994.
Friday April 19 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. I think I’m finally having some success building a circuit that uses Avalanche noise.
Saturday April 20 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Sunday April 21 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Watched “Kafka” with Jeremy Irons and Alec Guinness. Franz Kafka was a writer who used unusual symbolism. He died young in 1924. Most of his work was unpublished. “The Trial” was made into a movie with Anthony Perkins in the late 50’s. Other movies include “Metamorphosis” and “The Castle”. I’m pretty sure this movie wasn’t written by him but is very ‘kafkaesque’. It is set in Germany during the last 4 or 5 years of his life. He’s investigating the death of a good friend. The police call it suicide. He suspects ‘the police owe alliegiance to something other than the truth’. (yeah, the Hindu castse system) But I digress. In the end he discovers the truth and decides to go along. Something like Winston in “1984”. He gets tuberculosis like the police.
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Updated April 15 2024
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
Magnum Crimen Two Omitted Chapters
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Saturday April 6 2024 – ND – Returned videos to Crane Library, Quincy Center. Went to Stop & Shop. I bought: Motts Apple Juice, 1 gal store brand whole milk, Hersheys chocolate syrup, Eggo pancakes, Eggo French toast sticks, store brand frosted flakes, maple syrup, sirloin tips, bag of russet potatoes, carrots, package of whoopi pies, Cheese Doodles, Goldfish Crackers, 2 l store brand cola, Turkey Hill Cookies and Cream ice cream, Wore the necklace while I was out, about 10 AM to 2 PM.
Sunday April 7 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Wore necklace for a few hours in the morning.
Monday April 8 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Organized religion is organized hypocrisy. It’s like a mold that gets into your house. Sooner or later the only solution is to tear the house down. So many people work for the church it’s like a coal town in the 19 th century. The people who run the church understand their power and abuse it. They get away with anything. “Sixteen tons and what do you get……..another day older and deeper in debt…..” Today an equal number of people depend on the military. They answer to the same people.
Tuesday April 9 2024 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. Read chapter 8 of “Genocide in Satellite Croatia” by Edmond Paris. The Ustashe and their supporters did what they could to save the state of Croatia as the war came to an end. This included Cardinal Stepinac. Most Ustashe fled the country, many settling in America. Watched “God Told Me To”. Tony LoBianca plays a police detective in New York City investigating a string of murders. Some of the murderers tell him ‘god told me to’. He ends up committing murder and confined to a hospital for the criminally insane. I found this movie on a list of Saturn Award winners at wikipedia. Also watched “The Osterman Weekend” with John Hurt. Hurt plays a disgruntled CIA employee who uses his job and surveillance to get revenge for the murder of his wife.
Wednesday April 10 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. I’ve been working on an improved version of the antenna necklace. The current version is transmitting only one frequency. Approximately 1500 HZ. Since the human body produces multiple signals, and some that are similar to audio frequencies, I want to transmit as many frequencies as possible all at once. Avalanche noise produced by diodes could work. The idea is to amplify a diodes Avalanche noise and then filter out what I don’t need and transmit whats left. If I can’t get frequencies low enough from 1 diode I think I could mix 2 noise sources and filter out the sum. Whenever you mix 2 signals you get the sum and the difference. The difference is a lower frequency than either of the 2 sources.
Thursday April 11 2024 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker. “We never kill the heretic Winston….not as long as he resists us we never kill em………..first we make em one of us,…we make his brain perfect……then we kill em…….we’ll turn em ino gas and pour em into the stratosphere….” ‘1984’ – George Orwell
Friday April 12 2024 – 7 PM – Went to Wal-Mart, Shaws and Stop & Shop Weymouth. At Shaws I bought: store brand cinnamon buns. At Stop & Shop I bought: International Delight Mocha coffee drink, Brisk Iced Tea, Perri Sweet Italian Sausage, Prince Thin Spaghetti, store brand wavy potato chips, 4C Parmesan cheese, Watched “The Sentinel” with Burgess Merideth, Christina Raines and Ava Gardner. Good movie. Did not wear the necklace. Police and fire department seemed to follow me everywhere. Made all my bus connections. Very unusual. Took only 2 and a half hours.
Saturday April 13 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Read chapter 9 of “Genocide In Satellite Croatia” by Edmond Paris (see link above) Documents what the church knew and when. My political views are : I’m so far left I’m leaving. ??? Primitive culture is the natural state of the world, we belong to the land, the land does not belong to us. (politicians are spineless little toadies)
Sunday April 14 2024 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. For months my stupidvision has been reporting that Israel has been at war with Hamas. Hamas is a shadowy Palestinian terrorist organization. Last night Iran attacked Israel with hundreds of drones. If ‘Everything You Know Is Wrong’ whats wrong with Israel that nobody knows? I think the war in Ukraine was designed to draw attention away from the Middle East and it’s not working any more. We withdrew from Afghanistan but not Iraq. At the beginning of our war in the Middle East, Iraq was not believed to be the problem, Afghanistan was. But we won’t leave Iraq. They found no weapons of mass destruction and Saddam Hussein is dead. Why won’t we leave? Is the whole thing a religious war by proxy for the pope? Does the pope really care about religion? He’s a zit popping, scab picking, nose picking, genocidal, homicidal psychopath megalomaniac ass bitch that can’t leave a living or dead thing alone. AMEN HALLELUJAH BROTHERS – P.S. This world needs one good leaving alone.
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Updated April 8 2024
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
Magnum Crimen Two Omitted Chapters
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
I’ve been wearing an antenna version of the necklace off and on for about a week. I couldn’t get the electromagnet circuit to work. I discovered later I had the wrong pinout for the BC517. I had already built the antenna version so I’m trying that. The circuit is basically the same thing. I broke the schematic into 3 pictures below. To figure out the correct pinout I downloaded a copy of the TO-92 package specification and went through all the possibilities. I suspected a problem when different manufacturers of the BC517 had different pinouts on their specifications.
The first part is a linear regulator that takes the 9 volt battery down to 5.3 volts. I used a LM2941 adjustable positive regulator. It was the best thing I had on hand.
The second part is an astable multivibrator I found at electronictutorials(dot)ws. It produces a 1500 HZ square wave at 2 outputs with a minimum of parts and current. I’m only using one output connected to the base of a BC517 Darlington pair. (next picture)
I used the BC517 because I wanted to draw as little current away from the multivibrator as possible The BC517 has an enormous gain because it’s a Darlington pair. It’s maximum collector current is 1 amp, well above what I need at the antenna. I put a 1.5 M ohm at the base to pre bias and help to draw as little as I can from the multivibrator. I AC coupled the vibrator with a 1 nF ceramic capacitor. I put a 100 ohm potentiometer at the collector to adjust the power to the antenna. I used a 4.7 ohm resistor to make sure I don’t short out the collector by adjusting the pot all the way. I connected the antenna (necklace) through a 10 uF capacitor to block any DC. I want a varying wave changing direction on the necklace.
I’m drawing about 100 mA total and broadcasting maybe a half a watt. The first time I used it I had a Tenergy 9 volt nimh re-chargeable battery rated at 250 maH. (not pictured) It only lasted a couple hours. I bought some lithium-ion re-chargeable batteries on Amazon. They charge with any USB charger and are rated at 1200 maH. (see above) They must come with a small boost converter to bring the voltage up to 9 volts. It takes about 4 hours to charge and they last about 4 hours connected to the device.
Another option would be a USB power bank and a separate boost converter. I bought a couple boost converters from adafruit(dot)com for about $15. The power banks come with ratings as high as 20,000 maH. I have to rig up a cable to convert a DC plug to a 9 volt battery connector. A package of 2 power banks was about $30 from Amazon. (I used stock pictures)
This is the final assembly. The antenna is a 28 inch long piece of Viking weave made of 22 gauge copper wire and covered with shrink wrap. I wanted it to fit in my pocket but the antenna isn’t flexible enough. I’ve been tucking it inside my shirt and I don’t like the way it hangs. I want to make a 38 inch Viking weave and attach it at both ends to the enclosure to make it more comfortable. I don’t have any way of knowing if it works. If I’m being ‘broadcast’ into thousands of people in my general area maybe one of them will fink. I don’t know. So far no radiohead has given me any indication it’s not working. If it does work, it’s proof you only have to over power human EMR not reproduce the exact signals of the human brain. Doing that might help lower power consumption. An idea I had a long time ago was to record a couple thousand 2 or 3 word phrases of my own voice, put them on an SD card and broadcast them using an Arduino and an MP3 add on. You could program the Arduino to randomly play the phrases and make non sense.
Diary
Saturday March 30 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. “Oh say can you see…….the Francis Scott Key,…..it’s at the bottom of the sea……..it was hit by the Dali…” If the ship lost power why didn’t they just drop the anchor? I know I know September 11 was an inside job. Denial IS a river in Egypt.
Sunday March 31 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Read chapter 6 of “Genocide In Satellite Croatia” by Edmond Paris. They opened numerous death camps in late 1941 and early 1942 because the slaughter wasn’t going fast enough. The church didn’t just know about it they actively participated. Many clergy got rich charging people a fee for conversion.
Monday April 1 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. I found a better description of avalanche (Shot) noise. The wikipedia article isn’t very good. Avalanche noise occurs in heavily doped n type semiconductor material when electrons begin to dislodge (move) other electrons rather than be moved by voltage. Like a snow avalanche.
Tuesday April 2 2024 – 6 PM – Went to Quincy Center. At Star Market I bought: store brand frozen 3 meat pizza, Innovasian Vegetable Rice, Innovasian Honey Chicken, 2 l Coke, Snapple Iced Tea, store brand breakfast sandwiches, Doritos, Country Kitchen donuts, International Delight Caramel Machiato, I said a while ago I hadn’t received any mail in weeks. It’s been trickling in. In Feb I bought a dvd that didn’t arrive until this morning. Someone left it at my door overnight. I bought a replacement on Sunday. Taking mail is a felony. Whenever I leave my apartment someone enters and puts ‘chickenshit’ every where. This has been going on for years. Unlawful entry is a felony. I have had hundreds of felonies committed against me in the past 4 or 5 years and no one will ever do anything. This country is about as free as ancient Rome. They should call it modern Rome. Coming to a town every where. Blow it up please there’s nothing for me here. Don’t let the maggots win.
Wednesday April 3 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Watched “Six Degrees Of Separation” with Will Smith, Donald Sutherland and Stockard Channing. Has a lot oof the same symbolism as any movie. Will Smith is a ‘dog’ in Boston. (just another rainy night in Boston – ‘rain’ is symbolism for someone broken down and asking for mercy from their tormentors like “Dreams” by Fleetwood Mac) Smith is lured by money (Nirvana album cover for “Nevermind” or the man in the green suit killed by Hells Angels at the Altamont Speedway in 1969) 2 sided Kandinsky In the end, 6 degrees of separation doesn’t save Smith. Also watched the dvd I now have 2 of “The Philadelphia Experiment 2”. The Philadelphia experiment actually happened but it’s a mystery what it was about. Supposedly the navy tried to make ships invisible to RADAR with some sort of cloaking device. This happened in 1943. These movies assume a time warp occured and one sailor survived but was lost in time. The 2 nd movie is about the Stealth fighter and the fact it can’t hide from acoustic RADAR and so it’s a waste of money. (well sort of) I think you could make a different type of airplane tracking system using digital photography. Build a camera the size of a small truck and aim it upward and it could track everything in it’s sight. It would give the element of surprise to the ground forces since it can’t be detected by the aircraft. In this movie the Nazi’s won because they invented a stealth plane that dropped an atomic bomb on Washington. The sailor has to stop it some how. I didn’t watch it very closely.
Thursday April 4 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker. Read chapter 7 of “Genocide In Satellite Croatia” by Edmond Paris. (see link above) Paris quots a former Ustashi who is a member of the Knights of Columbus in America. Thought that was interesting. Cardinal Stepinac was tried after the war by Yugoslavia and convicted. I think, I’m not sure, Stepinac was made a saint after the war.
Friday April 5 2024 – ND – Went to Home Depot and came right back.
Saturday April 6 2024 – ND – Returned videos to Crane Library, Quincy Center. Went to Stop & Shop. I bought: Motts Apple Juice, 1 gal store brand whole milk, Hersheys chocolate syrup, Eggo pancakes, Eggo French toast sticks, store brand frosted flakes, maple syrup, sirloin tips, bag of russet potatoes, carrots, package of whoopi pies, Cheese Doodles, Goldfish Crackers, 2 l store brand cola, Turkey Hill Cookies and Cream ice cream, Wore the necklace while I was out, about 10 AM to 2 PM.
Sunday April 7 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Wore necklace for a few hours in the morning.
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Updated April 1 2024
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
Magnum Crimen Two Omitted Chapters
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
I’ve been wearing an antenna version of the necklace off and on for about a week. I couldn’t get the electromagnet circuit to work. I discovered later I had the wrong pinout for the BC517. I had already built the antenna version so I’m trying that. The circuit is basically the same thing. I broke the schematic into 3 pictures below. To figure out the correct pinout I downloaded a copy of the TO-92 package specification and went through all the possibilities. I suspected a problem when different manufacturers of the BC517 had different pinouts on their specifications.
The first part is a linear regulator that takes the 9 volt battery down to 5.3 volts. I used a LM2941 adjustable positive regulator. It was the best thing I had on hand.
The second part is an astable multivibrator I found at electronictutorials(dot)ws. It produces a 1500 HZ square wave at 2 outputs with a minimum of parts and current. I’m only using one output connected to the base of a BC517 Darlington pair. (next picture)
I used the BC517 because I wanted to draw as little current away from the multivibrator as possible The BC517 has an enormous gain because it’s a Darlington pair. It’s maximum collector current is 1 amp, well above what I need at the antenna. I put a 1.5 M ohm at the base to pre bias and help to draw as little as I can from the multivibrator. I AC coupled the vibrator with a 1 nF ceramic capacitor. I put a 100 ohm potentiometer at the collector to adjust the power to the antenna. I used a 4.7 ohm resistor to make sure I don’t short out the collector by adjusting the pot all the way. I connected the antenna (necklace) through a 10 uF capacitor to block any DC. I want a varying wave changing direction on the necklace.
I’m drawing about 100 mA total and broadcasting maybe a half a watt. The first time I used it I had a Tenergy 9 volt nimh re-chargeable battery rated at 250 maH. (not pictured) It only lasted a couple hours. I bought some lithium-ion re-chargeable batteries on Amazon. They charge with any USB charger and are rated at 1200 maH. (see above) They must come with a small boost converter to bring the voltage up to 9 volts. It takes about 4 hours to charge and they last about 4 hours connected to the device.
Another option would be a USB power bank and a separate boost converter. I bought a couple boost converters from adafruit(dot)com for about $15. The power banks come with ratings as high as 20,000 maH. I have to rig up a cable to convert a DC plug to a 9 volt battery connector. A package of 2 power banks was about $30 from Amazon. (I used stock pictures)
This is the final assembly. The antenna is a 28 inch long piece of Viking weave made of 22 gauge copper wire and covered with shrink wrap. I wanted it to fit in my pocket but the antenna isn’t flexible enough. I’ve been tucking it inside my shirt and I don’t like the way it hangs. I want to make a 38 inch Viking weave and attach it at both ends to the enclosure to make it more comfortable. I don’t have any way of knowing if it works. If I’m being ‘broadcast’ into thousands of people in my general area maybe one of them will fink. I don’t know. So far no radiohead has given me any indication it’s not working. If it does work, it’s proof you only have to over power human EMR not reproduce the exact signals of the human brain. Doing that might help lower power consumption. An idea I had a long time ago was to record a couple thousand 2 or 3 word phrases of my own voice, put them on an SD card and broadcast them using an Arduino and an MP3 add on. You could program the Arduino to randomly play the phrases and make non sense.
Diary
Sunday March 24 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Read chapter 5 of “Genocide In Satellite Croatia” by Edmond Paris. Details the Catholic churches role in the massacre’s and forced conversions. Very few people in America know about what happened in Yugoslavia during WWII. Thats also true of the churches role in the Spanish Civil War and it’s aftermath. Numerous books have been written about the Vatican Ratlines, the churches role in smuggling Nazis to South America. People don’t read anymore. They get their information from TV a completely useless source. Stupidvision is mostly people playing with balls and making jokes. Ever see the movie “Network” with Peter Finch? Very true. “But first you have to get mad……….” “You have meddled with the primal forces of nature Mr Beal and you will atone…….” Another church scandal few people know about is Magdeline Laundries in Ireland. It was fairly recent. I think the Spanish Civil War didn’t begin until the same people controlled both sides. The purveyors of hocus pocus control everything. They always have. This is why the church gets away with murder decade after decade century after century.
Monday March 25 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I haven’t been wearing the necklace while at home. If people aren’t ‘picking me up’ its because I shut down my iPhone, iPad, iPod and Bose Wave radio. These devices could be taking advantage of the Josephson effect. This phenomena is used in S.Q.U.I.D. (superconducting quantum interference devices) It is the most effective method for sensing electromagnetic radition. A S.Q.U.I.D. can be made small enough to fit on an integrated circuit. So anyone with a neural implant could read the mind of somone very near them. It could be in anyone’s phone or electronic device they carry around. A large S.Q.U.I.D. could be put on a satelllite and focused back to the earth and pick up a person walking down the street.
Tuesday March 26 2024 – ND – Returned videos to Boston Public Library. Came right back.
Wednesday March 27 2024 – ND – Went to lunch with Mom. Went to Thayer Library before.
Thursday March 28 2024 – 7 PM – Did not meet with Aspire. Rescheduled for tomorrow. Went to Stop & Shop Weymouth. I bought: package cinnamon buns, Roas Meat Laspagna, Fridays Mozzarella sticks, Beer battered fish sticks, store brand tartar sauce, store brand French Fries, 1 gal Arizona Iced Tea, International Delight Vanilla coffee drink, Newmans Own Pink Lemonade, Wise Potato chips, Morton Sea Salt, Klondike Ice Cream sandwiches, watermelon, Hostess Cup Cakes, Wore the necklace from 7:30 AM to 11:30 AM and 2 PM until 5:30 PM. I had my iPhone on most of the day.No real proof it’s not working. The watermelon was the last thing I bought. It was on a shelf marked $4.99 but it went through at $9.99.
Friday March 29 2024 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker. Watched “Foul Play” with Goldie Hawn and Chevy Chase. I’ve seen it before but not for a long time. It’s set in San Francisco about 1977. A history of San Francisco from 1950 to 2000 could reveal a lot about how Western Civilization really works. In the 1950 North Beach was the site of the beat generation. Alan Ginsberg and the beatniks. Around 1960 a riot occured after a meeting of the HUAC (House Un American Activities Committee) The HUAC was shut down. In 1964 the Republicans held thier convention. Republicans in San Francisco?? Barry Goldwater made the famous speech “Extremism in defense of liberty is no vice”. In 1966 or 67 the Summer of Love took place at Haight Ashbury. I think this was an Aleister Crowley. (I hate people from Ashbury ASS BURY a very WASP name) In December 1969 the West coast Woodstock happened at the Altamont Speedway where someone was murdered by the Hell’s Angels. (another Aleister Crowley??) The Zodiac killer was active from about 1968 to 70. (Aleister Crowley was the police – Phil Guess) In the 1970’s San Francisco was the gay capitol of America. That turned into the AIDS epidemic. Then it became silicon valley the home of high tech. Today it’s back to normal. Whatever that is. There’s no such thing as normal, everything’s relative. Someone tried to assassinate the mayor It is the home for the Temple Of Set, a satanist organization run by Michael Aquino the absolute weirdest colonel in the military. Anyway back to the movie. Somebody kills a priest. Other movies about Frisco, the Dirty Harry movies. All 5 of them. “Bullet” the best car chase ever. (thats how the media billed it for years) “Play Misty For Me” “Invasion Of The Body Snatchers” “Vertigo” “The Birds” “A View To A Kill” “The Presdio” “Guess Who’s Coming To Dinner” “Who’ll Stop The Rain” Rock N Roll bands from San Francisco – The Grateful Dead, Green Day, Jefferson Airplane, Creedence Clearwater Revival, Santana, Big Brother And The Holding Company, Janis Joplin, Steely Dan,
Saturday March 30 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. “Oh say can you see…….the Francis Scott Key,…..it’s at the bottom of the sea……..it was hit by the Dali…” If the ship lost power why didn’t they just drop the anchor? I know I know September 11 was an inside job. Denial IS a river in Egypt.
Sunday March 31 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Read chapter 6 of “Genocide In Satellite Croatia” by Edmond Paris. They opened numerous death camps in late 1941 and early 1942 because the slaughter wasn’t going fast enough. The church didn’t just know about it they actively participated. Many clergy got rich charging people a fee for conversion.
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Updated March 25 2024
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
Magnum Crimen Two Omitted Chapters
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
I’ve been wearing an antenna version of the necklace off and on for about a week. I couldn’t get the electromagnet circuit to work. I discovered later I had the wrong pinout for the BC517. I had already built the antenna version so I’m trying that. The circuit is basically the same thing. I broke the schematic into 3 pictures below. To figure out the correct pinout I downloaded a copy of the TO-92 package specification and went through all the possibilities. I suspected a problem when different manufacturers of the BC517 had different pinouts on their specifications.
The first part is a linear regulator that takes the 9 volt battery down to 5.3 volts. I used a LM2941 adjustable positive regulator. It was the best thing I had on hand.
The second part is an astable multivibrator I found at electronictutorials(dot)ws. It produces a 1500 HZ square wave at 2 outputs with a minimum of parts and current. I’m only using one output connected to the base of a BC517 Darlington pair. (next picture)
I used the BC517 because I wanted to draw as little current away from the multivibrator as possible The BC517 has an enormous gain because it’s a Darlington pair. It’s maximum collector current is 1 amp, well above what I need at the antenna. I put a 1.5 M ohm at the base to pre bias and help to draw as little as I can from the multivibrator. I AC coupled the vibrator with a 1 nF ceramic capacitor. I put a 100 ohm potentiometer at the collector to adjust the power to the antenna. I used a 4.7 ohm resistor to make sure I don’t short out the collector by adjusting the pot all the way. I connected the antenna (necklace) through a 10 uF capacitor to block any DC. I want a varying wave changing direction on the necklace.
I’m drawing about 100 mA total and broadcasting maybe a half a watt. The first time I used it I had a Tenergy 9 volt nimh re-chargeable battery rated at 250 maH. (not pictured) It only lasted a couple hours. I bought some lithium-ion re-chargeable batteries on Amazon. They charge with any USB charger and are rated at 1200 maH. (see above) They must come with a small boost converter to bring the voltage up to 9 volts. It takes about 4 hours to charge and they last about 4 hours connected to the device.
Another option would be a USB power bank and a separate boost converter. I bought a couple boost converters from adafruit(dot)com for about $15. The power banks come with ratings as high as 20,000 maH. I have to rig up a cable to convert a DC plug to a 9 volt battery connector. A package of 2 power banks was about $30 from Amazon. (I used stock pictures)
This is the final assembly. The antenna is a 28 inch long piece of Viking weave made of 22 gauge copper wire and covered with shrink wrap. I wanted it to fit in my pocket but the antenna isn’t flexible enough. I’ve been tucking it inside my shirt and I don’t like the way it hangs. I want to make a 38 inch Viking weave and attach it at both ends to the enclosure to make it more comfortable. I don’t have any way of knowing if it works. If I’m being ‘broadcast’ into thousands of people in my general area maybe one of them will fink. I don’t know. So far no radiohead has given me any indication it’s not working. If it does work, it’s proof you only have to over power human EMR not reproduce the exact signals of the human brain. Doing that might help lower power consumption. An idea I had a long time ago was to record a couple thousand 2 or 3 word phrases of my own voice, put them on an SD card and broadcast them using an Arduino and an MP3 add on. You could program the Arduino to randomly play the phrases and make non sense.
Diary
Saturday March 16 2024 – ND – Went to Crane Library Quincy then Stop & Shop. I bought: Kayem hot dogs, sweet relish, mustard, store brand hot dog buns, Bush Baked Beans, Barqs Root Beer (already threw away), International Delight Mocha coffee drink, Arizona Iced Tea, Edwards Chocolate Cream Pie, Frosted Flakes, Goldfish Crackers, Lance Peanut Butter crackers, DiGiorno 3 Meat frozen pizza, Read the first 2 chapters of “Genocide In Satellite Croatia” by Edmond Paris. (see link above) The first chapter deals with the assassination of Alexander I. At the time Yugoslavia was ruled by a constitutional monarchy as was much of Europe since the end of the Napoleanic Wars. Chapter 2 deals with a concordat with the Vatican that gave the Catholic church special status in Yugoslavia just before WWII and extremists in Croatia that sided with the Nazis. I tried again to download a copy of “Magnum Crimen” by Victor Novak but couldn’t. Clericalism is defined as a policy of increasing or maintaining the power of a religious hierarchy. This is what was going on in Yugoslavia between the wars. It resulted in some of the worst atrocities of the war.
Sunday March 17 2024 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. The system of constitutional monarchy began in England. Some trace it to the signing of the Magna Carta. Several century’s later Oliver Cromwell toppled the English monarchy and made parliament more powerful. Soon after parliament was so corrupt Cromwell declared himself Lord Protector. The monarchy was restored. When it looked as if the king would become catholic again parliament was restored and it has remained that way ever since. In the pamphlet “Common Sense”, Thomas Paine points out that the English system has only the illusion of freedom. All anyone needs is the king and the house of Lords to control the government. This is always the case. Add secret societies like the Freemasons and ‘they’ control the house of Commons as well. At the Congress of Vienna in 1815 it was decided that Europe would be ruled by constitutional monarchies.The American government is a political form of a constitutional monarchy. All anyone needs is the president and a handful of senators to control everything. Add the Freemasons, Skull and Bones, and others and ‘they’ control everything and nothing ever changes. Presto Chango Nothing Ever Chango’s
Monday March 18 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. I haven’t recieved any mail for more than 2 weeks. I wore the necklace on and off all week. Mostly while I was out. I’m not sure if it’s doing anything. I googled “total wattage of human body” and got 100 watts for an answer. I’m transmittting about one half a watt with the necklace. I also googled “list of all frequencies generated by human body” and didn’t get anything definitive. Some organs, like the liver and pancreas, generate frequencies in the mega hertz. I think, I’m not sure, what I need to jam is the vagus nerve and possibly other parts of the brain. I’m not sure what frequency or power level. (“Whats the frequency Kenneth,…………..” Whats The Frequency” REM – 1990) (“It’s the end of the world as we know it ……and Lenny Bruce is not afraid…………” It’s The End Of The World As We Know It – REM – 1991) Lenny Bruce was stand up comic in the 1950’s and 60’s. He’s been acused of being pornographic but his albums are anything but. You can still buy them on ebay. Some of the bits are “Adolph And The MCA”, “Interview With Dr Sholem Stien”, “The March Of High Fidelity” and “Father Flotski’s Triumph”
Tuesday March 19 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Read chapter 3 of “Genocide In Satellite Croatia” by Edmond Paris. In 1941 and early 1942 the state of Yugoslavia descended into chaos and was disolved completely. This chapter documents the churches role. Yugoslavia was replaced by several countries including Croatia. Croatia was friends with Hitler and Mussolini. It was run by the Ustashe who were as crazy and racist as Germans.
Wednesday March 20 2024 – ND – Went to Boston Public Library Copley Square, then Target and Stop & Shop South Bay. I bought: store brand rottiserie chicken, 2 boxes Rice A Roni, Johnsonville breakfast sausage, store brand frozen orange juice, store brand barbecue potato chips, Snapple Iced Tea, International Delight Caramel Machiato coffee drink, store brand French Vanilla Ice Cream, Swiss Rolls, eggs, pancake mix, store brand maple syrup, six pack Poland Spring water,
Thursday March 21 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker.
Friday March 22 2024 – – Stayed home all day. In the event my voice stopped about 11 AM this morning, I have shut down my iPod, Ipad and iPhone and unpluged my Bose Wave radio. I haven’t been wearing the necklace. Read capter 4 of “Genocide In Satellite Croatia” by Edmond Pars. The independent state of Croatia was created on April 15 1941 and was soon recognized by the Vatican, Germany, Italy and others. Croatia then declared war on England, the U.S.S.R., U.S.A. and free France. The Ustashe began cleansing ala Hitler.
Saturday March 23 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Threw away the orange juice and Rice A Roni.
Sunday March 24 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Read chapter 5 of “Genocide In Satellite Croatia” by Edmond Paris. Details the Catholic churches role in the massacre’s and forced conversions. Very few people in America know about what happened in Yugoslavia during WWII. Thats also true of the churches role in the Spanish Civil War and it’s aftermath. Numerous books have been written about the Vatican Ratlines, the churches role in smuggling Nazis to South America. People don’t read anymore. They get their information from TV a completely useless source. Stupidvision is mostly people playing with balls and making jokes. Ever see the movie “Network” with Peter Finch? Very true. “But first you have to get mad……….” “You have meddled with the primal forces of nature Mr Beal and you will atone…….” Another church scandal few people know about is Magdeline Laundries in Ireland. It was fairly recent. I think the Spanish Civil War didn’t begin until the same people controlled both sides. The purveyors of hocus pocus control everything. They always have. This is why the church gets away with murder decade after decade century after century.
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Updated March 18 2024
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
Magnum Crimen Two Omitted Chapters
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
I’ve been wearing an antenna version of the necklace off and on for about a week. I couldn’t get the electromagnet circuit to work. I discovered later I had the wrong pinout for the BC517. I had already built the antenna version so I’m trying that. The circuit is basically the same thing. I broke the schematic into 3 pictures below. To figure out the correct pinout I downloaded a copy of the TO-92 package specification and went through all the possibilities. I suspected a problem when different manufacturers of the BC517 had different pinouts on their specifications.
The first part is a linear regulator that takes the 9 volt battery down to 5.3 volts. I used a LM2941 adjustable positive regulator. It was the best thing I had on hand.
The second part is an astable multivibrator I found at electronictutorials(dot)ws. It produces a 1500 HZ square wave at 2 outputs with a minimum of parts and current. I’m only using one output connected to the base of a BC517 Darlington pair. (next picture)
I used the BC517 because I wanted to draw as little current away from the multivibrator as possible The BC517 has an enormous gain because it’s a Darlington pair. It’s maximum collector current is 1 amp, well above what I need at the antenna. I put a 1.5 M ohm at the base to pre bias and help to draw as little as I can from the multivibrator. I AC coupled the vibrator with a 1 nF ceramic capacitor. I put a 100 ohm potentiometer at the collector to adjust the power to the antenna. I used a 4.7 ohm resistor to make sure I don’t short out the collector by adjusting the pot all the way. I connected the antenna (necklace) through a 10 uF capacitor to block any DC. I want a varying wave changing direction on the necklace.
I’m drawing about 100 mA total and broadcasting maybe a half a watt. The first time I used it I had a Tenergy 9 volt nimh re-chargeable battery rated at 250 maH. (not pictured) It only lasted a couple hours. I bought some lithium-ion re-chargeable batteries on Amazon. They charge with any USB charger and are rated at 1200 maH. (see above) They must come with a small boost converter to bring the voltage up to 9 volts. It takes about 4 hours to charge and they last about 4 hours connected to the device.
Another option would be a USB power bank and a separate boost converter. I bought a couple boost converters from adafruit(dot)com for about $15. The power banks come with ratings as high as 20,000 maH. I have to rig up a cable to convert a DC plug to a 9 volt battery connector. A package of 2 power banks was about $30 from Amazon. (I used stock pictures)
This is the final assembly. The antenna is a 28 inch long piece of Viking weave made of 22 gauge copper wire and covered with shrink wrap. I wanted it to fit in my pocket but the antenna isn’t flexible enough. I’ve been tucking it inside my shirt and I don’t like the way it hangs. I want to make a 38 inch Viking weave and attach it at both ends to the enclosure to make it more comfortable. I don’t have any way of knowing if it works. If I’m being ‘broadcast’ into thousands of people in my general area maybe one of them will fink. I don’t know. So far no radiohead has given me any indication it’s not working. If it does work, it’s proof you only have to over power human EMR not reproduce the exact signals of the human brain. Doing that might help lower power consumption. An idea I had a long time ago was to record a couple thousand 2 or 3 word phrases of my own voice, put them on an SD card and broadcast them using an Arduino and an MP3 add on. You could program the Arduino to randomly play the phrases and make non sense.
Diary
Saturday March 9 2024 – 7 PM – Went to Staples Braintree, Stop & Shop and Wal- Mart Weymouth. I bought: store brand frozen pepperoni pizza, Heath Klondike bars, Bachman Pretzel sticks, Snapple iced tea, cinnamon buns, International Delight Caramel Machiato, I had to go Staples because Amazon delivered a package to a box instead of my address. Wore the necklace all the way but the battery probably died around 4 hours. No definitive proof it’s not working.
Sunday March 10 2024 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. Rock N Roll is a secret society of artists fending off the never ending harassment of people under mind control. Every movie ever made avoids the fact the catholic church never relingquised power in western civilization but makes some attempt to expose it. I’m an information terrorist. As far as I’m concerned there isn’t enough nasty truth on the planet to shove down peoples troat. The truth will do more damage to the system than anything else. The truth will come out when people aren’t afraid to speak thier minds. I have nothing to lose. Watched “The Battle Of Sutjeska” starring Richard Burton. Needed subtitles. It’s about the Yugoslav partisans during WWII. Downloaded “Genocide In Satellite Croatia” by Edmond Paris (see link above). Tried to download an english version of “Magnum Crimen” by Victor Novak but could find something titled “Two Omitted Chapters” (see link above). Watched “Jesse Ventura Conspiracy Theory: FEMA Camps and Fusion Centers”. Jasenovac coming to America?
Monday March 11 2024 – ND – Went to Burger King and Shaws Braintree late. I bought: 2 packages ground beef, Lipton Onion Soup mix, 2 cans tomato sauce, store brand macaroni, cheddar cheese, flour, water, store brand orange juice (already threw away) , Cinnamon Toast Crunch, Brisk Iced Tea, Kool Aid Grape flavor, Ritz Crackers, If you control the global fiat currency banking system you can pay half the planet 3 hots a cot and a bag of peanuts to harass the other half and still make a profit. This is a description of the radiohead rolling stone system that currently exists.
Tuesday March 12 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. I’m always looking for ways to make trouble. In the movie “Death In Venice” one of the last things the main character does is go to a barber shop. He gets made up to look like he’s dead. Then he dies on the beach. In the play “Sweeney Todd The Demon Barber Of Fleet St” they use knives to kill their victims but the truth is they use chemicals. I’ve never seen “The Barber Of Seville” but I can guess. The barber shop is the one place where you expose yourself to both radioheads and chemicals at the same time. Maybe hospitals too. “I’m on a Mexican radio………what does he say…..” Mexican Radio – Wall Of Voodoo – 1982 “……..not knowing it was always mission late…..” Melt With You – Modern English – 1985
Wednesday March 13 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Loose lips sink ships. Or maybe, sinking ships loosen lips.
Thursday March 14 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker. I’m harassed by radiohead rolling stones. Most seem like they’re homeless, others not, but they all seem to have nowhere to go and all day to get there and nothing to do and all day to do it. I see them multiple times. Where do they get their money? Who pays them? Find out and you’ll find the ‘problem’.
Friday March 15 2024 – 6 PM – Stayed home most of the day. Went out late for something to eat. In the last 30 or 40 years the power to decide what gets taught in public schools has been concentrated in fewer and fewer hands. I’m not sure if this power extends to Catholic schools because they’re private. Where I am Catholics seem to hold all the political power. America is still majority Protestant, so in some areas Catholics are deciding what Protestants learn but not vice versa.
Saturday March 16 2024 – ND – Went to Crane Library Quincy then Stop & Shop. I bought: Kayem hot dogs, sweet relish, mustard, store brand hot dog buns, Bush Baked Beans, Barqs Root Beer (already threw away), International Delight Mocha coffee drink, Arizona Iced Tea, Edwards Chocolate Cream Pie, Frosted Flakes, Goldfish Crackers, Lance Peanut Butter crackers, DiGiorno 3 Meat frozen pizza, Read the first 2 chapters of “Genocide In Satellite Croatia” by Edmond Paris. (see link above) The first chapter deals with the assassination of Alexander I. At the time Yugoslavia was ruled by a constitutional monarchy as was much of Europe since the end of the Napoleanic Wars. Chapter 2 deals with a concordat with the Vatican that gave the Catholic church special status in Yugoslavia just before WWII and extremists in Croatia that sided with the Nazis. I tried again to download a copy of “Magnum Crimen” by Victor Novak but couldn’t. Clericalism is defined as a policy of increasing or maintaining the power of a religious hierarchy. This is what was going on in Yugoslavia between the wars. It resulted in some of the worst atrocities of the war.
Sunday March 17 2024 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. The system of constitutional monarchy began in England. Some trace it to the signing of the Magna Carta. Several century’s later Oliver Cromwell toppled the English monarchy and made parliament more powerful. Soon after parliament was so corrupt Cromwell declared himself Lord Protector. The monarchy was restored. When it looked as if the king would become catholic again parliament was restored and it has remained that way ever since. In the pamphlet “Common Sense”, Thomas Paine points out that the English system has only the illusion of freedom. All anyone needs is the king and the house of Lords to control the government. This is always the case. Add secret societies like the Freemasons and ‘they’ control the house of Commons as well. At the Congress of Vienna in 1815 it was decided that Europe would be ruled by constitutional monarchies.The American government is a political form of a constitutional monarchy. All anyone needs is the president and a handful of senators to control everything. Add the Freemasons, Skull and Bones, and others and ‘they’ control everything and nothing ever changes. Presto Chango Nothing Ever Chango’s
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Updated March 12 2024
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
Magnum Crimen Two Omitted Chapters
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
I’ve been wearing an antenna version of the necklace off and on for about a week. I couldn’t get the electromagnet circuit to work. I discovered later I had the wrong pinout for the BC517. I had already built the antenna version so I’m trying that. The circuit is basically the same thing. I broke the schematic into 3 pictures below. To figure out the correct pinout I downloaded a copy of the TO-92 package specification and went through all the possibilities. I suspected a problem when different manufacturers of the BC517 had different pinouts on their specifications.
The first part is a linear regulator that takes the 9 volt battery down to 5.3 volts. I used a LM2941 adjustable positive regulator. It was the best thing I had on hand.
The second part is an astable multivibrator I found at electronictutorials(dot)ws. It produces a 1500 HZ square wave at 2 outputs with a minimum of parts and current. I’m only using one output connected to the base of a BC517 Darlington pair. (next picture)
I used the BC517 because I wanted to draw as little current away from the multivibrator as possible The BC517 has an enormous gain because it’s a Darlington pair. It’s maximum collector current is 1 amp, well above what I need at the antenna. I put a 1.5 M ohm at the base to pre bias and help to draw as little as I can from the multivibrator. I AC coupled the vibrator with a 1 nF ceramic capacitor. I put a 100 ohm potentiometer at the collector to adjust the power to the antenna. I used a 4.7 ohm resistor to make sure I don’t short out the collector by adjusting the pot all the way. I connected the antenna (necklace) through a 10 uF capacitor to block any DC. I want a varying wave changing direction on the necklace.
I’m drawing about 100 mA total and broadcasting maybe a half a watt. The first time I used it I had a Tenergy 9 volt nimh re-chargeable battery rated at 250 maH. (not pictured) It only lasted a couple hours. I bought some lithium-ion re-chargeable batteries on Amazon. They charge with any USB charger and are rated at 1200 maH. (see above) They must come with a small boost converter to bring the voltage up to 9 volts. It takes about 4 hours to charge and they last about 4 hours connected to the device.
Another option would be a USB power bank and a separate boost converter. I bought a couple boost converters from adafruit(dot)com for about $15. The power banks come with ratings as high as 20,000 maH. I have to rig up a cable to convert a DC plug to a 9 volt battery connector. A package of 2 power banks was about $30 from Amazon. (I used stock pictures)
This is the final assembly. The antenna is a 28 inch long piece of Viking weave made of 22 gauge copper wire and covered with shrink wrap. I wanted it to fit in my pocket but the antenna isn’t flexible enough. I’ve been tucking it inside my shirt and I don’t like the way it hangs. I want to make a 38 inch Viking weave and attach it at both ends to the enclosure to make it more comfortable. I don’t have any way of knowing if it works. If I’m being ‘broadcast’ into thousands of people in my general area maybe one of them will fink. I don’t know. So far no radiohead has given me any indication it’s not working. If it does work, it’s proof you only have to over power human EMR not reproduce the exact signals of the human brain. Doing that might help lower power consumption. An idea I had a long time ago was to record a couple thousand 2 or 3 word phrases of my own voice, put them on an SD card and broadcast them using an Arduino and an MP3 add on. You could program the Arduino to randomly play the phrases and make non sense.
Diary
Saturday March 2 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I’ve been wearing a new T-shirt with a British flag on it. Everybody else does it. I see Puerto Rican, Irish, Brazil all the time. My real reason is a mural I saw in South Boston while I was walking. It takes up an entire side of a building. It says “Brits Out Of N Ireland”. It has some guns and an Irish flag. The problem in N Ireland stinks to me. There’s something wrong with it like everything else that has occured around the world in the last hundred years. I don’t know what it is. Someone once commented about the N Ireland situation by saying “If you’re not confused you don’t understand the situation”. I think Whitey Bulger was being used by the FBI to commit Aleister Crowleys. (Roger WHEELER was a GAMBLER from Oklahoma) (Kim CAR DASH ian is famous for being famous) (Tom CRUISE is an actor in Hollywood) ( John Tra VOLT a needs his head examined) Whitey Bulger tried to smuggle guns into N Ireland aboard the Valhalla. (OK I don’t get that one) Anyway, I want to walk down Broadway with my T Shiirt and hope someone runs me down. I’M SICK OF THIS!!!
Sunday March 3 2024 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “Inferno” with Tom Hanks. This is the 3 rd Da Vinci code movie. Hanks is a symbologist from Harvard who gets involved in plots to end the church.
Monday March 4 2024 – 6 PM – Went to Quincy Center to return videos. Continued to Boston Public Library Copley Square. Stopped at N Quincy Stop & Shop. I bought: store made Italian sub, store made Greek salad, watermelon, Newmans Own Pink Lemonade, 4 cans Arizona Iced Tea, Goldfish crackers, Little Debbie donuts, Ben Jerrys Ice Cream, Yesterday I began wearing an antenna version of the Human EMR masking device. I started about 7 in the morning and stopped about 2 PM when I ran out of batteries. This morning I wore it most of the day while I was out. I took if off when I got back to Quincy Center. I got no indication it wasn’t working. If people weren’t picking me up during those times it works and it proves all anyone has to do is over power your own EMR. My device broadcasts a 1500 HZ signal at about a half of a watt. (5 volts DC times 100 milli amps) I put this signal on a 28 inch long copper necklace wrapped around my neck. The antenna is connected to the device through a 10 uF cap (ceramic).
Tuesday March 5 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. I didn’t wear the necklace all day.
Wednesday March 6 2024 – ND – Went to Boston. Continued to Michaels in Weymouth and Stop & Shop Hingham. I bought: package DeCecco thin spaghetti, 4C parmesan cheese, Premio Sweet Italian sausage, chocolate milk, 2 l Pepsi, small bottle Mountain Dew, store brand potato chips, store brand onion bagels, Philadelphia Cream Cheese, water, I wore the necklace while I was out. A couple radioheads indicated it wasn’t working but it was late and the battery may have run out. When I got home it was only 1 volt. I bought 5 USB charging 9 volt batteries on Amazon. I charged 1 the night before but not long enough. They package says 1200 maH which means it should last for 12 hours at 100 mA. I left at seven and got back about 1:30. I may have put it on at 5 or 6.
Thursday March 7 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker. Wore the necklace most of the day. I re-charged the USB Lithium Ion 9 volt battery for about 4 hours. I started wearing the necklace aboutt 8 AM. I measured the battery every hour. It held up very well measuring at least 9.1 volts until somewhere between 4 and 5 hours when it dropped off to 1 volt. The instructions for the battery say it charges in an hour and a half but the LED indicator didn’t change to green until about 4 hours. Yesterday it had only been charged for about 2 hours.
Friday March 8 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Started wearing necklace at 6:30 AM. Battery at 9.0 volts. Battery died between 4 hours and 4 hours 15 minutes. Watched “The Mothman Prophecies” starring Richard Gere. The world of Aleister Crowleys, radioheads and synthetic telepathy but never really explained. Also watched “Man Of The Year” starring Robin Williams. An indicment of electronic voting and politicians in general. The last joke told “Politicians are just like diapers, they both need changing often and for the same reason”. By ‘electronic voting’ do they mean radioheads?
Saturday March 9 2024 – 7 PM – Went to Staples Braintree, Stop & Shop and Wal- Mart Weymouth. I bought: store brand frozen pepperoni pizza, Heath Klondike bars, Bachman Pretzel sticks, Snapple iced tea, cinnamon buns, International Delight Caramel Machiato, I had to go Staples because Amazon delivered a package to a box instead of my address. Wore the necklace all the way but the battery probably died around 4 hours. No definitive proof it’s not working.
Sunday March 10 2024 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. Rock N Roll is a secret society of artists fending off the never ending harassment of people under mind control. Every movie ever made avoids the fact the catholic church never relingquised power in western civilization but makes some attempt to expose it. I’m an information terrorist. As far as I’m concerned there isn’t enough nasty truth on the planet to shove down peoples troat. The truth will do more damage to the system than anything else. The truth will come out when people aren’t afraid to speak thier minds. I have nothing to lose. Watched “The Battle Of Sutjeska” starring Richard Burton. Needed subtitles. It’s about the Yugoslav partisans during WWII. Downloaded “Genocide In Satellite Croatia” by Edmond Paris (see link above). Tried to download an english version of “Magnum Crimen” by Victor Novak but could find something titled “Two Omitted Chapters” (see link above). Watched “Jesse Ventura Conspiracy Theory: FEMA Camps and Fusion Centers”. Jasenovac coming to America?
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Updated March 4 2024
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Saturday Feb 24 2024 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. Went through the “Zeitgeist Sourcebook” looking for gods that are still worshipped today that have similar traits as Jesus or are very well known. Horus of Egypt might have been the original. Krishna of Hinduism. There was a religious movement in America in the 1970’s and 80’s called Hare Krishna. They were famous for selling flowers at airports. Mithra was very popular among Roman military officers. Zoroaster is mentioned. Another name for Zoroaster is Zarathustra. Freidrich Neitzche wrote a book “Thus Spake Zarathustra”. Zoroastrianism is still practised today.
Sunday Feb 25 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “Black Sunday” starring Bruce Dern and directed by John Frankenheimer. Suicidal Arab terrorists and crazy disgruntled American military personal try to kill thousands of people during the Super Bowl. This was made in 1977 or 76. Way ahead of it’s time. Something that happens a lot. ??? Also watched “Anger Management” with Adam Sandler and Jack Nicholson. Sandlers character could represent someone like me. Very funny.
Monday Feb 26 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Last Monday I said I knew what the problem was with the necklace but I was wrong. I spent yesterday troubleshooting. Turns out I had the wrong pinout for the BC517 transistor. I downloaded the specification for the TO-92 package and went through all the possibilities and got the right one. I added a 1.8 M Ohm resistor to the base of the BC517 and fed the signal in through a .01 uF cap and it worked. I don’t know how strong the magnetic are and I haven’t figured out how to determine that. The necklace I’m using is 3 loops 20 gauge. If I make a 3 loop 24 gauge it would be less for the circuit to drive.
Tuesday Feb 27 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Wednesday Feb 28 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “Prophecy” with Talia Shire and directed by John Frankenheimer. A paper mill in Maine is polluting the water with mercury and it’s making killer mutants. I’ve had 3 songs in my head for a while now. “Bad To The Bone” by George Thorogood and the Delaware Destroyers, “Born Under A Bad Sign” by Cream and “Third Degree” by West, Bruce and Laing. I’m pretty sure the Cream song is an old blues standard written in the early 20 th century. I think these songs are all about the same thing. It’s got something to do with a priest or a reverend and mercury being fed to a new born.
Thursday Feb 29 2024 – 11 PM – Took videos back to Thayer Library. I’m trying to figure out the da Vinci code if there is one. This is todays guess. Da Vinci was an aphorist. He didn’t leave many finished works of art. He is mostly know for his notebooks. Other aphorists in chronological order are: William Blake, Freidrich Neitszche, James Joyce and William S Burroughs. A possible addition to the list is Hunter S Thompson. An aphorist is some who makes short concise statements. I think it’s because the aphorist is too screwed up to do anything else.
Friday March 1 2024 – ND – Walked to Quincy Center to get some exercise. Stopped at the new Dunkin Donuts. Continued to Crane Library and Stop & Shop. I bought: frozen DiGiorno’s Ultimate Pepperoni Pizza, whoopi pies, Starbucks Caramel Machiato, 2 l Coke, 2 cans Arizona Iced Tea, Jimmy Deans Breakfast sandwiches, Jax cheese doodles, 2 Marie Calendars pot pies, Sex, drugs and Rock N Roll helped to stop the revolution of the 1960’s. The city of Boston tried to stop the sex industry. Someone sued the city on the grounds it violated freedom of speech. They won but the city used the zoning laws to restrict it to a small area near downtown. It became known as the combat zone. Today the combat zone is completely gone. I think if you find out who sued you would find the ‘problem’. There has to be hundreds of books about the CIA’s involvement in drug smuggling. Air America during the Vietnam War,crack cocaine in south central LA in the 1980’s and experimenting with LSD in San Francisco. I think music has always been part of the system. The Woodstock Festival in August 1969 lost money. It was years before it made money on the movie and record sales. Find out who financed it and you will find the ‘problem’.
Saturday March 2 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I’ve been wearing a new T-shirt with a British flag on it. Everybody else does it. I see Puerto Rican, Irish, Brazil all the time. My real reason is a mural I saw in South Boston while I was walking. It takes up an entire side of a building. It says “Brits Out Of N Ireland”. It has some guns and an Irish flag. The problem in N Ireland stinks to me. There’s something wrong with it like everything else that has occured around the world in the last hundred years. I don’t know what it is. Someone once commented about the N Ireland situation by saying “If you’re not confused you don’t understand the situation”. I think Whitey Bulger was being used by the FBI to commit Aleister Crowleys. (Roger WHEELER was a GAMBLER from Oklahoma) (Kim CAR DASH ian is famous for being famous) (Tom CRUISE is an actor in Hollywood) ( John Tra VOLT a needs his head examined) Whitey Bulger tried to smuggle guns into N Ireland aboard the Valhalla. (OK I don’t get that one) Anyway, I want to walk down Broadway with my T Shiirt and hope someone runs me down. I’M SICK OF THIS!!!
Sunday March 3 2024 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “Inferno” with Tom Hanks. This is the 3 rd Da Vinci code movie. Hanks is a symbologist from Harvard who gets involved in plots to end the church.
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Updated Feb 26 2024
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Saturday Feb 17 2024 – ND – Went to Michaels Weymouth and Stop & Shop Hingham. At Stop & Shop I bought: package Perdue breaded chicken patties, spaghetti sauce, store brand shredded mozarella, chunk of store brand extra sharp cheddar cheese, store brand frozen orange juice, Idahoan scalloped potatoes, store brand spinach, package of whoopi pies, Garelick Farms whole milk, Arizona Iced Tea, store brand root beer, Goldfish crackers, Cheerios, Dominoes Sugar, Parmesan Cheese, Prince Thin Spaghetti, Swiss Rolls, I’m still working on the necklace. There are 3 ways to connect it to the electronics. The first would be as any radio antenna, the second as a part of the circuit and the third as an electromagnet. If I try the first I would have to cover it with shrink wrap to insulate it from my skin. Contact with my skin would change the way it radiates. Shink wrap would cut down on the power of the EMR. An example of an ‘in circuit’ necklace would be a string of LED’s wrapped around my neck and pulsing them on and off. This would be very low power and may not cover my entire head with EMR. The third would have to be made of iron or steel and need to be covered with shrink wrap. It would be more magnetic waves than electromagnetic. FYI
Sunday Feb 18 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Monday Feb 19 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. I’ve come to the conclusion I need to be more methodical designing the actual necklace. The one I built has problems. I think the coil I made is too big for the circuit to drive. It measured 8.5 mH. I mounted it in the middle of the Viking weave and now I can’t remove it. I also think the amount of steel in the necklace will affect it’s performance. More steel would require more power. To determine what’s best I’m going to build 3 necklaces each of stainless steel and traditional iron 18 inches long. One 20 gauge, 3 loops, one 22 gauge, 3 loops and one 24 gauge 3 loops. Instead of mounting the coil in the middle I’ll mount it on one end so it can be removed. This is for the electromagnet version. For the traditional antenna I’m using copper and aluminum and making them 28 inches long. I want it to extend all the way to the device as it sits in my pocket. There’s no point in having a transmission line.
Tuesday Feb 20 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. The Renaissance began about the year 1400 AD. The church was still jealously guarding it’s knowledge of the solar system 200 years later. Why? Many people beleive christianity is based on astronomical occurances. Like many religions that existed in the Mediterranean region. Is this why? Was Jesus made up?
Wednesday Feb 21 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. There are dozens of calendars used by people in the Mediteranean region. Some are still used today such as the Hebrew calendar. Many are based on astronomical occurances and prove ancient people understood how the solar system worked. FYI
Thursday Feb 22 2024 – 7 PM – Met with Aspire worker. Afterwards, I went to Thayer Public Library and got something to eat. Re-watched the original “Zeitgeist” movie from 2007. It’s about 2 hours long and has 4 parts. The first part makes the case that Jesus, and Christianity, are based on astronomical occurances as are many religions from the Mediterranean area. They present evidence that the religion of Ancient Egypt is almost identical to Christianity. Part 2 makes the case that the Sept 11 attack was an inside job. It was staged by the same people who own and run everything including religious leaders. Part 3 analyzes the fiat currency banking system and how it makes debt slaves of everyone. Part 4 is where they lost me. They propose a one world government without currency but controlled by an elite. Same (you know what) different century. In my opinion this makes part 1 Jesus exposing Jesus as a lie. There are 3 movies in the Zeitgeist series. The first one comes with a sourcebook that can be downloaded for free. (see link above) It documents all the evidence cited in the part on Jesus. It also talks about the Zodiac. If you call the time from the birth of Christ to today the modern era, and from 4000 BCE to the birth of Christ the ancient era and everything prior to that pre historic, the Zodiac has been around since pre historic times. My conclusion is that the Zodiac was a pre historic calendar. All people had to do was set up an observatory, like a pyramid or mound of earth, and place some permanent markers on them and measure certain occurances to know what time of year it was. You can’t tell from the lunar cycle or count how many days, but the position of the stars was accurate. Knowledge is power. For some people it’s good to be king. In Mark Twains “A Connecticut Yankee In King Arthurs Court” the yankee saves himself by knowing when an eclipse will happen. For what other purpose is knowing the time of year. ???
Friday Feb 23 2024 – 7 PM – Went to Stop & Shop Quincy Center about 2. I bought: Sirloin beef, package of fried chicken, store brand chicken flavored stuffing mix, Land O Lakes butter balls, dinner rolls, International Delight Caramel Machiato, gal Arizona Iced Tea, store brand cola, 2 small bottles Poland Spring water, package cinnamon buns, store brand Oat cereal, store brand Espresso Chip ice cream, store brand frozen French Fries, 2 packages Asian Stir Fry vegetables, teriyaki stir fry sauce, Ritz Crackers, watermelon,
Saturday Feb 24 2024 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. Went through the “Zeitgeist Sourcebook” looking for gods that are still worshipped today that have similar traits as Jesus or are very well known. Horus of Egypt might have been the original. Krishna of Hinduism. There was a religious movement in America in the 1970’s and 80’s called Hare Krishna. They were famous for selling flowers at airports. Mithra was very popular among Roman military officers. Zoroaster is mentioned. Another name for Zoroaster is Zarathustra. Freidrich Neitzche wrote a book “Thus Spake Zarathustra”. Zoroastrianism is still practised today.
Sunday Feb 25 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “Black Sunday” starring Bruce Dern and directed by John Frankenheimer. Suicidal Arab terrorists and crazy disgruntled American military personal try to kill thousands of people during the Super Bowl. This was made in 1977 or 76. Way ahead of it’s time. Something that happens a lot. ??? Also watched “Anger Management” with Adam Sandler and Jack Nicholson. Sandlers character could represent someone like me. Very funny.
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Updated Feb 19 2024
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Friday Feb 9 2024 – 7 PM – Went to Quincy Center. Wal- Mart, Thomas Crane Library and Stop & Shop. At Stop & Shop I bought: Starbucks Caramel Machiato coffee drink, package of 4 whoopi pies, P F Chang Teriyaki Chicken, P F Chang Chicken Fried Rice, small bottle Coke, Hersheys bar, small bag potato chips, A day in the life of someone being harassed by radioheads. I left my apartment about 10 AM to wait for the 230 bus. While waiting I noticed a pile of 15 or 20 empty nip bottles by the bus stop. Two delivery vans were parked in the bus stop space but left just before the bus came. I got to Quincy and waited about 10 minutes for a 225 bus to go to Wal-Mart. Right after we left the station we had an accident. The bus clipped a car while turning a sharp corner. The car was parked too close to the end. We pulled over and had to wait until the problem got worked out. While waiting a passenger sitting in front of me started drinking from these very small bottles. He said he had a whole bag of them. I’m not sure if they were nips. Took about 30 minutes to clear up the problem. The next stop we picked up some people I has already seen at least once that day. I was surrounded by what I thought were ‘radioheads’. (scare tactic) Thye all seem to know each other and have no particular place to go. Got to Wal-Mart about noon. One item I went there for was a small bottle of Listerine. When I found it a Wal-Mart employee was blocking access to it with her roll around cart. I reached for it anyway. I walked around and remembered something else. When I got there the same employee was blocking access. I reached for it anyway. I got the 225 bus back to Quincy Center. Most of the same people were on the bus as when I came. Got off to go to the library. While in the library I began to feel lousy. Began smelling peppermint like my apartment all week. Started to wonder if it was my clothes. The laundry is a constant battle. After going to Stop & Shop I walked all the way to the T station. Missed the 230 by a minute and had to wait an hour. After about 30 minutes I was cold so I took the 238 to 41 Independence Ave just short of my building and waited for the 230 . While waiting my pants felt kinda funny like I sat in something. I began to smell peppermint again. Just before the 230 came a woman stopped to put a couple letters in the mail box. She clapped as she walked away. When I got home the mail was piled up in front of the door. I googled “toxic chemicals that smell like peppermint and got 2 results. Methyl Ethyl Ketone and isophorone. FYI ???
Saturday Feb 10 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Spent the day trying to get the peppermint smell out of my apartment. Concluded some of it is coming from the vacuum cleaner. Instead of picking it up I was putting it down. A lot of it’s in my clothes. I don’t know what to do about that.
Sunday Feb 11 2024 – 6 PM – Went to Star Market Quincy. I bought: 2 packages American Blend salad, Feta crumbles, Newmans Own Greek dressing, 2 cans tuna fish, salt and pepper, Brisk Iced Tea, Poland Spring water, dozen eggs, store brand breakfast links, Ocean Spray Cran Grape, Sociables Crackers, Pub Cheese, When I got back the peppermint smell was stronger but maybe it was because I’d been gone for a while.
Monday Feb 12 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Sir Galahad wasn’t so gallant. Consider the mentality of the average person who ran the Inquisition. This is Orwell’s thought police.
Tuesday Feb 13 2024 – ND – Went to Stop & Shop Weymouth. I bought: Screaming Sicilian Meat pizza, 2 bags Hostess donuts, International Delight Vanilla coffee drink, 2 l Pepsi, Brisk Iced Tea, Chicken Parmesan, day old cake marked down, Wise potato chips, Watched “Seconds” starring Rock Hudson by John Frankenheimer. Frankenheimer also directed “The Manchurian Candidate”, “Seven Days In May” and “Black Sunday”. “Seconds” could be added to the list that exposes “Hotel California” whatever that is. The others are “Collateral” with Tom Cruise and “The Big Lebowski” with Jeff Bridges. Maybe “The Jerk” with Steve Martin. In the end Hudson is ‘cleared for cadaver use..’.
Wednesday Feb 14 2024 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched part of a PBS documentary on Easter island and I suddenly came up with my own theory. God made man in his own image. HA HA HA. People from Europe are mentally castrated with mercury. They’re all stones. Not just rolling stones but stones inside. When polynesians ran into these people they created the statues. ???? All the statues face east because the stones are from the east. I’m still reading about the House Of Medici in Italy. The Medici sponsored people like da Vinci, Michaelangelo and Galileo. I bought a book about da Vinci to see if I could figure out the da Vinci code or even if there is one. Da Vinci was more interested in how things work than art. His notebooks are filled with inventions and anatomy. But was it how the world worked or how the Hindu caste system works to cling to power. Europe at that time was going through the Renaissance and Protestant Reformation. Two terms I don’t really understand. Rebirth and reformation. Reformation stinks of divide and conquer. Why didn’t someone call it quiet revolution of civil change. Art in general can be like music. Art hath charms to sooth the savage beast. The Medici contributed greatly to the invention of opera. The current seat of the Vatican, St Peters Basilica, was built between 1508 and 1650 the height of the Reformation. Everyone involved depended on it’s construction. The peasants helped pay for it with indulgences so most of Europe was involved. Great building projects can be a technique for maintaining the social order. Along with war, famine, pandemics, sports, music etc. I then asked myself why did this happen? Why did the church and powers that be suddenly allow peasants a small degree of freedom? Why did they abandon feudalism? My answer is the discovery of the New World. They could have called it Rolling Stone Heaven. (promised land) What downtrodden and oppressed peasant wouldn’t jump at a chance for a better life? They had to let up a little. Once the land was all settled they could put the hammer down again by using science.
Thursday Feb 15 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker. Had housing inspection.
Friday Feb 16 2024 – ND – Went to lunch with mom. Feng Shui Braintree. Got back about 2.
Saturday Feb 17 2024 – ND – Went to Michaels Weymouth nd Stop & Shop Hingham. At Stop & Shop I bought: package Perdue breaded chicken patties, spaghetti sauce, store brand shredded mozarella, chunk of store brand extra sharp cheddar cheese, store brand frozen orange juice, Idahoan scalloped potatoes, store brand spinach, package of whoopi pies, Garelick Farms whole milk, Arizona Iced Tea, store brand root beer, Goldfish crackers, Cheerios, Dominoes Sugar, Parmesan Cheese, Prince Thin Spaghetti, Swiss Rolls, I’m still working on the necklace. There are 3 ways to connect it to the electronics. The first would be as any radio antenna, the second as a part of the circuit and the third as an electromagnet. If I try the first I would have to cover it with shrink wrap to insulate it from my skin. Contact with my skin would change the way it radiates. Shrink wrap would cut down on the power of the EMR. An example of an ‘in circuit’ necklace would be a string of LED’s wrapped around my neck and pulsing them on and off. This would be very low power and may not cover my entire head with EMR. The third would have to be made of iron or steel and need to be covered with shrink wrap. It would be more magnetic waves than electromagnetic. FYI
Sunday Feb 18 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day.
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Updated Feb 12 2024
Diary
Friday Feb 2 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Watched a 4 part PBS series on the House of Medici. Before the Bank of England, Jud Suss and the Rothschilds there was the Medici’s. They used the Papacy and banking to rule Florence Italy at the very beginning of the Renaissance. They eventually supported Da Vinci, Michaelangelo and Galileo.
Saturday Feb 3 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Sunday Feb 4 2024 – 6 PM – Went to Boston. Mostly to get out and distribute literature. Got off green line at Fenway. Went to Target. Walked to Kenmore. Got off green line at Boyleston. Walked to South Station. Had lunch went to Quincy Center. At Star Market I bought: half gal International Delight Caramel Machiato coffee drink, Hawaiian Punch, Tyson Crispy Chicken Strips, store brand frozen corn, Friendlys Butter Crunch ice cream, store brand au gratin potato package, rice pilaf, small bottle whole milk, store brand English muffins, store brand grape jelly, large package powdered donuts, Cheese Doodles, When I got home there was a letter from DTA saying my SNAP benefits were being cut to $88. The bill at Star came to almost exactly $44. ??? I was tying to spend half. ?? “Patriotism is the last refuge of a scoundrel” “Rule Brittania…..Brittania rule the waves…….”
Monday Feb 5 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Why was it necessary for the British to rule the oceans? My answer is “Where could British rolling stones go?”. I read somewhere a long time ago England used Ireland as a pale. Ran out of space I guesss. The Russian Pale Of Settlement closed in 1917. There’s a wikipedia page for it. This is a reason for mind control.
Tuesday Feb 6 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Wednesday Feb 7 20244 – ND – Stayed home all day. Dealing with some extra nasty chickenshit. Got almost no sleep. Threw away what was left of the coffee drink. I think someone was in my apartment while I was out on Sunday and spread chickenshit around. It smells like peppermint.
Thursday Feb 8 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker. No sleep again.
Friday Feb 9 2024 – 7 PM – Went to Quincy Center. Wal- Mart, Thomas Crane Library and Stop & Shop. At Stop & Shop I bought: Starbucks Caramel Machiato coffee drink, package of 4 whoopi pies, P F Chang Teriyaki Chicken, P F Chang Chicken Fried Rice, small bottle Coke, Hersheys bar, small bag potato chips, A day in the life of someone being harassed by radioheads. I left my apartment about 10 AM to wait for the 230 bus. While waiting I noticed a pile of 15 or 20 empty nip bottles by the bus stop. Two delivery vans were parked in the bus stop space but left just before the bus came. I got to Quincy and waited about 10 minutes for a 225 bus to go to Wal-Mart. Right after we left the station we had an accident. The bus clipped a car while turning a sharp corner. The car was parked too close to the end. We pulled over and had to wait until the problem got worked out. While waiting a passenger sitting in front of me started drinking from these very small bottles. He said he had a whole bag of them. I’m not sure if they were nips. Took about 30 minutes to clear up the problem. The next stop we picked up some people I has already seen at least once that day. I was surrounded by what I thought were ‘radioheads’. (scare tactic) They all seem to know each other and have no particular place to go. Got to Wal-Mart about noon. One item I went there for was a small bottle of Listerine. When I found it a Wal-Mart employee was blocking access to it with her roll around cart. I reached for it anyway. I walked around and remembered something else. When I got there the same employee was blocking access. I reached for it anyway. I got the 225 bus back to Quincy Center. Most of the same people were on the bus as when I came. Got off to go to the library. While in the library I began to feel lousy. Began smelling peppermint like my apartment all week. Started to wonder if it was my clothes. The laundry is a constant battle. After going to Stop & Shop I walked all the way to the T station. Missed the 230 by a minute and had to wait an hour. After about 30 minutes I was cold so I took the 238 to 41 Independence Ave just short of my building and waited for the 230 . While waiting my pants felt kinda funny like I sat in something. I began to smell peppermint again. Just before the 230 came a woman stopped to put a couple letters in the mail box. She clapped as she walked away. When I got home the mail was piled up in front of the door. I googled “toxic chemicals that smell like peppermint and got 2 results. Methyl Ethyl Ketone and isophorone. FYI ???
Saturday Feb 10 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Spent the day trying to get the peppermint smell out of my apartment. Concluded some of it is coming from the vacuum cleaner. Instead of picking it up I was putting it down. A lot of it’s in my clothes. I don’t know what to do about that.
Sunday Feb 11 2024 – 6 PM – Went to Star Market Quincy. I bought: 2 packages American Blend salad, Feta crumbles, Newmans Own Greek dressing, 2 cans tuna fish, salt and pepper, Brisk Iced Tea, Poland Spring water, dozen eggs, store brand breakfast links, Ocean Spray Cran Grape, Sociables Crackers, Pub Cheese, When I got back the peppermint smell was stronger but maybe it was because I’d been gone for a while.
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Updated Feb 5 2024
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Sunday Jan 28 2024 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. Started watching a 10 hour long documentary titled “Apotheosis of Evil”. Got through a half an hour or so before stopping. They took the side of people like Pat Buchannan and Michael Savage. They complained about the liberals using emotionalism then used it themselves. I think most of the social and cultural issues discussed in this country are BS. There’s no point in taking sides. The same people behind the surveillance are funding the social issues. Divide and conquer. “Pay no attention to that man behind the curtain” Solve the surveillance and the social issues will go away. Envy is one of the seven deadly sins. As far as a genocide against white people I think if someone did an honest investigation into people disappearing into the mental hospitals they would discover it covers the spectrum. Race, religion, nationality doesn’t matter. The powers that be want to get rid of people disillusioned by freedom, justice and the American dream and replace them with people who would be glad for an opportunity to escape a less developed country.
Monday Jan 29 2024 – 10 PM – Went to Shaws Braintree late in the day. I bought: package of 4 blueberry muffins, half gal International Delight Vanilla Latte coffee drink, 2 l store brand root beer, store brand frozen pepperoni pizza, package of pre cut watermelon, Fritos, package of fun size Mounds bars, From time to time I think about controversies that have been around for decades. Today I thought some about Galileo. In the 1990’s (I think ??) the church finally admitted it was wrong in keeping Galileo under house arrest for the last 10 years of his life. He died in 1642. I’ve never totally understood the significance of this argument. I’d llke to set up a timeline. Aristotle lived in Ancient Greece about 500 BC. He proposed a system where the earth revolved around the sun. Most people accepted this as truth. About the year 40 BC Julius Ceasar created the Julian calendar. He consulted Egyptian astronomers who based the calendar on their solar calendar. It wasn’t perfect. Around 150 AD Claaudius Ptolomy came up with a mathematical model that proved the earth was the center of the solar system. (I’m not sure what this means) Copernicus died in 1543 AD. After his death someone published his ideas that the earth revolved around the sun. He agreed with Arisotle. He was afraid of the church so he didn’t publish while he was alive. Both Kepler and Galileo lived from 1580 AD to 1640 AD. The Gregorian calendar was created in 1582 AD. It was an improvement on the Julian. Galileo had not published anythng. My observation is this. There is no way the church could have created the Gregorian calendar without knowing exactly how the solar system worked. This is megalomania. Galileo’s crime was he let the cat out of the bag. A movie was made about Galileo in the 1960’s starring Tolpol. If you believe the movie Galileo’s problems started when he manufacturd hundreds of telescopes and sold them to anyone who had the money. So he had ordinary people peering into space and deciding for themselves. The church continued to insist the earth was at the center of the universe for decades after. I think it was Orwell who said “A heirarchal society is only possible on the basis of poverty and ignorance” As I type this my Wordpad progrram stopped working. It is typing only capital letters. I have switched to Notepad. The ‘Tommyknockers’ upstairs are having a field day. I wasn’t on the internet when this started.
Tuesday Jan 30 2024 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. Today I sat down to try to learn 3D printing and FreeCAD. Like yesterday I had trouble with the software. This time I was on the internet. Can you say Secure Compartmented Information Faciliity SCIF (Faraday Cage). The past 2 days are an example for why I walk all over the city of Boston distributing literature. I have no idea if my websites are seen as I intend. This is one reason why I never get anywhere. My tormenters are not jews, they’re brain washed catholics.
Wednesday Jan 31 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. I think some of the people who torment me are upstairs where I live. I sometimes refer to them as ‘Tommyknockers’ because they knock on the walls in response to some of the things I think. I think it’s possble the upstairs isn’t heated. It seems like all day there is one car or another idling in the parking lot next to the building. FYI Now I’d like to return to Galileo. Kepler lived at the same time as Galileo. He was a devout Catholic. His book brought up the concept of the procession of the equinox’s. I think Kepler was an approved release of information. Some people think the church is redesigning religion because we are about to enter the Age of Aquarius, but I think other factors are forcing their hands. The ongoing enlightenment, overpopulation and the fact there is no where for people to run anymore are 3 I can think of. Why so many religions associated with the Mediteranean have similarities tied to astronomy is a mystery to me. Man is a creature of habit maybe. This is my understanding of the procession of the equinox’s. Our entire solar system is part of a larger system known as the Milky Way. The Milky Way is a galaxy. The Milky Way revolves in the same way as our solar system. Our solar system revolves around the center of the Milky Way. It takes about 25,000 of our earth years for the solar system to make one revolution around the Milky Way. As this occurs the stars we see change just as the phases of the moon change.
Thursday Feb 1 2024 – ND – Met with Aspire worker. Keeps telling me I’m going to have an inspection. ?? Went to Stop & Shop Brockton late. I bought: 2 l Coke, package Hormel meatloaf, orange juice, cinnamon buns, 2 cans store brand diced potatoes, store brand spinach, “Rule Brittania Brittania rule the waves,…..Britons, never never never shall be slaves.”
Friday Feb 2 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Watched a 4 part PBS series on the House of Medici. Before the Bank of England, Jud Suss and the Rothschilds there was the Medici’s. They used the Papacy and banking to rule Florence Italy at the very beginning of the Renaissance. They eventually supported Da Vinci, Michaelangelo and Galileo.
Saturday Feb 3 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Sunday Feb 4 2024 – 6 PM – Went to Boston. Mostly to get out and distribute literature. Got off green line at Fenway. Went to Target. Walked to Kenmore. Got off green line at Boyleston. Walked to South Station. Had lunch went to Quincy Center. At Star Market I bought: half gal International Delight Caramel Machiato coffee drink, Hawaiian Punch, Tyson Crispy Chicken Strips, store brand frozen corn, Friendlys Butter Crunch ice cream, store brand au gratin potato package, rice pilaf, small bottle whole milk, store brand English muffins, store brand grape jelly, large package powdered donuts, Cheese Doodles, When I got home there was a letter from DTA saying my SNAP benefits were being cut to $88. The bill at Star came to almost exactly $44. ??? I was tying to spend half. ?? “Patriotism is the last refuge of a scoundrel” “Rule Brittania…..Brittania rule the waves…….”
Updated Jan 29 2024
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Saturday Jan 20 2024 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. Music has charms to sooth the savage beast. Sometimes the savage beast is revolutionaries. The revolution of the 1960’s turned into sex drugs and Rock N Roll in the 70’s and 80’s. Which is to say it helped to stop it. “Let’s Dance This Mess Around” B-52’s “If the doors of perception were cleansed man would see things as they truly are, infinite” William Blake “There once was a note listen…” Pure And Easy – The Who – 1975 “Long live Rock,…be it dead or alive…….” Long Live Rock – The Who – 1973
Sunday Jan 21 2024 – 11 PM – Went to Star Market Quincy. I bought: 2 pieces of beef, 2 packages Eggo frozen waffles, small bottle Howards Maple Syrup, half gal International Delight Caramel Machiato, gal Arizona Iced Tea, 2 l Pepsi, package Ore Ida French Fries, Lays Potato Chips, Goldfixh Crackers, Fig Newtons, Devil Dogs, store brand chocolate ice cream, store brand frozen 3 meat rising crust pizza, I have been working on the electromagnet version of the necklace to mask my own EMR. I made an 18 inch long piece of viking weave out of 20 ga steel wire. I wound one coil of 30 ga magnet wire with 475 turns and mounted it on the back, or middle, of the viking weave. I am going to pulse it on and off with about 100 milli amps of current at 5 volts and 1500 HZ. For a possibly improved version I bought 3 Gikfun levitation coils on Amazon. Easier than making my own coils. They have a pre drilled and tapped center hole and are small enough for 5 volts.
Monday Jan 22 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Someone famous once said “War is a continuation of politics by other means”. Last week I listened to an old Rock N Roll album “Disraeli Gears” by Cream. I also re-watched some of a 4 part movie about Benjamin Disraeli. Disraeli was a right wing British politician in the 19 th century. He was Prime Minister twice. He favored the end of the Ottoman Empire, and maybe the Austro-Hungarian Empire both of which collapsed after WWI. Did he set the ‘wheels’ in motion? “Wheels Of Fire” is another album by Cream. ?????
Tuesday Jan 23 2024 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. The last week in December I was watching movies and documentaries about Tibet. I learned that historians and the media refer to the late 19 th century as The Great Game when talking about certain aspects of foreign policy. I think they’re talking about the rivalry between England and Russia for southern and central Asia. The person who made the statement about war was Carl von Clausewitz. He was a Prussian general who died in 1831. He wrote books about global political strategy. Zbigniew Brzezinski was a American politician who wrote books about global politics. One book was titled “The Grand Chessboard”. I bring these things up because of the titles. Whats a bored politician to do? Well, he has to at least satisfy his backers.
Wednesday Jan 24 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. My life is about coping with the crap people do to me on behalf of some third party I never see. At the very beginning of the movie “Wag The Dog” they say this: “Why does a dog wag it’s tail? Because the dog is smarter than the tail. If the tail were smarter it would wag the dog.” This is my interpretation. The tail represents people being manipulated, and the dog represents the people doing the manipulation. In this case I would be a tail. The $64,000 question is “Who is the dog and why?” Is it people hearing voices who want them stopped? Or is it god people proselytizing? By proselytizing do they want me to hear voices? “All in all you’re just another brick in the wall……..we don’t need no education……….we don’t need no thought control…….” Another Brick In The Wall – Pink Floyd – 1979 (Newton teachers are on strike ??) “There’s no dark side of the moon really…………….as a matter of fact………it’s all dark……….” Dark Side Of The Moon – Pink Floyd – 1973 Here are the only 2 things I’m absolutely sure of, I am not going to live with a chip in my head and I do not want to live with people who have chips in their head. AND THATS ALL FOLKS!! Da ta da da duh ta ta ta ta ………
Thursday Jan 25 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker.
Friday Jan 26 2024 – 8 PM – Went to Walgreens, Wal-Mart and Stop & Shop Weymouth in the afternoon. Went to archive org looking for videos of the Great Game and Carl von Clausewitz.
Saturday Jan 27 2024 – ND – Went to Copley Square Boston and Star Market Quincy. Watched part of a PBS documentary on the German American Bund. Created in the 1930’s, they were sympathetic with Hitler. If they were a reaction to the church’s genocide in America why did they create an organization that doesn’t focus on that specificallly? If frogs had wings. Anyway. This is 5 books that present information that American freedom has always been a lie: “Proofs Of A Conspiracy” by John Robison, “Washington, The In Lap Of Rome” by Justin D Fulton, “The Vatican Against Europe” by Edmond Paris (see above), “The Catholic Church vs The Twentieth Century” by Avro Manhattan, “Wall St And The Rise Of Hitler” by Antony C Sutton. My stupidvision has been reporting that Steward Health Care Systems in on the verge of collapse. They operate a number of hospitals in the area. I think this could be a result, or cover-up, for the fact people are leaving Boston in droves. Of course this is something they don’t talk about and is only a guess on my part. My guess is based on the fact that most parking garages on the MBTA red line are either empty all the time or have been closed for various reasons. The number of people riding the T is down by my observation. Walking around the city of Boston I’ve noticed traffic isn’t anywhere near as bad as it used to be. This all started with the pandemic
Sunday Jan 28 2024 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. Started watching a 10 hour long documentary titled “Apotheosis of Evil”. Got through a half an hour or so before stopping. They took the side of people like Pat Buchannan and Michael Savage. They complained about the liberals using emotionalism then used it themselves. I think most of the social and cultural issues discussed in this country are BS. There’s no point in taking sides. The same people behind the surveillance are funding the social issues. Divide and conquer. “Pay no attention to that man behind the curtain” Solve the surveillance and the social issues will go away. Envy is one of the seven deadly sins. As far as a genocide against white people I think if someone did an honest investigation into people disappearing into the mental hospitals they would discover it covers the spectrum. Race, religion, nationality doesn’t matter. The powers that be want to get rid of people disillusioned by freedom, justice and the American dream and replace them with people who would be glad for an opportunity to escape a less developed country.
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Updated Jan 22 2024
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Sunday Jan 14 2024 – 7 PM – Went to Home Depot near where I live, continued to Stop & Shop N Quincy. I bought: half gal International Delight Caramel Machiato, Entenmanns Donuts, package of whoopi pies, Stop & Shop frozen pizza, 2 l Stop & Shop cola, small bottle Half and Half Brisk Iced Tea, small bottle Brisk Iced Tea, Barbecue Potato Chips, Klondike Ice Cream bars, Anarchy is anything that helps a person, or people, be free from those who want to rule over them, Anarchist ideology is anarchy in itself. (“Even if you chose not to decide you still have made a choice……..” “Freewill” Rush ???)
Monday Jan 15 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I’ve been listening to some really old Rock N Roll. Since I was up all night (thanx ‘chickenshit’ chickens), I listened to “Disraeli Gears” by Cream from 1967. Here is a track listing with some of the lyrics. “Strange Brew” (“Strange brew kill whats inside of you…”) “Sunshine Of Your Love” “World Of Pain” “Dance The Night Away” “Blue Condition” “Tales Of Brave Ulysses” “SWLABR” (She Was Like A Bearded Rainbow) “We’re Going Wrong” “Outside Woman Blues” “Take It Back” “Mothers Lament” This was the second album by Cream. Cream consisted of Eric Clapton, Jack Bruce, Ginger Baker. They were active from 1966 to 1970. I think all the songs are about being ‘chickenshitted’. Benjamin Disraeli was a British politician in the 19 th century. He was prime minister in the 1870’s. He was a Tory. In America thats a Republican. Cream covered a lot of blues standards. “Born Under A Bad Sign”, “Spoonful”, and “Rollin And Tumblin” to name three. “Crossroads” has become Claptons signature song.
Tuesday Jan 16 2024 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. For the wages of fucking with people is revolution. Did you know, the very first thing ever sent over a wire was “What Hath God Wrought?” by Samuel Finley Breeze Morse in 1841 from Baltimore to Washington DC?. Probably not. What people also don’t know is the message was intercepted by a Jesuit priest at Georgetown and got back to Morse by saying “None of your god damn business”. “Pay no attention to that man behind the curtain!!” “The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn’t exist” “Satan laughing spreads his wings” Black Sabbath Americans foughtfor freedom and got capitalism. Capitalism is tyrants trying to save themselves.
Wednesday Jan 17 2024 – ND – Went to lunch with Mom. Re-watched “The Lady And The Monster” and “Donovans Brain”. One is a remake of the other but I don’t know which. W H Donovan is an extremely wealthy man who dies in a plane crash in remote Arizona. A nearby doctor is called to help. The doctor also experiments with brains. He keeps Donovans brain alive and eventualy begins communicating telepathically with it. The brain wants to continues it’s domination of the financial world.
Thursday Jan 18 2024 – ND – Went to South Bay Center. Home Depot and Stop & Shop. I bought: a Stop & Shop rottiserie chicken, Rice A Roni rice pilaf, Cinnamon Toast Crunch, Thomas Onion Bagels, Philadelphia Cream Cheese, A & W root beer, orange juice, Snapple Watermelon Lemonade, Cheese Doodles, I am a zombie because of crap in my food. Most of the time I call it ‘chickenshit’ on this blog. I don’t know what it is but I know it’s there. I list what I buy in case someone somewhere can figure out the ingredient. On a similar note, either last year or the year before the local PBS station ran a documentary on someone named Wyley or Wylie (I’m not sure about the name) He ran a test in the early 1900’s where he fed a group of men ‘crap’ for a couple years and recorded his results. He eventually ran the FDA or something.
Friday Jan 19 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Saturday Jan 20 2024 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. Music has charms to sooth the savage beast. Sometimes the savage beast is revolutionaries. The revolution of the 1960’s turned into sex drugs and Rock N Roll in the 70’s and 80’s. Which is to say it helped to stop it. “Let’s Dance This Mess Around” B-52’s “If the doors of perception were cleansed man would see things as they truly are, infinite” William Blake “There once was a note listen…” Pure And Easy – The Who – 1975 “Long live Rock,…be it dead or alive…….” Long Live Rock – The Who – 1973
Sunday Jan 21 2024 – 11 PM – Went to Star Market Quincy. I bought: 2 pieces of beef, 2 packages Eggo frozen waffles, small bottle Howards Maple Syrup, half gal International Delight Caramel Machiato, gal Arizona Iced Tea, 2 l Pepsi, package Ore Ida French Fries, Lays Potato Chips, Goldfixh Crackers, Fig Newtons, Devil Dogs, store brand chocolate ice cream, store brand frozen 3 meat rising crust pizza, I have been working on the electromagnet version of the necklace to mask my own EMR. I made an 18 inch long piece of viking weave out of 20 ga steel wire. I wound one coil of 30 ga magnet wire with 475 turns and mounted it on the back, or middle, of the viking weave. I am going to pulse it on and off with about 100 milli amps of current at 5 volts and 1500 HZ. For a possibly improved version I bought 3 Gikfun levitation coils on Amazon. Easier than making my own coils. They have a pre drilled and tapped center hole and are small enough for 5 volts.
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Updated Jan 15 2024
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Sunday Jan 7 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Most of what I bought on Thursday had something in it but it was tolerable.
Monday Jan 8 2024 – ND – Went to Quincy Center and Weymouth. I treat people the way I get treated. In a disrespectful and dehumanizing way. (whenever I can get away with it) I beleive in equality. I hate everyone.
Tuesday Jan 9 2024 – 8 PM – Went to Stop & Shop Weymouth. I bought: Premio Sweet Italian Sausage, thin spagheti, Hostess Cupcakes, chocolate milk, International Delight Mocha Coffee drink, frozen orange juice, frozen pink lemonade, eggs, bacon, bag of russet potatoes, Snapple iced tea, Frosted Flakes, Snyders Pretzel rods, Italian sub, parmesan cheese. Up in the midddle of the night. Watched part of a PBS show about extremist right wing groups. They brought up the Charlottesville march in 2017. I find it hard to beleive that thousands of white racists suddenly appeared out of nowhere. Maybe it was like a traffic jam, they were just listening to the voices in their heads. Because they have to. Slavery is alive and well in America.
Wednesday Jan 10 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Threw away the chocolate milk and the lemonade. What’s to stop them from swapping the electronic chains for real ones?
Thursday Jan 11 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker. Threw away pretzels and coffee drink. Re-watching my peak oil documentaries. “A Crude Awakening”, “Oil, Smoke And Mirrors”, “End Of Suburbia”, “Crash Course”, “Blind Spot” and “Collapse with Michael Ruppert”. In one they quote Albert Einstein “I do not know with what weapons World War 3 will be fought, but I do know World War 4 will be fought with sticks and stones”
Friday Jan 12 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Threw away the rest of the OJ. Watched “Little Murders” with Eliot Gould, Vincent Gardenia and Alan Arkin. Good movie. Gould is a ‘urban zombie’ . He’s a nihilist and apathetic about life in general. He meets a girl who tries to help but he complains he doesn’t feel anything. Arkin is a crazy paranoid police detective who can’t figure out whats going on. Good ending. I found this by searching archive org for ‘Alan Arkin’. I was looking for “The Other Side Of Hell”.
Saturday Jan 13 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Sunday Jan 14 2024 – 7 PM – Went to Home Depot near where I live, continued to Stop & Shop N Quincy. I bought: half gal International Delight Caramel Machiato, Entenmanns Donuts, package of whoopi pies, Stop & Shop frozen pizza, 2 l Stop & Shop cola, small bottle Half and Half Brisk Iced Tea, small bottle Brisk Iced Tea, Barbecue Potato Chips, Klondike Ice Cream bars, Anarchy is anything that helps a person, or people, be free from those who want to rule over them, Anarchist ideology is anarchy in itself. (“Even if you chose not to decide you still have made a choice……..” “Freewill” Rush ???)
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Updated Jan 8 2024
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Another problem with the necklace is the magnetic field is not varying like an AC circuits Eddy currents. A necklace with electromagnets could be pulsed on and off at about 1000 HZ. This would need to be filtered out by any receiving electronics and since it’s near the frequency of the human voice they would also be filtering out the signals they want. The signals I generate would be at a much higher power level.
I decided to make a piece of Viking Weave for the necklace. Viking Weave is one continuous piece of wire. (actually 3 pieces grafted together but for the most part it’s one piece) Instead of insulated copper wire I used 20 gauge galvanized steel wire bought at a home improvement store. It took 3 pieces 7 ft long woven in 3 loops to make a necklace 20 inches long and about a quarter inch in diameter.
Viking Weave under construction
Finished 20 inch piece
For it to work as an electromagnet there must be an air gap. Since it’s going around my neck it’s a natural horse shoe shape. The air gap makes a dipole at the vocal chords so whatever I use as a clasp and safety chain must not be steel or iron or nickel. This ensured a break in the magnetic waves. I’m going to use some plastic chord braided together.
I may not use any permanent magnets. To hold the coil I could use some steel sheet or a piece of Permalloy.
Diary
Sunday Dec 31 2023 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “Seven Years In Tibet” with Brad Pitt. I think someone was in my apartment while I was out on Saturday. I bought some chicken patties and the first time I cooked some a big puff of smoke came out of the oven when I took them out. I think someone put something in the oven to make me sick. For a while I thought I was back to where I was for 30 years. This is how sick ‘IT’ is!! I may be very sick but I have an excuse. I’m sick from the sickness, I’m sick of the sickness.
Monday Jan 1 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Yesterday I complained about someone dirtying up my oven, but this isn’t the only thing ‘they’ target. The silverware, pots, pans, microwave, paper towels, naspkins, toothpaste, shower soap, hand soap, the list is endless. And I never see them because ‘they’re’ so proud of what ‘they’ are and how ‘they’ think. No American Nazi is good enough to clean the jock strap of the lowliest German Nazi never mind carry it around. At least the German’s had the courage of their convictions. Or maybe it is a good job for them. I’m so confused!!!! I live in a perpendicular universe, and I get further away every day.
Tuesday Jan 2 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I cleaned the oven yesterday. It has a self clean option. I ate more of the chicken today and didn’t get sick, so the problem must have been the oven. In keeping with the Tibet theme I re-watched “Lost Horizons” with Peter Finch, Michael York, George Kennedy, Sally Kellerman and John Geilgud.
Wednesday Jan 3 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Bulletin #1 Sorry Trekies, without fossil fuels man isn’t even going back to the moon. Bulletin # I don’t give a crap about fixing anything, all I want to do is break it on the way out the door. Bulletin #3 I don’t beleive in politics or putting power in the hands of small numbers of people, real or imagined. Take this planet and shove it!
Thursday Jan 4 2024 – ND – Went to Stop & Shop Quincy Center. I bought: Package of chicken cordon bleu, Starbucks Caramel Machiato coffee drink, Minute Maid frozen orange juice, Jax cheese puffs, Entenmanns Popettes, Hersheys Chocolate, 2 l Sprite, 1 l Pepsi, frozen broccoli, frozen corn, Ben & Jerry’s , Jimmy Dean Breakfast sandwich’s, Bulletin #4 We don’t belong anywhere outside our borders. The American military has become Frank Nitti to the corporations Al Capone. There is no excuse for American imperialism. Bulletin #5 This country has never been in a state of law and order. It’s orderly lawlessnesss. Bulletin #6 I will never except status as a public figure, it’s a very Romanist phenomena. A funny thing happened on the way to the forum, they hauled my keester to the salt mines because they didn’t like anything I said. (where I lasted 2 days)
Friday Jan 5 2024 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Bulletin #7 America suffers from a terminal case of aflluenza, too much money. Brought on by a banking system that makes something out of nothing and a FU who cares Romanist attitude. Bulletin #8 I’m never suiting anyone. The just-us system is as big a joke as the health care system. Bulletin #9 I”m an information terrorist. “What’s so civil about war anyway” Guns N Roses
Saturday Jan 6 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Sunday Jan 7 2024 – ND – Stayed home all day. Most of what I bought on Thursday had something in it but it was tolerable.
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Updated Jan 1 2024
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Saturday Dec 23 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I’m re-reading “The Vatican Against Europe” by Edmond Paris. (see above) Anyone with a basic knowledge of the history of the Catholic church wouldn’t want this to go any further. “The greatest trick the devil ever pulled off was convincing the world he didn’t exist” Kevin Spacey ‘The Usual Suspects’
Sunday Dec 24 2023 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. I’m an information terrorist. One man’s terrorist is another man’s freedom fighter.
Monday Dec 25 2023 – ND – Went to Moms for Christmas. Got back about 3. Christmas dinner had something really nasty in it. Is nothing sacred?
Tuesday Dec 26 2023 – 6 PM – Went to Target South Shore Plaza and Star Market Quincy Center. I bought: package Black Forest Ham, bulkie rolls (suspect), store brand mustard, store brand root beer, 4 cans Arizona Iced Tea, store brand pepperoni pizza, frozen orange juice, Poland Spring water, Wise Potato Chips, Wise BBQ Potato Chips,
Wednesday Dec 27 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I think ‘The Troubles’ in N Ireland from 1970 to 1995 was retaliation for the Irish church.
Thursday Dec 28 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I think the Irish church was invented to go along with the capitalist system. People in a capitalist country would think they’re free. Free to not go to church.
Friday Dec 29 2023 – ND – Went to Quincy Center. Watched “The Fiendish Plot Of Dr Fumanchu” with Peter Sellers and “The Face Of Fumanchu” with Christopher Lee. The Peter Sellers movie is a comedy. The Christopher Lee is more serious. Both start out in Tibet and involve potions from mysterious sources something like “The Werewolf Of London”. The number of movies and real events about secret knowledge in Tibet is astonishing. ????
Saturday Dec 30 2023 – ND – Went to Quincy Center. Got on internet in Starbucks then went to KFC and Stop & Shop N Quincy. I bought: package Perdue chicken patties, International Delight Mocha coffee drink, whole milk, 1 gal Arizona iced tea, 2 l Coka Cola, package of whoopi pies, Cheez-It crackers, Near East Garlic and Herb Rice Pilaf, Idahoan Scalloped Potatoes, Watched a couple movies about Tibet, “The Abominable Snowman” with Forrest Tucker and “The Snow Creature”. A lot of movies set in Tibet have Englishman or Americans looking for rare plants. In these 2 they find moss. (Rolling stones gather no moss ??) Tibet is mountainess and has little vegetation. ?? Abominable snowman is a yeti, sasquatch, Roma, gypsy, scarecrow, tinman, cowardly lion, black dog, bigfoot, rolling stone, zombie, walking dead, Roman vagabond, wandering jew etc. Maybe the entire country is yeti. Like Israel is jewish. While at Starbucks I downloaded the wikipedia pages for expeditions to Tibet. Did you know that both Germany and Japan sent missions just before WWII?
Sunday Dec 31 2023 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “Seven Years In Tibet” with Brad Pitt. I think someone was in my apartment while I was out on Saturday. I bought some chicken patties and the first time I cooked some a big puff of smoke came out of the oven when I took them out. I think someone put something in the oven to make me sick. For a while I thought I was back to where I was for 30 years. This is how sick ‘IT’ is!! I may be very sick but I have an excuse. I’m sick from the sickness, I’m sick of the sickness.
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Updated Dec 25 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Saturday Dec 16 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result. Insanity is a perfectly sane reaction to a completely insane world. You’re only as insane as you feel. I’m a product of my environment. L’Enfant Sauvage Everything’s relative. There’s no such thing as normal.
Sunday Dec 17 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I’m still looking for information on the Algerian War for Independence 1954 – 1962. I ordered a dvd on ebay. I had to do it twice because the first one never showed up. The second only had two episodes out of five. I recently downloaded some wikipedia articles on France. They are: Charles de Gaulle, Fourth French Republic, Fifth French Republic, Unitary Parliamentary Republic and Semi-presidential Republic. The fourth republic was formed after WWII. It was a unitary parliamentary republic. It was very similar to the third republic that lasted from 1870 to 1940. Most of the power was vested in the parliament. This government did not support the military. It was dissolved when the army threatened a coup. Discontent in the military came as a result of wars in Vietnam and Algeria. The fifth republic is a semi-presidential republic that vests most of the power in the hands of one or two people. A classic example of the military creating a situation where power is concentrated. Whenever this happens the majority of people suffer and the rich benefit. Concentrating power is what the ‘thing’ does best. Brooklyn was once it’s own municipality as were most of the cities surrounding major American cities. The education system was once based locally. Local officials had most of the say, but ‘Johnny Can’t Read’, ya know so now state bureaucrats make all the decisions. ‘Johnny Still Can’t Read’ but you’ll never hear about it.
Monday Dec 18 2023 – ND – Took videos back to Quincy. Continued to Stop & Shop Weymouth. I bought: Jack Daniels Pulled Pork, bag of russet potatoes, Starbucks Caramel Macchioto, 1 gal Arizona iced tea, Stop & Shop iced cream sandwichs (already threw away) ; Stop & Shop Frosted Flakes, package of Whoopi pies, Goldfish crackers, ‘Johnny Still Can’t Read’ so there’s no point buying Noam Chomsky’s “Manufactured Consent’. Or downloading ‘Public Opinion’. Everythings under control.
Tuesday Dec 19 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “Bulworth” starring Warren Beatty. Good movie. Beatty is a US senator who becomes suicidal. SCIF Secured Compartmented Information Facility scifglobal.com (“There’s a room where the light won’t find you………holding hands while the walls come tumbling down………when they do I’ll be right behind you…….Everybody wants to rule the world…” Everybody Wants To Rule The World – Tears For Fears – 1984) A mobile Faraday Cage unit.
Wednesday Dec 20 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Unlike Karl Marx, who said the class struggle was a political struggle, I think the people at the bottom should use anything at their disposal to fight back. Including the banking system. The fractional reserve system makes something out of nothing. As long as ‘they’ won’t abolish it why not use it? Get someone to open a bank in a run down neighborhood, get the people in that neighborhood to put their money in the bank and use fractional reserve to buy and rebuild the place.
Thursday Dec 21 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker. Dealing with some extra nasty chickenshit. A while ago various media sources were reporting about ‘forever chemicals’. I’m not totally sure what it was about. It may have been real or some type of cover story. Sometimes it seems like my ‘zombie’ is getting worse. Because of ‘forever chemicals’? Am I headed for catatonic schizophrenia’? Totally gone? Confucius say “I’m so confused”? Stayed tuned same bat channel same bat time. I’ve seen pictures, or video, of Friedrich Nietzsche toward the end of his life. He couldn’t feed himself or communicate. “Scarecrow” (1973 film) with Al Pacino and Gene Hackman
Friday Dec 22 2023 – 7 PM – Went to North Quincy. Target and Stop & Shop and Dunkin Donuts. I bought: Viola Garlic Shrimp, Marie Calenders Chicken Pot Pie, Bread Sticks, chocolate milk, Turkey Hill Iced Tea, Milky Way bars, Peanut Butter & Cheese crackers, Swiss Rolls, I think the world we live in is a hierarchal society with very few people at the top. The people at the top are made up of every known ethnicity race etc. The people at the top of the Jewish religion willingly accept scapegoat status. Divide and conquer. In America the people at the top of the WASP community also accept scapegoat status, this explains the rise of the KKK in 1915. In 1913 the Federal Reserve came into being and there was plenty of money to fund it. The movie ‘Birth Of A Nation’ got it started. This was intentional.
Saturday Dec 23 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I’m re-reading “The Vatican Against Europe” by Edmond Paris. (see above) Anyone with a basic knowledge of the history of the Catholic church wouldn’t want this to go any further. “The greatest trick the devil ever pulled off was convincing the world he didn’t exist” Kevin Spacey ‘The Usual Suspects’
Sunday Dec 24 2023 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. I’m an information terrorist. One man’s terrorist is another man’s freedom fighter.
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Updated Dec 18 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Monday Dec 11 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I don’t exist because my entire life is a crime that will never be prosecuted. I believe the church marks certain people at birth for various reasons. Many of the reasons are related to the survival of the church and it’s keeping it’s place at the top of the social order. I believe I was marked because my mother is catholic and my father protestant. If the church allowed that, it would slowly destroy the church. Another reason is the church needs gladiators and lions. It must maintain a killing machine to keep the social order intact and it must always be killing. It has been said “You can do anything with a sword, except sit on it”.
Tuesday Dec 12 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I don’t talk much. I’ve spent most of my life alone and it’s not likely to change. At this point it”s like expecting an old dog to teach himself new tricks. Anyway. There are ways to communicate. A ‘cough’ is no and a ‘sneeze’ is yes. tapping is another. One tap is yes and 2 taps is no. “The Raven” by Edgar Allen Poe and “The Tommyknockers” by (I don’t know)
Wednesday Dec 13 2023 – ND – Went to Quincy Center. Crane Library and Stop & Shop. I bought: half gal International Delight Caramel Macchiato coffee drink, store brand apple juice, package of cinnamon buns, 2 l Coka Cola, 2 l Brisk iced tea, dozen eggs, Johnsonville sausage, Pilgrim chicken strips, french fries, Lays Potato chips, Entenmanns donuts,
Thursday Dec 14 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker. There are thousands of Freemason halls across the country. I’ll bet if you followed some high level Freemasons around you’d discover they’re also Jesuit priests.
Friday Dec 15 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Simon Peter – “Upon this rock I will build my church” – “Wewease Wodewick” “I’m sorry sir we have no Roderick” The Life Of Brian
Saturday Dec 16 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result. Insanity is a perfectly sane reaction to a completely insane world. You’re only as insane as you feel. I’m a product of my environment. L’Enfant Sauvage Everything’s relative. There’s no such thing as normal.
Sunday Dec 17 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I’m still looking for information on the Algerian War for Independence 1954 – 1962. I ordered a dvd on ebay. I had to do it twice because the first one never showed up. The second only had two episodes out of five. I recently downloaded some wikipedia articles on France. They are: Charles de Gaulle, Fourth French Republic, Fifth French Republic, Unitary Parliamentary Republic and Semi-presidential Republic. The fourth republic was formed after WWII. It was a unitary parliamentary republic. It was very similar to the third republic that lasted from 1870 to 1940. Most of the power was vested in the parliament. This government did not support the military. It was dissolved when the army threatened a coup. Discontent in the military came as a result of wars in Vietnam and Algeria. The fifth republic is a semi-presidential republic that vests most of the power in the hands of one or two people. A classic example of the military creating a situation where power is concentrated. Whenever this happens the majority of people suffer and the rich benefit. Concentrating power is what the ‘thing’ does best. Brooklyn was once it’s own municipality as were most of the cities surrounding major Amercan cities. The education system was once based locally. Local officials had most of the say, but ‘Johnny Can’t Read’, ya know so now state bureaucrats make all the decisions. ‘Johnny Still Can’t Read’ but you’ll never hear about it.
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Updated Dec 11 2023
Diary
Saturday Dec 2 2023 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. There are new tenents in the building. Hall and Oates are suing each other. In the movie “To KIll A Mockingbird” the character Scout is a ham. This is a seat of the pants breathing operation, inhale, exhale, inhale I get out of bed everyday and work toward the objective, get the boot off my face. Treating ‘you’ with dignity and respect is the last act of an insane person.
Sunday Dec 3 2023 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. What if, the circuitry for synthetic telepathy could fit on a single IC (integrated circuit)? Then it could fit on any neural implant and anyone who’s ‘plugged in’ can be aware of the thoughts of anyone who is near them. It could be in any, and I mean any, electronic device. A toaster, radio, washing machine etc. These devices of course would just relay information to a central computer. People wouldn’t need a central computer but what they take in could be processed by a computer anyway. I refuse to take sides in an argument I think is BS. There’s no point in arguing with liars. Sen Tuberville of Alabama is holding up military promotions. A couple days ago they held an all tuba concert at Downtown Crossing featuring Christmas Carols. Rep George Santos R-NY has been expelled from the House despite not being convicted of any crimes.
Monday Dec 4 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. The bible is for the little people. The constitution is for the little people. If you’re part of the oligarch collective you can ignore those things. We all live in a Romanist fascist hierarchal society. It’s not exactly the Hindu caste system but it’s close. (“We all live in a yellow submarine, yellow submarine…….” – Yellow Submarine- The Beatles – 1968 Probably the WORST Rock N Roll album ever released, but the movie was OK. signed a blue meanie) Re-watched “Harrison Bergeron” based on a Kurt Vonnegut story. Could add this to my list of movies that expose the surveillance situation.
Tuesday Dec 5 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Wednesday Dec 6 2023 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. Re-watched “The IPCRESS File” a couple times. Once yesterday and once today. I’ve been having problems with my dvd ripper on my main computer. I always have problems with my software but whatever. Yesterday I thought I got away with something when I converted a very large file into a smaller one but when I tried to re-watch this movie again today it had some people talking for an audio track. The second I discovered this, about 5 PM, my mail arrived at my door. One of my neighbors delivered it. As a response I slammed the door as hard as I could. One bad turn deserves another. I handled the package by the edges because most of my mail comes covered with some kind of chemical. “The IPCRESS File” stars Michael Caine as agent Harry Palmer. Top British scientists are leaving their jobs for no apparent reason. Nobody investigates until one disappears mysteriously. Turns out IPCRESS stands for Induction of Pychoneurosis by Conditioned Reflex Under Stress. Some sort of mind control. They made 5 Harry Palmer movies. One “The Billion Dollar Brain” is really good.
Thursday Dec 7 2023 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. Re-watched “Boom” starring Richard Burton and Elizabeth Taylor based on a story by Tennessee Williams. Taylor plays a woman who’s buried 6 rich husbands. She lives on her own island and is very depressed. Burton comes along to ‘help’ her. It could be interpreted as the end of the line for a professional ‘Alice’. Someone who tied up ‘dogs’ for the church. Burton is an ‘angel of death’ trying to end her life. Good movie. Nobody gets out alive. Two people can keep a secret if one is dead.
Friday Dec 8 2023 – ND – Went to Boston to get out and shop. Got off red line at Park St Got a latte and a donut, walked to Quincy Market then Cambridgeside Galleria. From there to red line at Kendall. Got back abouut 3. There were a lot of people on Boston Common in town for the Army Navy game at Gillette. My stupidvision is reporting that a Waltham police officer and National Grid worker were killed in a traffic accident. The details make me suspicious. Did these people make a deal with the ‘aliens’? (“Close Encounters Of The Third Kind”) If they are dead why can’t they just kill me?
Saturday Dec 9 2023 – ND – Went to Star Market Quincy Center. I bought: Starbucks Caramel Machioto coffee drink, store brand Pepperoni Sausage pizza, Prince Thin Spaghetti, store brand parmesan cheese, Wise barbecue potato chips, Orville Redenbacher popcorn, 2 bottles Gatorade, half gal chocolate milk, prune juice, water, 2 l Pepsi, package powdered donuts, Green Mountain Coffee, Mounds Bars snack size,
Sunday Dec 10 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
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Updated Dec 4 2023
I’ve been wearing the necklace for about a month and I’m convinced it’s not working. I think the problem is I’m not covering enough of head and body. The Vagus nerve winds it’s way all the way to the heart before feeding the vocal chords in the neck. The Vagus nerve carries sub vocal speech. If the problem is satellites and cell phone towers, I would have to cover the top of my head and all sides of my body extending down to the heart.
This might be a solution. An electro magnet in a hat. Get a small neodymium bar magnet. Build a harness out of steel. Harness or clip would be better description. The clip holds on to the magnet in the middle. Fold up part of the steel to create a solid extension that is square. This fits into a plastic bobbin you could make with a 3 D printer. The bobbin is for the coil that is pulsed making a electro magnet.
The bobbin assembly is held in place by a plastic strut that is also made on a 3 D printer. The strut attaches to a piece of aluminum shaped like a satellite dish. After forming the dish polish it and cover it with masking tape. The finished assembly should fit into a common baseball hat with the magnet facing down.
The coil has to be energized to extend the EMR down below the heart. It would be best if it were pulsed on and off by some random square wave with frequencies from 25 HZ to 1000 HZ. This is a guess on my part. It could be powered by a 9 volt battery. The aluminum should be grounded to system ground to help reflect waves downward.
The circuit I came up with generates Shot, or avalanche, noise with a Zener diode. The noise is amplified by a common emitter. It is then filtered for 25 HZ to 1000 HZ and fed into a switch. The result is square wave with a random frequency between 25 and 1000 HZ. The load for the switch is the coil of the electro magnet.
Diary
Sunday Nov 26 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I’m an RO (religious objector) I reject religion on moral and ethical grounds. Because it’s goddamn stupid! As an anarchist I refuse to be governed. I reject anything that’s the norm in this society, and propose no alternative. Gangstalking is civil harassment. I f.ight gangstalking with civil disobedience. Let the harassment speak for itself.
Monday Nov 27 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I’ve been dealing with the surveillance problem for at least 15 years. Here are some of my conclusions. The catholic church never relinquinshed power in Western Civilization. Western Civlization has spread to every corner of the globe. The catholic church has never stopped killing people. The catholic church is basically the same thing as the Hindu caste system. The Hindu caste system can trace it’s roots to ancient Egypt or Mesopotamia. Catholic preists, Hindu preists and Voodoo preists (and others) operate in the same way. Their primary goal is to maintain the social order (caste system) with them at the top by any means necessary. The world we live in is largely the result of a struggle between the European peasant and the church that began about 1400 AD. Science if left unchallenged by the church would have the same result as any heresy. A primary reason for capitalism is to integrate science into religion. Imagine the pope riding a mule. He’s whipping it furiously and has a carrot on a stick in front of it. The carrot is the banking system and the patent office. The mule is the peasants. The pope makes it as hard as possible for peasants to make a living.
Tuesday Nov 28 2023 – ND – Went to Boston to shop. Newbury St. Went to Shaws Braintree on the way back. I bought: package of fried chicken, store brand pepperoni pizza, Lays Barbecue potato chips, Jax cheese puffs, Barqs root beer, Polar Ginger Ale, iced tea, Fair Rite chocolate milk, Little Debbie donuts Hindu preists create millions of ‘walking dead’ just like catholic preists but Hindu’s believe in the sanctity of life and make no attempt to exterminate them. This is the difference between Hindu society and European. European society fights endless wars, suffers epidemics and famines and religious nuts kill as many as they want, all in the interest of maintaining the social order with the church at the top. Europeans settled the Western hemisphere to get away from the insanity. (my opinion)
Wednesday Nov 29 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Chicken I bought yesterday is really really nasty.
Thursday Nov 30 2023 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker. The city of Boston is about to celebrate the 350 th anniversary of the Boston Tea Party. This is my 2 cents. The historical background. From the time of Henry VIII catholics were not allowed to hold office, hold a civil service job, vote as well as other restrictions. These restrictions were not lifted until 1829. Whatever laws were being enforced in England at the time of the American Revolution were also enforced in North America, so the revolution was catholic emancipation in America. Just before the revolution England won the French and Indian war that established British domination over all of North America. In 1692 the Salem witch trials took place. This sort of thing is a major reason many people left Europe. It caused a lot of people to question the church. At the same time many peasants were learning to read and write. In the early 1700’s Jonathon Swift, who wrote “Gullivers Travels”, wrote an essay defending the church but it’s proof there were a lot of calls for it to be abolished. By the late 1700’s everyone wanted the Jesuits abolished. In July 1773 the pope suppressed the Jesuits. They were not restored until 1825 or 30. In Dec 1773 the Boston Tea Party took place. The Freemasons have openly boasted about their role in the protest. It was in response to a tax scheme invented by Adam Smith who wrote “The Wealth Of Nations” as part of the Scottish Enlightenment. My conclusion is the Jesuits started Freemasonry and were behind the Boston Tea Party to create a base to survive. Whether they were behind Adam Smith or not I don’t know but Thomas Paine knew someone named Nicholas Bonneville who wrote a book accusing Jesuits of putting Templar symbols into Freemasonry to cover up their activities. It’s pretty thin but you fix it. Tens of thousands of books have been written about the Jesuits. Few of them best sellers. One such book is “The Secret History Of The Jesuits” by Edmond Paris.
Friday Dec 1 2023 – ND – Went to Stop & Shop Brockton. I bought: small package chicken breasts, package whoopi pies, International Delight Mocha coffee, Snapple Iced Tea, 12 pack Coka Cola cans, frozen orange juice, large box Minute Rice, Krusteaz Pancake mix, Stop & Shop maple syrup, Johnsonville breakfast sausage, Reeses Miniatures, Snyders Sour Dough Pretzel, Asian stir fry vegetables, Kikoman soy sauce, frozen chicken corden bleu, 2 packages ramen noodles, On the way I stumbled and fell and broke my grocery cart. I saw this happen to someone a couple weeks ago. ??? Was I helped by the control room? Something new? ??
Saturday Dec 2 2023 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. There are new tenents in the building. Hall and Oates are suing each other. In the movie “To KIll A Mockingbird” the character Scout is a ham. This is a seat of the pants breathing operation, inhale, exhale, inhale I get out of bed everyday and work toward the objective, get the boot off my face. Treating ‘you’ with dignity and respect is the last act of an insane person.
Sunday Dec 3 2023 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. What if, the circuitry for synthetic telepathy could fit on a single IC (integrated circuit)? Then it could fit on any neural implant and anyone who’s ‘plugged in’ can be aware of the thoughts of anyone who is near them. It could be in any, and I mean any, electronic device. A toaster, radio, washing machine etc. These devices of course would just relay information to a central computer. People wouldn’t need a central computer but what they take in could be processed by a computer anyway. I refuse to take sides in an argument I think is BS. There’s no point in arguing with liars. Sen Tuberville of Alabama is holding up military promotions. A couple days ago they held an all tuba concert at Downtown Crossing featuring Christmas Carols. Rep George Santos R-NY has been expelled from the House despite not being convicted of any crimes.
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Updated Nov 27 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
Disconnecting People New Nov 3
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Saturday Nov 18 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “Author, Author” starring Al Pacino. He’s a playwright producing the play “English With Tears”. His wife leaves him. Toward the end he confronts her and accuses her of going from husband to husband. She replies “It’s my job.”. (“She’s waiting for another love…………” – She’s Waiting – Eric Clapton – 1988) (“That’s when she said she was pretending like she knew the plan………” – Pretending – Eric Clapton – 1990)
Sunday Nov 19 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “Our Man Flint” and “In Like Flint” starring James Coburn. Both are a spoof of James Bond but are very revealing about the world we live in. Technology wise. Other ‘Bond’ spoof’s are ‘Matt Helm’ with Dean Martin and ‘Fathom’ with Raquel Welch.
Monday Nov 20 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. My issues are surveillance, including synthrtic telepathy, mind control and advanced wireless communications. I don’t really care about politics and religion though I comment on those every once in a while. Trying to prove that someone is using these issues in America today is a real problem. I thought I would make a list of movies that use these technologies, in a round about way, to try and prove they actually exist. “1984” starring Richard Burton and John Hurt. Based on the book by George Orwell. Another version was made in the 1950’s and starred Edmond O’Brien. “Brave New World” based on the book by Aldous Huxley. A BBC production from the 1980’s it can be downloaded for free from archive(dot) org as can many on this list. “Village Of The Damned” starring George Sanders. Made in 1960, another version was made in the 1980’s. “The Conversation” starring Gene Hackman. “Antitrust” Made very recently it’s about a software CEO that has access to a global satellite surveillance system. He will do anything to make money. “Enemy Of The State” starring Will Smith. This is actually happening to people. Including me. “Scanners” starring Jennifer O’Neal. A little off the wall but revealing. “The Chairman” starring Gregory Peck. “Bait” starring Jamie Foxx. Same basic idea as in the Gregory Peck movie separated by 30 years. “Conspiracy Theory” starring Julia Roberts and Mel Gibson. Gibson is ‘a restraining order waiting to happen”. “Blue Thunder” starring Roy Scheider. At the very beginning they state “These technologies are real and in use in America today”. “The Island Of Dr Moreau” starring Marlon Brando. They introduce electronics in this version. Two other versions do not have electronics. “Future World” starring Peter Fonda”. “Manchurian Candidate” starring Frank Sinatra. Doesn’t mention electronics but it’s about mind control. “Planet Of The Apes” Humans have developed the ability to read minds and control them with thoughts. “The Matrix” with Keanu Reeves. “Robot Overlords” with Ben Kingsley. “Total Recall” with Arnold Schwarzenegger.
Tuesday Nov 21 2023 – ND – Went to Quincy Center. On to KFC Weymouth then Stop & Shop. I bought: 2 bottles Coke, Starbucks Caramel Machioto, Red Baron frozen pizza, Goldfish crackers, Country Kitchen donuts
Wednesday Nov 22 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. A couple months ago I bought a dvd about the Algerian War for Independence on ebay. It never arrived. When things like this happens I start thinking there’s something ‘they’ don’t want me to know. After WWII the overseas possesions of European countries gained thier independence. It was the end of Imperialism. At least this is what the media called it. France tried holding on to Vietnam and Algeria. They fought wars until 1962 without the support of the French people. Sounds like America in the 60’s and 70’s. Eventually, England lost most of it’s possessions but the British Commonwealth of Nations still exists. Looks like the peasants won. Looks like.
Thursday Nov 23 2023 – ND – Went to Mom’s for Thanksgiving. Left around 10 got back about 2.
Friday Nov 24 2023 – ND – Went to Braintree Town Forest for a walk. Went to Stop & Shop on Grove St. I bought: package of M&M’s, package of whoopi pies, Goldfish crackers, frozen chicken strips, Prince Thin Spaghetti, parmesan cheese, mozarella cheese, spaghetti sauce, 1 gal Arizona Iced Tea, orange juice, Frosted Flakes, 2 small bottles Poland Spring water Tried calling a cab but no one showed up. Called 3 different companies. Waited more than an hour. Had to walk to the nearest bus stop. I called the first company twice. The second time he mentioned something I was thinking while I was waiting. So ‘they’ either got to the cabs before me or I never reached them. Just another day of harassment on the third shithole from the sun.
Saturday Nov 25 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Sunday Nov 26 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I’m an RO (religious objector) I reject religion on moral and ethical grounds. Because it’s goddamn stupid! As an anarchist I refuse to be governed. I reject anything that’s the norm in this society, and propose no alternative. Gangstalking is civil harassment. I f.ight gangstalking with civil disobedience. Let the harassment speak for itself.
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Updated Nov 20 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
Disconnecting People New Nov 3
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Saturday Nov 11 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. All satellite dishes must be outside. It’s not like the old ‘rabbit ear’ TV antenna that could be used inside. If you have to have a dish outside to pick up satellite transmissions it’s a certainty that satellites can’t sense human EMR inside a building from outer space. There has to be a device inside the building. This probably includes things like cars and buses.
Sunday Nov 12 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Monday Nov 13 2023 – ND – Went to Quincy to return videos and get some exercise. Walked from Quincy Center to North Quincy Stop & Shop. I bought: package of whoopi pies, package of cinnamon buns, 1 l Coka Cola, 2 l Coka Cola, 1 l Sprite, half gal International Delight Vanilla coffee drink, half gal orange juice, half gal whole milk, Stop & Shop brand meat ravioli, sweet Italian sausage, can of Hunts traditional spaghetti sauce, parmesan cheese, Jax cheese puffs, sugar, The human race is on the brink of extinction because of the people who micro-manage everything.
Tuesday Nov 14 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I watch the View sometimes because it leads up to the news at 12 PM. They spew an endless diatribe against Trump. It’s all an act. I’ll bet it wouldn’t take much effort to find episodes where Trump was a guest and everyone was kissing ass. The diatribe these days is extra really nasty. ???
Wednesday Nov 15 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. It was Karl Marx who said “The class struggle is a political struggle”. The fact he defined it in such narrow terms is evidence he was part of the elite. When he said it the peasants had already lost the political struggle. (Freemasonry, the 2 party system, Thomas Paine ‘Common Sense’ on the English Parliament, the Congress of Vienna) I said recently the class struggle is an economic struggle. I would like to revise that. The people at the top will do anything to maintain their place in the social order. The class struggle is economic, political, cultural, religious etc. Nothing is off the table.
Thursday Nov 16 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I’m still wearing the necklace. It has to have some effect on my EMR but I might not be covering enough of my body. The vagus nerve extends down as far as the heart before terminating at the vocal chords. It’s carrying the sub vocal speech signals. If the necklace isn’t strong enough it won’t reach the middle of my neck or head. When I’m outside satellites are directly overhead. The idea has problems but maybe someone else can work on it.
Friday Nov 17 2023 – ND – Went to the Braintree Town Forest for a walk. It’s off of Peach St, Liberty St and Rt 37. Went to Wal-Mart Avon after. I bought: Gordons Fish Fillets, Kraft Tartar Sauce, Ore Ida French Fries, store brand cinnamon French Toast, store brand frozen pancakes, Eggo waffles, maple syrup, store brand chocolate ice cream, store brand potato chips, store brand microwave pop corn, chocolate milk, frozen orange juice, Arizona Iced Tea, York Peppermint Patties, Someone was in my apartment while I was out. The chair and the floor got ‘chickenshitted’. This was hinted at by a couple people on the bus on the way home then re-enforced by some things on the TV later. Hiccups, flames coming out of a race car. etc etc
Saturday Nov 18 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “Author, Author” starring Al Pacino. He’s a playwright producing the play “English With Tears”. His wife leaves him. Toward the end he confronts her and accuses her of going from husband to husband. She replies “It’s my job.”. (“She’s waiting for another love…………” – She’s Waiting – Eric Clapton – 1988) (“That’s when she said she was pretending like she knew the plan………” – Pretending – Eric Clapton – 1990)
Sunday Nov 19 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “Our Man Flint” and “In Like Flint” starring James Coburn. Both are a spoof of James Bond but are very revealing about the world we live in. Technology wise. Other ‘Bond’ spoof’s are ‘Matt Helm’ with Dean Martin and ‘Fathom’ with Raquel Welch.
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Updated Nov 13 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
Disconnecting People New Nov 3
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Friday Nov 3 2023 – – Went to Thomas Crane Library Quincy Center. Went to Star Market on the way back. I bought: package of yesterdays roasted chicken, Starbucks Caramel Machioto, small bottle of Polar Root beer, 2 cans Arizona iced tea, package of Dole spinach, 2 packages Rice A Roni Pilaf, a small bottle store brand water, Country Kitchen donuts, Jax cheese puffs, Signature sea salt, In the event it actually helps to defeat synthetic telepathy at 2 PM today I began wearing a necklace made of neodymium magnets. I made it quite some time ago but never used it. It has 20 round magnets with a hole for stringing together. “Hey Big Brother,…..as soon as you arrive,……you better get in touch with people Big Brother and get them on your side Big Brother…..” Hey Big Brother – Rare Earth – 1974 “Take a piece of my heart now baby……..” Piece Of My Heart – Big Brother And The Holding Company featuring Janis Joplin – 1967
Saturday Nov 4 2023 – 11 PM – Stayed home all day. Made another string of magnets for a baseball cap. Wearing both at the same time.
Sunday Nov 5 2023 – 6 PM – Stayed home most of the day. Returned videos to Quincy Center. Didn’t stay long. My stupidvision is still reporting a war in Israel. There have been protests in Boston supporting both sides and against any war. Today, there was supposed to be one just down the street from where I live. I think a lot of these protests are staged by C.C.D. (Confraternity for Christian Doctrine) It’s designed to draw people into the Jesus whores. (my opinion) I’ll bet the police protection and other expenses are public funds. You could investigate this and prove it and nothing will happen. The church runs everything. The main problem with all this is the fact that some people don’t answer to the law. In the movie “Spotlight” someone goes to a courthouse to look at some documents that are supposed to be on file. They’re told the church checked them out and hasn’t returned them. When he asks someone else they say “This is Boston, the church runs everything”. “Spotlight” is about the preist sex abuse scandal. I think it’s a cover story for the genocide they’ve been conducting all across the country. The really insane thing is they don’t care about Jesus. Scientology IS the Catholic Church. A primary reason for capitalism is to integrate science into religion. Scientology is the result. To prove it read the works of Pierre Teilhard de Chardin and compare that to the ideology and methods employed by Scientology. Scientology is the religion that goes along with the Pope’s new Phoenix. They PLAY god with everyones lives.
Monday Nov 6 2023 – ND – Went to Wal-Mart and Stop & Shop Weymouth. I bought: Stop & Shop frozen Rising Crust Pepperoni Pizza, International Delight Mocha Coffee drink, half gal Turkey Hill iced tea, Stop & Shop brand cola, package of cinnamon buns, Cheeze It’s, Reeses Miniature Peanut Butter cups, store brand sweet relish, mustard, Oscar Meyer hot dogs, Wonder Bread hot dog buns, large box Cherrios, granulated sugar, 2 cans Bushs Baked beans,
Tuesday Nov 7 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Still wearing the magnet necklace. I took the one out of the hat and added it to the necklace. Thereare now 2 strings around my neck. I have no idea if this works. I’m going to wear it for a while and post things on this blog. Yesterday I went to Stop & Shop in Weymouth. On the bus home I began having thoughts about an argument with someone sitting next to me. There was no one sitting next to me it was just thoughts. I missed the bus to Quincy and had to wait an hour. While waiting this woman sat right next to me on a bench. There was plenty of room on other benches but she sat right next to me. It was eerilly similar to my thoughts on the bus. It was like someone was trying to tell me the necklace doesn’t work. Here’s my problem with this. I’ve told this story numerous times so I’ll keep it short. It can be found in “Curse Of The Shadow” pdf. I was in the hospital in the summer of 2008. McClean Southeast on the grounds of the Brockton VA. Twice I began having long trains of angry thoughts about a couple of staff just before they appeared in front of me. I am convinced someone was inserting the thoughts remotely and they were designed to get me to assault the person. Ironically, or maybe not so, a similar thing happened very recently while I was walking toward the Boston Public Library. I won’t explain the whole thing. Point being the angry thoughts on the bus may have been designed to convince me the necklace doesn’t work. I’m just going to wear it for a while and let others decide.
Wednesday Nov 8 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Watched “The Quartermass Xperiment”. Old English sci fi from the 50’s. Pretty good. They made a lot of sequels.
Thursday Nov 9 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker. I’ve been wearing the necklace for about a week and I’ve come to one conclusion. Satellites can’t pick up human EMR indoors. Wherever I’ve gone in the past 15 years construction follows. In the summer of 2008 my mother remodeled the bathroom at 28 Easy St. This was only a few months after my father died. I thought it was strange. The problem with my mother knowing my every thought started after the bathroom was finished. Someone put an electronic device in the house. After I got out of Bridgewater they began to ‘fix’ the wifi at Shattuck. The problem showed up right after. Same thing happened at Atlantic House. This is why someone monitors me everywhere I live. Satellites can’t pick up (sense) human EMR in a building whether it’s a Faraday cage or not.
Friday Nov 10 2023 – ND – Went to Quincy Center. Thomas Crane Library and Star Market. I bought: 2 pieces of beef, 2l Brisk Iced Tea, gal water, bag of frozen French Fries, frozen vegetables, half gal Garelick milk. Peets French Roast, Lays potato chips, Teriyaki sauce, frozen orange juice, The monitoring inside any building could be done with anything plugged in. Bose Wave radio, TV, computer etc. I think transmitting electronic noise inside a building ar high power levels will help defeat the surveillance. Noise from 0 Hz to around 100 KHz won’t interfere with any FCC bands but will mask human emissions. Shot noise from a diode could help.
Saturday Nov 11 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. All satellite dishes must be outside. It’s not like the old ‘rabbit ear’ TV antenna that could be used inside. If you have to have a dish outside to pick up satellite transmissions it’s a certainty that satellites can’t sense human EMR inside a building from outer space. There has to be a device inside the building. This probably includes things like cars and buses.
Sunday Nov 12 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
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Updated Nov 6 2023
Disconnecting People New Nov 3
Updated Nov 3 2023 – In the event it actually helps to defeat synthetic telepathy at 2 PM today I began wearing a necklace made of neodymium magnets. I made it quite some time ago but never used it. It has 20 round magnets with a hole for stringing together. I don’t remember all the details of it’s construction. The magnets are neodymium. Rare earth. They are one half inch long and a quarter inch in diameter with a hole the length of the cylinder. I took 2 very long pieces of wire, either 20 gauge or 22 gauge, one red and one black. I put a connector on one end and started stringing the magnets at that end. I put the magnet on then looped the wire around and through the magnet again to hold it in place. (I think?) I put 10 on one side and 10 on the other going in the same direction. North south north south etc. Although there are 2 possibilities for arrangement. All like polarities next to each other or all opposite. I tied the two pieces together in the front and covered the entire thing with shrink wrap. I put a standard jewelry lobster clasp, bought at Michaels, at the end. Eventually I was going to feed electronic noise into the connectors. “Hey Big Brother,…..as soon as you arrive,……you better get in touch with people Big Brother and get them on your side Big Brother…..” Hey Big Brother – Rare Earth – 1974 “Take a piece of my heart now baby……..” Piece Of My Heart – Big Brother And The Holding Company featuring Janis Joplin – 1967 (Rock N Roll is a secret society of artists fending off the never ending harassment of people under mind control) Rare Earth was a Rock N Roll band in the early 1970’s. They had a half a dozen hits. “Hey Big Brother” was not one of them but it’s one of their better songs. Janis Joplin died in 1970 after a very short solo career. Prior to that she fronted the very successful Rock N Roll band Big Brother And The Holding Company. Big Brother is the mythical leader in George Orwell’s novel “1984”. Another concept in “1984” is the ‘thought police’. Police who are aware of your every thought.
Diary
Saturday Oct 28 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I’ve been watching “Hitler In His Own Words A Collection Of Speeches”. (English subtitles) I’ve suddenly come to the conclusion there are a lot of problems with the way history books and the media talk about World War II. It’s always a fight between fascism and freedom. Whatever freedom is. Fascism was defined by Mussolini as a synthesis of political and corporate ideas. Hitler called his Germany National Socialism. Socialism is an ideology somewhere between communism and fascism. Communism is the complete opposite of fascism. A society completely controlled by the people. In his speeches Hitler hates both fascism and communism. National socialism was also founded on Occultist ideas of the history of man as wriiten about by Helena Blavatsky. Hitler was not fascist as the media always says. The truth as I see it is the whole thing is an improvisation so sometimes it doesn’t make sense.
Sunday Oct 29 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. There were 3 ideology’s involved with WW II. Freedom/capitalism, National Socialism and communism. Of the 3 I think freedom/capitalism is the closest thing to fascism. To get a person at the bottom to risk their life in a war there must be some higher ideal. In National Socialism that ideal was based on Blavatsky’s book “The Secret Doctrine”. Why does the media and history books call the German’s fascist?
Monday Oct 30 2023 – ND – Went out in the afternoon. Watched 2 PBS documentaries, “Guns Drugs and the CIA” and “The Story of Frank Terpil”.
Tuesday Oct 31 2023 – ND – Went to Boston to get out and exercise. Got off red line at South Station. Walked to MGH and down Esplanade. Ended up at Copley Square. Went to Stop & Shop South Bay on the way back. I bought: 2 boxes of Cinnamon Toast Crunch, 1 gal Arizona Iced Tea, Minute Maid frozen orange juice, gal store brand water, Prince Thin Sphagetti, parmeson cheese, whoopi pies, Utz potato chips, Snyders pretzel sticks, DiGiornos pizza, While the food seems OK I think someone was in my apartment while I was out. They ‘chickenshitteed’ the bed, my chair, the floor and some of my clothes.
Wednesday Nov 1 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Thursday Nov 2 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker.
Friday Nov 3 2023 – – Went to Thomas Crane Library Quincy Center. Went to Star Market on the way back. I bought: package of yesterdays roasted chicken, Starbucks Caramel Machioto, small bottle of Polar Root beer, 2 cans Arizona iced tea, package of Dole spinach, 2 packages Rice A Roni Pilaf, a small bottle store brand water, Country Kitchen donuts, Jax cheese puffs, Signature sea salt, In the event it actually helps to defeat synthetic telepathy at 2 PM today I began wearing a necklace made of neodymium magnets. I made it quite some time ago but never used it. It has 20 round magnets with a hole for stringing together. “Hey Big Brother,…..as soon as you arrive,……you better get in touch with people Big Brother and get them on your side Big Brother…..” Hey Big Brother – Rare Earth – 1974 “Take a piece of my heart now baby……..” Piece Of My Heart – Big Brother And The Holding Company featuring Janis Joplin – 1967
Saturday Nov 4 2023 – 11 PM – Stayed home all day. Made another string of magnets for a baseball cap. Wearing both at the same time.
Sunday Nov 5 2023 – 6 PM – Stayed home most of the day. Returned videos to Quincy Center. Didn’t stay long. My stupidvision is still reporting a war in Israel. There have been protests in Boston supporting both sides and against any war. Today, there was supposed to be one just down the street from where I live. I think a lot of these protests are staged by C.C.D. (Confraternity for Christian Doctrine) It’s designed to draw people into the Jesus whores. (my opinion) I’ll bet the police protection and other expenses are public funds. You could investigate this and prove it and nothing will happen. The church runs everything. The main problem with all this is the fact that some people don’t answer to the law. In the movie “Spotlight” someone goes to a courthouse to look at some documents that are supposed to be on file. They’re told the church checked them out and hasn’t returned them. When he asks someone else they say “This is Boston, the church runs everything”. “Spotlight” is about the preist sex abuse scandal. I think it’s a cover story for the genocide they’ve been conducting all across the country. The really insane thing is they don’t care about Jesus. Scientology IS the Catholic Church. A primary reason for capitalism is to integrate science into religion. Scientology is the result. To prove it read the works of Pierre Teilhard de Chardin and compare that to the ideology and methods employed by Scientology. Scientology is the religion that goes along with the Pope’s new Phoenix. They PLAY god with everyones lives.
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Updated Oct 30 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
Disconnecting People (Updated)
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Saturday Oct 21 2023 – ND – Took videos back to library about 2. Continued to Stop & Shop Quincy Center. I bought: frozen family sized Stop & Shop Meat Laspagna, large size Marie Calendars Chicken Pot Pie, Snapple iced tea, 1.25 l bottlle Coka Cola, Starbucks Caramel Machioto coffee drink, Stop & Shop plain bagels, Philadelphia brand cream cheese, Stop & Shop barbecue flavored potato chips, Little Debbie Swiss Rolls, Hi C Tropical Punch drink mix, Marie Calendar pie had something in it but it wasn’t that bad. If there’s an agenda in this country it’s proselytizing. Same shit different millenia. Preists use the seven deadly sins to harass someone into worshiping Jesus. Religion is a self fulfilling philosophy.
Sunday Oct 22 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched a video “Root races from the beginning”. I don’t know who narrated it. I found it by searching archive(dot)org for ‘Helena Blavatsky’. It’s a synopsis of Blavatskys book “The Secret Doctrine” published in the 1880’s. Blavatsky supposedly learned this while living in India. This is part of what Hindu’s beleive. I think this is a fantasy based or romanticized Darwinism. Darwinism for the masses. Evolution for the masses. Blavatsky took the idea of Aryan supremacy first introduced by Gobineau and made it palatable for everyone. The people at the top are always looking for ways to get the people at the bottom to kill and maim each other. Evolution as a topic of discussion had just begun in when Blavatsky began publishing. She bastardized it so it could be used for a future war.
Monday Oct 23 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched a biography of L Frank Baum on PBS. (channel 2) Baum wrote “The Wizard Of Oz”. Baum tried several occupations before writing. He lived in the Dakota territories around 1890 and owned a small newspaper. By then the Indians had been subdued and put on reservations and been in close contact with white society for a few years. They began performing “The Ghost Dance” which they believed foretold of the end of the whites and the re-emergence of their culture. The dance so offended the whites that they began calling for the permanent extinction of the Indians. Even Baum wrote in favor of it. They didn’t show the dance in the program but I bet that it proves the indians understood that white society was run by what I call the ‘ancient Egyptian priest system’ of rolling stones and zombies. Then I re-watched “Dances With Wolves” with Kevin Costner.
Tuesday Oct 24 2023 – ND – Went to South Braintree Square for lunch. Stopped at the library on the way back. Watched “Passing Clouds (1940)” an English film. Alternative titles are “Spellbound” or “The Spell Of Amy Nugent”. I couldn’t find the wikipedia page for this but other internet sources say this was banned in many countries for decades. (Like “Titicut Follies” was in Massachusetts) Based on the book “The Necromancers” by Robert Hughs Benson, its about seances and contacting the dead. The story line includes references to theosophy which is how I found it on archive org. The fact it was banned got me thinking about the Roman Index Of Forbidden Books. The Catholic church maintained this list for centuries. I’ve tried to get a copy of the list but I could only get one that’s about 150 years old. Someone should get the latest and turn it into a searchable PDF. Getting the list is hard getting the actual books is probably impossible. People who burn books one day will burn people tomorrow.
Wednesday Oct 25 2023 – ND – Went to lunch with Mom. Bertuccis Braintree. Got back about 2.
Thursday Oct 26 2023 – ND – Met with Aspire worker. Went to Stop & Shop Hingham late. I bought: package of Hormel Meat Loaf, small bottle Heinz Ketchup, 2 l Mug root beer, 2 l Stop & Shop Cola, International Delight Mocha coffee drink, 2 small bottles Poland Spring water, small package Doritos, Goldfish Crackers, package of 4 pork chops, 2 cans store brand corn, package of cinnamon buns, Jimmy Dean breakfast sandwiches, Ore Ida Steak Fries, Edwards Cookies and Cream pie, Watched “The Sixth Sense” starring Bruce Willis and Haley Joel Osmond (???). One of the better ‘chickenshit’ movies. Better than “Black Narcissus”.
Friday Oct 27 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Pavlov’s dog was trained to salivate when he heard a bell ring. I’m trained to defend myself when I hear a human coming.
Saturday Oct 28 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I’ve been watching “Hitler In His Own Words A Collection Of Speeches”. (English subtitles) I’ve suddenly come to the conclusion there are a lot of problems with the way history books and the media talk about World War II. It’s always a fight between fascism and freedom. Whatever freedom is. Fascism was defined by Mussolini as a synthesis of political and corporate ideas. Hitler called his Germany National Socialism. Socialism is an ideology somewhere between communism and fascism. Communism is the complete opposite of fascism. A society completely controlled by the people. In his speeches Hitler hates both fascism and communism. National socialism was also founded on Occultist ideas of the history of man as wriiten about by Helena Blavatsky. Hitler was not fascist as the media always says. The truth as I see it is the whole thing is an improvisation so sometimes it doesn’t make sense.
Sunday Oct 29 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. There were 3 ideology’s involved with WW II. Freedom/capitalism, National Socialism and communism. Of the 3 I think freedom/capitalism is the closest thing to fascism. To get a person at the bottom to risk their life in a war there must be some higher ideal. In National Socialism that ideal was based on Blavatsky’s book “The Secret Doctrine”. Why does the media and history books call the German’s fascist?
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Updated Oct 23 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
Disconnecting People (Updated)
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
I’m building my own shock machine. I bought a Flashforge 3D printer to help. You have to design the parts on another computer with computer aided drafting (CAD) software. I’m expecting my software to stop working. People enter my apartment when I’m not there and screw things up. I have a Digilent Analog oscilloscope that has suddnely developed problems. Since I probably won’t get much farther I ‘m detailing as best I can what I was going to do with it. (see pictures below)
The first thing I was going to do is make a holder , or housing, for the copper electrode that is held against the head. I designed it in 4 pieces: an end cap, a stem, and a 2 piece cap that holds te copper cone with wire. The end cap is shaped to accept fingers. The stem is a partially hollow square tube, and the 2 piece cap accepts the cone shaped copper with the wire soldered underneath.
“He was turned to steel in the great magnetic field when he traveled time for the future of mankind” Ironman – Black Sabbath – 1970
“I am a victim of the science age a child of the storm” Atomic Punk – Van Halen – 1977
“God save the queen her fascist regime she made you a moron a potential H-bomb” God Save The Queen” – The Sex Pistols — 1978
“A living challenge to their lies” Last Of My Kind – Alice In Chains – 2010
Diary
Saturday Oct 14 2023 – 8 PM – Went to Stop & Shop Weymouth. I bought: 5 lb Shady Brook Farm turkey breast ($17.76 HA HA ), loaf Wonder bread, stuffed olives, half gal International Delight Caramel Machioto coffee, 1 gal Arizona iced tea, store brand Au Gratin potato kit, stuffing, can of chicken broth, quarter gal whole milk, Snyders Pretzel Rods, Hagen Dass Coffee Ice Cream, small bottle Poland Spring water, can of corn, store brand frosted flakes, My stupidvision is reporting that Israel and Hamas are at war. It started last Saturday. The death toll at that time was 2200 and it hasn’t risen or decreased since which seems a little suspicious. I think the west bank is populated with death camps. Western powers send thier ‘juded’ people there. The actual founding of Israel may be a historical fact but ‘the problem’ took over soon after using it’s satellite surveillance and other techniques and put camps on the west bank. In the 1980’s Israel drove Yasser Arafat into Lebenon and he was forced to evacuate to Egypt. A few years later he was allowed to return. I think this makes no sense. It’s a cover story. My guess is that a large number of prisoners on the west bank broke out, fought thier way through Israel got into Lebenon and were massacred at the Sabbra and Shatilla refugee camps. (?? spelling) A Phil guess based on the fact everything else is a lie. I think the Soviet Union was taken over a few years after Lenin died. This is how ‘it’ operates.
Sunday Oct 15 2023 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “Black Narcissus” starring Deborah Kerr. A group of nuns tries to establish a convent in the Himalayas. The villagers turn on them and one of the nuns goes crazy and dies. Goes crazy from ‘chickenshit’. (they don’t say that but it’s possible) Then I re-watched thhe 1930’s version of “The Werewolf Of London”. At the very beginning 2 Englishman go into a desolate valley in the Himalayas looking for a certain flower. They find it but one of them returns a werewolf. The word ‘narcissus’ is associated with Greek mythology and a type of flower. Dafodils and jonquils are types of narcissus. I’m not really sure where I’m going with this.
Monday Oct 16 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I think the United States is controlled by the Pope through Freemasonry and the Knights Of Columbus.
Tuesday Oct 17 2023 – 7 PM – Took videos back to Copley Square. Walked to Target Fenway. Got back about noon. Original sin is a concept in religion. All men are born with originalsin and require philosophy to correct it. How’s it workin for ya? You have maimed killed tortured and tormented more people in the name of religion than any other entity.
Wednesday Oct 18 2023 – ND – Went to Thayer Library Braintree. Continued to Stop & Shop Brockton. I bought: package of 4 whoopi pies, 2 l Brisk iced tea, store brand pepperoni pizza, store made Italian sub, 2 small bottles of Polar Root Beer, Jax cheese puffs, Starbucks Caramel Machioto, Jimmy Dean Breakfast sandwiches, Klondike bars Already threw away the whoopi pies and the tea. Sir Galahad was anything but gallant. The future police (thought police) will be the craziest psychopaths they can find (make). Richard Wagner wrote operas in the 1880’s and 70’s. Hitler was quoted as saying “If you don’t understand Wagner you don’t understand National Socialism”. At least one of Wagners operas is about the Arthurian Legends. Hitlers SS admired the Knights of the Arthurian Legends. 1 + 1 + 1 ….. The SS are the future police. (Phil math)
Thursday Oct 19 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker. Threw away half of what I bought yesterday. Having a serious problem with constipation and sleeplessness.
Friday Oct 20 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I’ve been re-watching my documentaries on the Nazis and the occult. They all mention Helena Blavatsky as a source of Nazi ideology. Blavatsky believed the Aryans would be the next builders of society. She also believed they had telepathic powers at one point in thier history but lost them because of inter-breeding with inferior races. Isn’t telepathy the problem we’re dealing with today? It all seems set up. “They reckon in centuries and plan for eternity……” Sir D’Arcy Osbourne
Saturday Oct 21 2023 – ND – Took videos back to library about 2. Continued to Stop & Shop Quincy Center. I bought: frozen family sized Stop & Shop Meat Laspagna, large size Marie Calendars Chicken Pot Pie, Snapple iced tea, 1.25 l bottlle Coka Cola, Starbucks Caramel Machioto coffee drink, Stop & Shop plain bagels, Philadelphia brand cream cheese, Stop & Shop barbecue flavored potato chips, Little Debbie Swiss Rolls, Hi C Tropical Punch drink mix, Marie Calendar pie had something in it but it wasn’t that bad. If there’s an agenda in this country it’s proselytizing. Same shit different millenia. Preists use the seven deadly sins to harass someone into worshiping Jesus. Religion is a self fulfilling philosophy.
Sunday Oct 22 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched a video “Root races from the beginning”. I don’t know who narrated it. I found it by searching archive(dot)org for ‘Helena Blavatsky’. It’s a synopsis of Blavatskys book “The Secret Doctrine” published in the 1880’s. Blavatsky supposedly learned this while living in India. This is part of what Hindu’s beleive. I think this is a fantasy based or romanticized Darwinism. Darwinism for the masses. Evolution for the masses. Blavatsky took the idea of Aryan supremacy first introduced by Gobineau and made it palatable for everyone. The people at the top are always looking for ways to get the people at the bottom to kill and maim each other. Evolution as a topic of discission had just begun in when Blavatsky began publishing. She bastardized it so it could be used for a future war.
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Updated Oct 16 2023
Disconnecting People (Updated)
Diary
Saturday Oct 7 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I watched 2 movies this week that brought up the importance of helicopters in modern warfare. “The Lost Command” and “The Devils Own”. This is some thoughts on neutralizing helicopters. A relatively simple defense is to stop them from communicating with the ground. A high wattage Tesla spark generator deployed near where the helicopters are operating would help. You could aim noise directly at one with a satellite dish. The main rotor is highly susceptible to vibration from centrifical force if it’s out of balance. Breaking off a piece by throwing metal pieces in it’s flight path might force it to land. Chaff could be thrown in it’s path to get sucked into the engine. A thick acrid smoke could be hung in the air and clog the air filter. Flak could do a lot of damage. Missles launched by air pressure could be used because helicopters don’t reach high altitudes.
Sunday Oct 8 2023 – ND – Went to Harvard Square Cambridge for Oktoberfest. Got back about 3. Went to Shaws Braintree about 5. I bought: a small pork loin, half gal whole chocolate milk, half gal orange juice, small bottle whole milk, Au Gratin Potato kit, 2 cans Signature corn, 2 pkgs Thomas English Muffins, Signature Grape Jelly, 2 l Signature Cola, gal Arizona Iced Tea, Frenchs Mustard, small pkg Black Forest Ham, bulkie rolls, Motts Apple Sauce, 2 small bottles Signature water, Watched “Le Petit Soldat” with Jean Luc Goddard. Supposedly about the Algerian Revolution but it takes place entirely in Switzerland. Something to do with torture used by the French, I didn’t understand it.
Monday Oct 9 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day waiting for Aspire worker that didn’t shop up. One mans terrorist is another mans freedom fighter. I figure there’s no point in blowing yourself up in public or going on a rampage with a machine gun. I’m an information terrorist. Spit out the ugly truth. The uglier the better.
Tuesday Oct 10 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker. Watched “State Of Siege” by Costa-Gravas. Based on a true story it’s set in a South American country going through a coup. Some terrorists kidnap numerous people including an American who works for USAID. He says his job is humanitarian but the terrorists claim he is training police how to torture. When the terrorist plan fails they vote to execute him. Some of the terrorists are police and military. They don’t mention the School of Assassins (WHINSEC) at Ft Benning GA but it’s the same thing.
Wednesday Oct 11 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Pretty sure the Thomas English Muffins aren’t any good but I’m eating them anyway. The other day on the news I saw this woman in the halls of congress with a large ‘A’ on her shirt. So, the word for the day is “transcendentalism”. “If you don’t understand Wagner you don’t understand National Socialism” Adolf Hitler If you know what to look for any art, music, literature, movies or poetry produced by Western Civilization since the early 1500’s is all about the same thing.
Thursday Oct 12 2023 – 8 PM – Met with Aspire worker. Went to Wal-Mart Weymouth after. Watched “The Confession” by Costa-Gavras and starring Yes Montand. Set in Czechoslovakia in 1951, Montand is a high ranking government official who is being followed along with 14 or 15 others. They are all arrested and charged with spying. The people who arrest them aren’t necassarily operating on orders from the government. The men arrested think it’s related to the fact they were in the International Brigades during the Spanish Civil War and The French Resistance during WWII. They are all forced to confess to spying and most are executed. The movie implies there was a shadow goverment inside the Soviet Bloc like there is in America today. A ‘jew’ is anyone the church says is a jew.
Friday Oct 13 2023 – ND – Went to Boston Public Library Copley Square. The celibratard, newsertainment world makes me want to puke.
Saturday Oct 14 2023 – 8 PM – Went to Stop & Shop Weymouth. I bought: 5 lb Shady Brook Farm turkey breast ($17.76 HA HA ), loaf Wonder bread, stuffed olives, half gal International Delight Caramel Machioto coffee, 1 gal Arizona iced tea, store brand Au Gratin potato kit, stuffing, can of chicken broth, quarter gal whole milk, Snyders Pretzel Rods, Hagen Dass Coffee Ice Cream, small bottle Poland Spring water, can of corn, store brand frosted flakes, My stupidvision is reporting that Israel and Hamas are at war. It started last Saturday. The death toll at that time was 2200 and it hasn’t risen or decreased since which seems a little suspicious. I think the west bank is populated with death camps. Western powers send thier ‘juded’ people there. The actual founding of Israel may be a historical fact but ‘the problem’ took over soon after using it’s satellite surveillance and other techniques and put camps on the west bank. In the 1980’s Israel drove Yasser Arafat into Lebenon and he was forced to evacuate to Egypt. A few years later he was allowed to return. I think this makes no sense. It’s a cover story. My guess is that a large number of prisoners on the west bank broke out, fought thier way through Israel got into Lebenon and were massacred at the Sabbra and Shatilla refugee camps. (?? spelling) A Phil guess based on the fact everything else is a lie. I think the Soviet Union was taken over a few years after Lenin died. This is how ‘it’ operates.
Sunday Oct 15 2023 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “Black Narcissus” starring Deborah Kerr. A group of nuns tries to establish a convent in the Himalayas. The villagers turn on them and one of the nuns goes crazy and dies. Goes crazy from ‘chickenshit’. (they don’t say that but it’s possible) Then I re-watched thhe 1930’s version of “The Werewolf Of London”. At the very beginning 2 Englishman go into a desolate valley in the Himalayas looking for a certain flower. They find it but one of them returns a werewolf. The word ‘narcissus’ is associated with Greek mythology and a type of flower. Dafodils and jonquils are types of narcissus. I’m not really sure where I’m going with this.
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Updated Oct 9 2023
Diary
Friday Sept 29 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I bought a Flashforge Adventurer 4 Pro 3D printer. Spent the day learning how to use it. I can print my own small plastic parts for electronics projects. Like the pieces needed for the electrodes for the shock machine. Or bobbins for hand made transformers. I bought some bobbins from Amazon under the Uxcell brand name but why not make my own. I found an old catalog for Lodestone Pacific that has 1000’s of bobbins and kits. FYI
Saturday Sept 30 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Sunday Oct 1 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I’m still building my own shock machine. I’m having to make my own transformer and it’s becoming a problem. I’m going to look into a designers kit. I’ll bet that when soneone has an X-ray or MRI looking for an implant it doesn’t show up. Modern electronics all have some kind of software. Software can be designed to remove implants from the result. Or maybe doctors have implants. Or both.
Monday Oct 2 2023 – ND – Went to Quincy Center and Boston. I’ve been looking for foreign films so I downloaded some by Costa-Gavras and Yves Montand. Costa-Gavras produced the film “Z”, a very famous movie.
Tuesday Oct 3 2023 – 7 PM – Went to Weymouth just to make trouble. Got a ‘chickenshitted’ latte at Starbucks in Columbian Square. Walked down Rt 18 distributing literature. Went through the bird sanctuary and came out at Mediteranean Woods. Went to Shaws in Braintree on way home. Watched “Lost Command” with Anthony Quinn. It’s about the Algerian Revolution. (1954 – 1962) OK but not what I expected. The French army is portrayed as inept and undisiplined. At least the units they sent to Vietnam and Algeria. The movie implies they didn’t really care about holding on to thier overseas possesions after WWII. They lost both wars.
Wednesday Oct 4 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “The Devils Own” with Brad Pitt and Harrison Ford. Pitt plays an IRA operative who travels to America to buy guns and raise money. He stays at Fords house who is a New Yprk police officer. Ford has no idea what Pittt is up to and gets dragged into it. Good movie.
Thursday Oct 5 2023 – ND – Stayed home most of the day waitng for Aspire workers who canceled at the last minute. Went to Moms for dinner. Got back about 7 PM.
Friday Oct 6 2023 – ND – Went grocery shopping about noon. Stop & Shop Quincy Center. I bought: package of 4 whoopi pies, Dove ice cream bars, store brand pepperoni pizza, package of pre cut watermelon, 4 oranges, half gal Ocean Spray Cran Grape, 2 l Barqs root beer, The road to hell is paved with good intentions. (because God doesn’t like competition) No good deed goes unpunished (because God doesn’t like competition)
Saturday Oct 7 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I watched 2 movies this week that brought up the importance of helicopters in modern warfare. “The Lost Command” and “The Devils Own”. This is some thoughts on neutralizing helicopters. A relatively simple defense is to stop them from communicating with the ground. A high wattage Tesla spark generator deployed near where the helicopters are operating would help. You could aim noise directly at one with a satellite dish. The main rotor is highly susceptible to vibration from centrifical force if it’s out of balance. Breaking off a piece by throwing metal pieces in it’s flight path might force it to land. Chaff could be thrown in it’s path to get sucked into the engine. A thick acrid smoke could be hung in the air and clog the air filter. Flak could do a lot of damage. Missles launched by air pressure could be used because helicopters don’t reach high altitudes.
Sunday Oct 8 2023 – ND – Went to Harvard Square Cambridge for Oktoberfest. Got back about 3. Went to Shaws Braintree about 5. I bought: a small pork loin, half gal whole chocolate milk, half gal orange juice, small bottle whole milk, Au Gratin Potato kit, 2 cans Signature corn, 2 pkgs Thomas English Muffins, Signature Grape Jelly, 2 l Signature Cola, gal Arizona Iced Tea, Frenchs Mustard, small pkg Black Forest Ham, bulkie rolls, Watched “Le Petit Soldat” with Jean Luc Goddard. Supposedly about the Algerian Revolution but it takes place entirely in Switzerland. Something to do with torture used by the French, I didn’t undersatnd it.
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Updated Oct 2 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Saturday Sept 23 2023 – 7 PM – Went to Thomas Crane library Quincy Center. Continued to Stop & Shop and Wal-Mart Weymouth. At Stop & Shop I bought: Starbucks Iced Caramel Machiato, Turkey Hill Iced Tea, DiGoirnos 3 Meat Pizza, store brand french toast, maple syrup, store brand Italian sub, I suffered from excrutiating pain for 30 years. No one ever bothered to help. It was diagnosed as mental illness. The only symptom is pain. You don’t have high blood pressure, nothings broken, you’re not bleeding, just pain. I’ve come to believe it was related to smoking. Some sort of metal was put in my cigarettes. Inhalation is a faster more effective way to get metal into the blood stream than eating. Eventually it gets into the brain where it causes excrutiating pain. I quit smoking in 1986 after 15 years. It took another 15 or so to wear off. Today, I am a zombie because I can never get all the ‘crap’ out of my system. Which is to say the ‘crap’ out of my crap. ‘The problem’ has to depend on ingestion only. My bowel is always painful. I am a zombie because metal is not digestable by a human..Chelation is a medical procedure for removing metal from the human body. The biggest problem is getting it out of the brain. You don’t need chelation to fix bowel problems, you must stop eating metal infused food. It is possible to order the medication over the counter but it’s dangerous. It should be supervised by a doctor. I believe my brain is not completely free from metal but its much better.
Sunday Sept 24 2023 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. Had to throw away some Reeses Peanut Butter Cups I bought at Wal-Mart yesterday. I believe thhe American Revolution didn’t free anyone and there is no way this could have continued for almost 250 yrars unless everyone at the top was in on it. It is what it is and I will never do anything to help those responsible. Blow it up! There’s nothing here for me.
Monday Sept 25 2023 – – Stayed home all day. Re-watched Eisenhower’s Farewell Address. Since he was president he must have been part of the problem but in this speech he seems to give the middle finger at the system. This was his last act as a public figure. He warns Americans about ‘the consequences, even spiritual, of a vast and permanent arms industry”. He also talks about a “hostile ideology global in scope, atheistic in character, ruthless in purpose and insidious in method”. It could easily be interpreted as communism but he goes on to point out 2 problems he thinks are wrong with America. The ‘military industrial complex’ and ‘too much goverment funded research’. I too hate the militarization of America. This is what we’ve become since the end of WWII. Some paralells can be drawn between America today and France under Napoleon. The French Revolution was started by peasants storming the Bastille. After Napoleon took power the French tried conquering Europe and became the most hated people in Europe. Those that do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it. Those that do learn from history, (and or make it up) can repeat it as many times as possible. Napoleon said “History is a lie agreed upon”. What is June 6, 6 AM? (666)
Tuesday Sept 26 2023 – 7 PM – Went to laundromat Quincy Center. Went to Wal-Mart Avon. At Wal-Mart I bought: half gal International Delight Caramel Machiato, half gal Great Value orange juice, dozen eggs, Great Value bacon, Great Value roasted chicken strips, 2 pkgs Rice A Roni pilaf, 2 pkgs Pasta Salad, 12 pack Coka Cola, 6 pack Poland Spring water, chocolate cake mix, chocolate frosting, Crisco vegetable oil, Town House Crackers, Sociables crackers, Kens Steak House Greek dressing, 2 pkgs salad, 4 pack tuna fish, Stouffers Meat Lovers Laspagna, Marie Calendar Chicken Pot Pie, Pub Cheese, Feta cheese, I had exactly $82 when I went in and was expecting to pay cash. ‘They’ knew that. What don’t ‘they’ know? It came to $82.42. I had to use my debit card. This is my 2 cents on Taylor Swift. Pastuerized. Homogenized. State approved. Nazi art. Nuf Ced.
Wednesday Sept 27 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Orange juice I bought yesterday is no good.
Thursday Sept 28 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker. I’ve been looking for movies and documentaries on the Algerian Revolution (1954 to 1962). I want to see if the Algerians knew about synthetic telepathy and if they came up with strategy’s to fight it. It’s possible the IRA and British security services knew about it.
Friday Sept 29 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I bought a Flashforge Adventurer 4 Pro 3D printer. Spent the day learning how to use it. I can print my own small plastic parts for electronics projects. Like the pieces needed for the electrodes for the shock machine. Or bobbins for hand made transformers. I bought some bobbins from Amazon under the Uxcell brand name but why not make my own. I found an old catalog for Lodestone Pacific that has 1000’s of bobbins and kits. FYI
Saturday Sept 30 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Sunday Oct 1 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I’m still building my own shock machine. I’m having to make my own transformer and it’s becoming a problem. I’m going to look into a designers kit. I’ll bet that when soneone has an X-ray or MRI looking for an implant it doesn’t show up. Modern electronics all have some kind of software. Software can be designed to remove implants from the result. Or maybe doctors have implants. Or both.
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Updated Sept 25 2023
I’ve been building my own shock machine based on the same circuit I put in “Disconnecting People” with some minor changes. I’m running it at 12 volts instead of 9 so it can be powered by a car battery. I’m using BC547 for the 2 low power transistors because I didn’t have what’s called for. Instead of putting the output of the voltage multiplier directly onto the electrodes I’m charging a very large capacitor (Sangamo 240 uF 5000 volt mica) through a resistor. A relay circuit disconnects the capacitor from the charging circuit when it’s ready. The power delivered by the cap is regulated by another resistor placed in series with the positive electrode.
Below is the output of the astable multi-vibrator as shown on my Digilent PC based oscilloscope. It’s 2 square waves at about 1300 Hz 180 degrees out of phase. These square waves drive the power transistors. The rounding effect isn’t important. It starts about 9 volts where the circuit is supposed to be powered. I substituted 75 k resistors instead of 72 k because it’s a standard value. This may have contributed to the rounding.
To make the electrodes I cut a piece of copper sheet into a circle the size of a quarter. I then cut a small ‘pie’ shaped section out. I then formed the circle into a cone so it will protrude a small amount from where it’s mounted. I soldered a piece of 18 ga wire to the underneath of the cone and mounted it in some plastic. I attached the assembly to a piece of wood.
Below is the partially built machine mounted on a piece of wood.
In the movie “One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest” Jack Nicholsons character is given shock treatment. The electrodes are applied to his temples with conductive fluid and he’s has a mouthpiece to stop him from biting his tongue. I think this machine should use similar precautions but the electrodes should be further down. In front of or behind the ear maybe.
Diary
Sunday Sept 17 2023 – 8 PM – Went to Wal-Mart Quincy early. Came right back. Went to Burger King and Shaws in Braintree later. At Shaws I bought: 2 l Brisk Iced Tea, Starbucks Iced Mocha drink, Red Baron pepperoni pizza. Trying to prove there is a connection between Hinduism, Buddhism, Christianity and Ancient Egypt isn’t easy but here’s what I know. Albert Pike was a general in the confederate army during the American Civil War. He was born in Massachusetts and attended Harvard for a couple semesters before heading west. After the war he was at the top Southern Freemasonry. He wrote the book “Morals and Dogma” about Freemasonry. He also wrote “Worship and Deities As Mentioned In The Rig Veda”. The Rig Veda is to Hinduism what the bible is to Christianity. (pretty thin I know) Henry Steel Olcutt fought in the American Civil War. Later in life he traveled to India and helped Helena Blavatsky start the Theosophical Society. (getting thinner) I think these people knew American freedom was BS. Christianity is run by the same system as Hinduism except it has the illusion of freedom.
Monday Sept 18 2023 – – Stayed home all day. I’ve got a couple Aleister Crowley’s I may have never mentioned. The Summer Of Love happened in 1966 or 1967. Ground zero was the corner of Haight and Ashbury streets in San Francisco. (hate Ashbury or hate ass bury) Ashbury is a very English word. I think the Summer Of Love was actually genocide. People were lured there with the promise of a round the clock party but instead were systematically murdered. (the Zodiac killer ??) Anyone being ‘beamed’ into thousands of people around them is an Omega Man. It’s very easy to hate an Omega Man. (juded) or (jew) The Big Dig took place in Boston from around 1995 until 2010. (roughly) It was an enormous construction project. They built a new bridge over the harbor. When it came time to name it someone suggested the Leonard Zakim bridge after a famous Bostonian who ran the Anti Defamation League in Boston. The people in Charlestown objected and wanted it called the Bunker Hill bridge. They comprimised and called it the Zakim Bunker Hill bridge. ???
Tuesday Sept 19 2023 – ND – Went to Boston to get some exercise and distribute literature. Walked down Comm Ave from Harvad St to Kenmore Square. Stopped at Star Market Quincy on the way back. I bought: package store brand beef ravioli,, Spaghetti Sauce, store brand garlic bread, gal Arizona Iced Tea, gal whole milk, Hersheys chocolate syrup, 2 bottles Smart water, quarter of a watermelon, 2 oranges, Wise Barbecue potato chips, Goldfish crackers, package of 8 Premio Sweet Italian Sausage, large package store brand cinnamon buns, “The central bank is an institution of the most deadly hostility existing against the Principles and form of our Constitution. I am an Enemy to all banks discounting bills or notes for anything but Coin. If the American People allow private banks to control the issuance of their currency, first by inflation and then by deflation, the banks and corporations that will grow up around them will deprive the People of all their Property until their Children will wake up homeless on the continent their Fathers conquered.” Thomas Jefferson
Wednesday Sept 20 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Watched “The Stone Killer” with Charles Bronson. If you know what to look for it’s all the same thing. The very last line in this is “Reminds me of a picture of a Roman Circus, The lions are waiting and a page boy yells, Christians 5 minutes”.
Thursday Sept 21 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker.
Friday Sept 22 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Saturday Sept 23 2023 – 7 PM – Went to Thomas Crane library Quincy Center. Continued to Stop & Shop and Wal-Mart Weymouth. At Stop & Shop I bought: Starbucks Iced Caramel Machiato, Turkey Hill Iced Tea, DiGoirnos 3 Meat Pizza, store brand french toast, maple syrup, store brand Italian sub, I suffered from excrutiating pain for 30 years. No one ever bothered to help. It was diagnosed as mental illness. The only symptom is pain. You don’t have high blood pressure, nothings broken, you’re not bleeding, just pain. I’ve come to believe it was related to smoking. Some sort of metal was put in my cigarettes. Inhalation is a faster more effective way to get metal into the blood stream than eating. Eventually it gets into the brain where it causes excrutiating pain. I quit smoking in 1986 after 15 years. It took another 15 or so to wear off. Today, I am a zombie because I can never get all the ‘crap’ out of my system. Which is to say the ‘crap’ out of my crap. ‘The problem’ has to depend on ingestion only. My bowel is always painful. I am a zombie because metal is not digestable by a human..Chelation is a medical procedure for removing metal from the human body. The biggest problem is getting it out of the brain. You don’t need chelation to fix bowel problems, you must stop eating metal infused food. It is possible to order the medication over the counter but it’s dangerous. It should be supervised by a doctor. I believe my brain is not completely free from metal but its much better.
Sunday Sept 24 2023 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. Had to throw away some Reeses Peanut Butter Cups I bought at Wal-Mart yesterday. I believe thhe American Revolution didn’t free anyone and there is no way this could have continued for almost 250 yrars unless everyone at the top was in on it. It is what it is and I will never do anything to help those responsible. Blow it up! There’s nothing here for me.
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Updated Sept 18 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Sunday Sept 10 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. When I go to Boston I usually distribute literature. Lately I’ve been distributing my own writing “Disconnecting People”. It can be downloaded from this website but I think the internet is censored so to make sure someone sees it I pass it around in person.”Disconnecting People” has a couple of my ideas for disabling neural implants. One of them I’ve been working on at home as well. It’s the same idea as a medical electro convulsive therapy machine used by psychiatrists. They use one in the movie “One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest”. ‘A little dab il do ya……..’ A similar idea is used in the movie “Robot Overlords”. Some kids discover they can disable their chip by shocking themselves with a car battery. My idea steps up the voltage of a car battery with a voltage multiplier circuit to charge a very large capacitor. Once the capacitor is charged the battery is disconnevted for safety reasons then the capacitor is discharged through the person by means of electrodes. It would require placing the electrodes lower on the head than the “One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest” scene. It would not destroy any chips under the skin placed by sub cutaneous surgery. These would have to be dealt with separately. It might be possible to locate them by feeling around and just breaking them with a very small hammer.
Monday Sept 11 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I’ve seen the Watchtower Bible and Tract Society at the T in Quincy Center a couple times.
Tuesday Sept 12 2023 – ND – Went to Quincy Center. Came right back.
Wednesday Sept 13 2023 – 7 PM – Went to Stop & Shop Brockton for food. Left about noon got back about 3. I bought: pkg of Alfredo Chicken Parmesan, 4 C Parmesan Cheese, store brand Whoopi Pies, pkg Klondike bars, Jax cheese puffs, 2 pkgs Hostess Donettes, Starbucks Caramel Machiato, 2 bottles Polar Seltzer, 2 bottles Poland Spring water, bottle Snapple Iced Tea, Watched “Missing” with Sissy Spacek and Jack Lemmon. On Sept 11 1973 (sometimes referred to as ‘The other Sept 11’) Augusto Pinochet seized control of Chile. In the following months he executed all opposition with the help of ‘The Chicago Boys’, a group of economists associated with the University Of Chicago. This movie doesn’t focus on them but presents evidence that the American military was also involved. Spacek is married to Lemmons son. He disappears a couple days after the coup. They spend a couple months lookng for him only to discover he was executed a few days after being detained. During their investigation they run into all kinds of Americans who say they were involved.
Thursday Sept 14 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker. Re-watched “The Serpent and the Rainbow” with Bill Pullman. Pullman plays a researcher trying to discover the drug used by Voodoo preists to create zombies. A drug company in Boston wants to know. All anyone has to do is follow me when I go grocery shopping and buy what I buy.
Friday Sept 15 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. My opinion is the human race is not worth saving. The human race deserves the church. (people get the government they deserve) I wouldn’t leave this world a pile of my shit if I could stop it from coming out when I die. When you get what you want you can grind me up and flush me down the toilet.
Saturday Sept 16 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Western civilization is not a case of cream rising to the top. It’s more like turds float. “Advertisements are the only truth to be found in newpapers” Thomas Jefferson
Sunday Sept 17 2023 – 8 PM – Went to Wal-Mart Quincy early. Came right back. Went to Burger King and Shaws in Braintree later. At Shaws I bought: 2 l Brisk Iced Tea, Starbucks Iced Mocha drink, Red Baron pepperoni pizza. Trying to prove there is a connection between Hinduism, Buddhism, Christianity and Ancient Egypt isn’t easy but here’s what I know. Albert Pike was a general in the confederate army during the American Civil War. He was born in Massachusetts and attended Harvard for a couple semesters before heading west. After the war he was at the top Southern Freemasonry. He wrote the book “Morals and Dogma” about Freemasonry. He also wrote “Worship and Deities As Mentioned In The Rig Veda”. The Rig Veda is to Hinduism what the bible is to Christianity. (pretty thin I know) Henry Steel Olcutt fought in the American Civil War. Later in life he traveled to India and helped Helena Blavatsky start the Theosophical Society. (getting thinner) I think these people knew American freedom was BS. Christianity is run by the same system as Hinduism except it has the illusion of freedom.
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Updated Sept 11 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Sunday Sept 3 2023 – ND – Went to Boston. Didn’t stay long. Listened to the Red Sox game. They’re in Kansas City. The announcers said they visited the Frank James museum and one of the banks he robbed. The Liberty Bank. ??? Frank James was Jesse James brother. He lived until 1915. He was tried several times and acquitted. The announcer said he was a biblical scholar. He went to jail during the day and went home at night like a 9 to 5 job. There was a Rock N Roll band The James Gang. They released 3 really good albums. Joe Walsh then left and joined the Eagles. There’s something wrong with the James gang story. I don’t know what it is. Maybe they were all ‘dogs’. (“All go in time to see the Lord Jesus…………..” Queen – 1973) Every knee must bend.
Monday Sept 4 2023 – ND – Went to Mom’s for lunch. Bought some Chinese and went to her place. Last week I started watching something on channel 2 about Northern Ireland titled “Once Upon A Time In Northern Ireland: Do Paramilitaries Lie Awake At Night”. It was pretty good but I didn’t watch much. Yesterday I went to archive org and searched for ‘the troubles’ and got a slew of documentaries.
Tuesday Sept 5 2023 – 9 PM – Went to Boston, walked down Comm Ave. How do you get a country thats 70 % Protestant to build the Popes new Phoenix? Have them believe it’s the New World Order.
Wednesday Sept 6 2023 – ND – Went to Boston again. Walked down Huntington Ave to Stop & Shop Brigham Circle. Have you noticed that the media now uses the term ‘migrant’ instead of illegal alien? Ilegal alien has that nasty word ‘illegal’ that has a negative connotation. We no longer fight the invasion but then again did we ever? How many times did congress grant amnesty? Americans join the military to fight for ‘freedom’. Or maybe it’s because there’s nothing for anyone to do here. Buffalo Soldiers. ‘Migrants’ are exploited as cheap labor in fast food restaurants. The fast food industry wouldn’t exist without cheap labor. A restaurant, or retailing in general, is something almost anyone can do and be good at. But we need a strong military to fight for ‘freedom’. (“God wants chain stores………….” “What God Wants” Roger Waters – 1995)
Thursday Sept 7 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I have a policy when it comes to the cops. Never get involved with the cops. When it comes to the voices in their heads or anything else they choose the voices. This makes them very dangerous. So let me tell you what happened yesterday. On the way home I got to Park St about noon. Got a red line train to Braintree about quarter past. I looked at my phone to see when the next 230 bus out of Quincy was leaving. About 1 PM. I knew I wouldn’t make it and I was right. Pulled into Quincy Center just in time to miss it. Way to go red line. I looked at my phone again and the 230 going the other way out of Braintree station was due in about 10 minutes. 2 stops. Couldn’t pull it off. I was a little mad but should have expected it. This faggotty ass old white guy followed me out of the station. (priest) They had been following me all day. (The catholic preist sex abuse scandal is a cover story) Anyway. If I was mad enough he would have come up and said something to see if I would quit. He didn’t but it would have gone something like, “How bout that T heh and the drivers were black”. I have a policy when it comes to the T. Never get involved with the T because when it comes to the voices in their heads or anything elese they choose the voices. But why do you bring it up faggotty ass old white guy? Divide and conquer? This is why I should have expected it. I know I know, I’m making it up. Ya know, there are places that manufacture neural implants. Neuro Nexus Tech for one. Get rid of them, then unplug everyone and ‘they’ would have a real problem. Watched “Outsider” with Patrick Quinn and Sterling Hayden. Quinn is an American who joins the IRA. The IRA uses him for political reasons and fund raising. The movie paints a very ugly picture of the IRA. In the end Quinn destroys a phone booth trying to get out of it. ???
Friday Sept 8 2023 – 11 PM – Stayed home all day. Everything I bought at Stop & Shop the other day has some kind of crap in it. Threw most of it away.
Saturday Sept 9 2023 – ND – Went to Stop & Shop North Quincy. I bought: large package yesterdays fried chicken, 1 gal Arizona Iced Tea, Snyders Pretzel Rods, marked down cake, Ben & Jerrys, salad kit, watermelon, Del Monte Pineapple slices, Del Monte pear halves, Frosted Flakes, store brand orange juice, Spent a lot of time during the week watching documentaries about the troubles in Northern Ireland. One was about Fred Scappatinni. (Italian ??) Scappatinni was very high up in the IRA. He was in charge of taking care of informers. It turned out he was an informer. In the 1980’s the IRA re-organized. They created 4 man cells that operated completely independently of all others. Well thats how I understood it. With that I re-watched “The Battle Of Algiers”, an award winning foreign film made in 1966. It’s about the Algierian resistance to French rule in the 1950’s. The resistance formed itself in a very unique way. Several people at the top called themselves the (I forget the name). Each person choose 2 other people to join. This continued until there was enough people to fight. The trick is everyone involved only had the names of 3 others. The person who choose them and the 2 they choose. They didn’t have the names of anyone else. All communication was done in writing and passed by hand between the people who knew each other. Supposedly the French broke the organization through torture. What do you need torture for if you have synthetic telepathy? Maybe they didn’t want anyone to know they had ST? (“The truth is Winston, even if we caught Goldstein himself he could not provide us with a list of his followers ……..such a list does not exist. In the face of the thought police the followers of Goldstein cannot collectively organize a resistance” – ‘1984’ – George Orwell)
Sunday Sept 10 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. When I go to Boston I usually distribute literature. Lately I’ve been distributing my own writing “Disconnecting People”. It can be downloaded from this website but I think the internet is censored so to make sure someone sees it I pass it around in person.”Disconnecting People” has a couple of my ideas for disabling neural implants. One of them I’ve been working on at home as well. It’s the same idea as a medical electro convulsive therapy machine used by psychiatrists. They use one in the movie “One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest”. ‘A little dab il do ya……..’ A similar idea is used in the movie “Robot Overlords”. Some kids discover they can disable their chip by shocking themselves with a car battery. My idea steps up the voltage of a car battery with a voltage multiplier circuit to charge a very large capacitor. Once the capacitor is charged the battery is disconnevted for safety reasons then the capacitor is discharged through the person by means of electrodes. It would require placing the electrodes lower on the head than the “One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest” scene. It would not destroy any chips under the skin placed by sub cutaneous surgery. These would have to be dealt with separately. It might be possible to locate them by feeling around and just breaking them with a very small hammer.
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Updated Sept 5 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Saturday Aug 26 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Why did Hitler put Jehovah’s Witnesses on the list of people to be exterminated?
Sunday Aug 27 2023 – ND – Went to Boston. Got off T at Broadway. Walked to Boston Common. Mingled with tourists for a couple hours. Went food shopping on the way back. Star Market Quincy Center. Bought: carton International Delight Caramel Machiato, package store brand pancake mix, maple syrup, breakfast sausage, package of 2 stuffed Chicken Breast, family sized package frozen broccoli, Premium Saltine Mini’s, quarter of a watermelon marked down, 2 l Sprite, 6 pack Snapple Iced Tea,
Monday Aug 28 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Tuesday Aug 29 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. For the longest time I have been looking for a documentary I saw about a motorcycle gang from the South Bronx called the Chinga Lings. I thought it was fascinating Everybody in the group had to learn how to keep a razor blade in their mouth as a weapon. Today I spent some time on archive dot org looking for it. I searched for ‘Weekend With Lloyd Dobyns” or ‘Linda Ellerbee’ or ‘NBC White Paper’. Couldn’t find it. It was a long time ago. I found a page with videos by Michael Aldrich. I’m not sure who he is. I downloaded some stuff with Jello Biafra. He was the lead singer (or guitarist) with The Dead Kennedy’s a punk band. He has a lot of interesting things to say. I also re-watched “Police State 4” by Alex Jones.
Wednesday Aug 30 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Re-watched a couple documentaries on David Koresh and the Waco siege. Koresh was a Seventh Day Adventist, an offshoot of the Jehovahs Witnesses and The Watchtower Bible and Tract Society. (or maybe they were offshoots of the Adventists ???) Anyway they focused on the apolcalypse. There’s a lot of potential ‘Aliester Crowleys’ in this.
Thursday Aug 31 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I think there are a lot of people like me in India, in fact I think there are millions. The untouchables are the lowest class in India. The Brahmans (priests) are the top class. I think they ‘chickenshit’ people just like catholic and voodoo prieists. I think the Hindu Caste system is a link to Ancient Egypt.
Friday Sept 1 2023 – ND – Went to Boston to distribute literature. Left early got back late. Trying to put off food shopping as long as I can. I’m in real need of going to the bathroom and getting some sleep.
Saturday Sept 2 2023 – ND – Went back to Boston. Stayed as long as I could. Stopped at Target Comm Ave and bought a box of spaghetti some cheese and a 4 pack of Starbucks Mocha drink. Still got sick. Can’t figure out where it came from. I forgot to buy water for the pasta so I distilled some tap water. While still in Boston I was reminded about the water. Walking past a woman on Bromfied St with a dog and a very small blue water bowl. A couple at the Park St T. (can’t remember exactly) A couple others. The problem began after drinking one of the Starbucks. ??? Thats another thing. The tamper seal on Starbucks drinks doesn’t extend over the cap. It’s useless. It’s been like that for years every where I go.
Sunday Sept 3 2023 – ND – Went to Boston. Didn’t stay long. Listened to the Red Sox game. They’re in Kansas City. The announcers said they visited the Frank James museum and one of the banks he robbed. The Liberty Bank. ??? Frank James was Jesse James brother. He lived until 1915. He was tried several times and acquitted. The announcer said he was a biblical scholar. He went to jail during the day and went home at night like a 9 to 5 job. There was a Rock N Roll band The James Gang. They released 3 really good albums. Joe Walsh then left and joined the Eagles. There’s something wrong with the James gang story. I don’t know what it is. Maybe they were all ‘dogs’. (“All go in time to see the Lord Jesus…………..” Queen – 1973) Every knee must bend.
Monday Sept 4 2023 – ND – Went to Mom’s for lunch. Bought some Chinese and went to her place. Last week I started watching something on channel 2 about Northern Ireland titled “Once Upon A Time In Northern Ireland: Do Paramilitaries Lie Awake At Night”. It was pretty good but I didn’t watch much. Yesterday I went to archive org and searched for ‘the troubles’ and got a slew of documentaries.
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Updated Aug 28 2023
Diary
Saturday Aug 19 2023 – ND – Returned videos to Quincy. Continued to Boston. Got off at Broadway. Walked down Harrison Ave through Chinatown to Boston Common. Ate practically nothing all day. I haven’t seen the Watchtower Bible and Tract Society in a week or so.
Sunday Aug 20 2023 – 7 PM – Went to Avon Wal-Mart. Came right back but it took 4 hrs. At Wal-Mart I bought: Floridas Natural Strawberry Lemonade, Starbucks Caramel Machiato, Red Baron pizza, Ben Jerrys, donuts. I can be a one trick pony, but whatever. There are some people who blame Roosevelt for WW II and others who blame Churchill. History blames Hitler mostly. I think it took an organization with a global presence to ensure that everything came together as it did. Hitler, Tojo, Mussolinni assuming power. Civil war in China. I think that no one leader of a country can be blamed for the entire thing. No one person could have stopped it. They were all cogs in the machine.
Monday Aug 21 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Tuesday Aug 22 2023 – ND – Went to Boston. Did food shopping at Stop & Shop South Bay. I bought: 4 pack baking potatoes, Lloyd’s Pork Ribs 2 to 3 lbs, Stop & Shop orange juice, Hi C Tropical Punch drink mix, 2 bottles Brisk Ice Tea, 2 marked down Italian Ice, Backman Pretzels, Cinnamon Toast Crunch, 8 pack Aquafina water, I’ve come up with a guess about the Watchtower Bible and Tract Society. They go after people like me who are being harassed but instead of justice they only offer safety.
Wednesday Aug 23 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Thursday Aug 24 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Aspire worker didn’t show up. Got no sleep.
Friday Aug 25 2023 – ND – Went food shopping Stop & Shop Weymouth. Bought: 2 pkgs Stop & Shop American Blend Salad, Presidents Feta crumbles, Newmans Own Greek dressing, Snapple Half & Half Tea Lemonade, 2 cans tuna, Stop & Shop brand Buffalo Chicken Pizza,
Saturday Aug 26 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Why did Hitler put Jehohah’s Witnesses on the list of people to be exterminated?
Sunday Aug 27 2023 – ND – Went to Boston. Got off T at Broadway. Walked to Boston Common. Mingled with tourists for a couple hours. Went food shopping on the way back. Star Market Quincy Center. Bought: carton International Delight Caramel Machiato, package store brand pancake mix, maple syrup, breakfast sausage, package of 2 stuffed Chicken Breast, family sized package frozen broccoli, Premium Saltine Mini’s, quarter of a watermelon marked down, 2 l Sprite, 6 pack Snapple Iced Tea,
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Updated Aug 21 2023
Diary
Saturday Aug 12 2023 – ND – Walked to Quincy Center to get some exercise. Stopped at library and went food shopping at Star Market. I bought: 2 pkgs Dole American mix salad, marked down Feta Cheese crumbles, Kens Steak House Greek dressing, 2 cans Chicken Of The Sea tuna, store brand onion bagels, Lucerne Cream Cheese, 2 bottles Polar Root Beer, 2 l Brisk Iced Tea, Ocean Spray Cran Grape 6 pack.
Sunday Aug 13 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day.
Monday Aug 14 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Tuesday Aug 15 2023 – – Went to Quincy Center to return videos. Got more. Surfed web a litlle. Went food shopping at Hingham Stop & Shop I bought: package of whoopi pies, package cinnamon buns, Tyson frozen chicken breast strips, Au Gratin potatoes, Rice a Roni, 2 l Pepsi, bottle Snapple Iced Tea, Poland Spring water, gal whole milk, Hersheys chocolate syrup, party sized bag Wise potato chips, medley of frozen cauliflower, broccoli and carrots, Got back about 2.
Wednesday Aug 16 2023 – 7PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “Marooned” with Gregory Peck and Gene Hackman. It’s about a NASA mission that experiences a system failure and has to be rescued. Released a year before the Apollo 13 disaster it’s this sort of thing that makes me wonder if some historical events are actually what I call ‘Aliester Crowleys’. They were done intentionally by people trying to say something. World Trade is a 911 emergency. Have you ever seen documentaries on the number of war games being staged on Sept 11 that were exactly like what happened? Dozens. A few years later in London the same thing happened. I recently watched a documentary about World Trade Center building 7. It also collapsed but was not hit by a plane. It’s a numbers thing, 13 is unlucky and 7 is lucky!! Makes me wonder if everyone that goes into the military ends up hearing voices and doesn’t like it.
Thursday Aug 17 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Met wiith Aspire worker.
Friday Aug 18 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Saturday Aug 19 2023 – ND – Returned videos to Quincy. Continued to Boston. Got off at Broadway. Walked down Harrison Ave through Chinatown to Boston Common. Ate practically nothing all day. I haven’t seen the Watchtower Bible and Tract Society in a week or so.
Sunday Aug 20 2023 – 7 PM – Went to Avon Wal-Mart. Came right back but it took 4 hrs. At Wal-Mart I bought: Floridas Natural Strawberry Lemonade, Starbucks Caramel Machiato, Red Baron pizza, Ben Jerrys, donuts. I can be a one trick pony, but whatever. There are some people who blame Roosevelt for WW II and others who blame Churchill. History blames Hitler mostly. I think it took an organization with a global presence to ensure that everything came together as it did. Hitler, Tojo, Mussolinni assuming power. Civil war in China. I think that no one leader of a country can be blamed for the entire thing. No one person could have stopped it. They were all cogs in the machine.
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Updated Aug 14 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Rock N Roll Ave
Diary
Sunday Aug 6 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I believe in equality. I hate everyone. I get treated like dirt by most people because someone else asks them to. This is your life Phil Nute. I am not going to take sides in the racism debate in this country. It’s a high wire act over a mind field in a wind storm. Everyone in this country has a pot of boiling water in their heads ready to throw it at some one. I don’t have any answers I have my own problem. The human race. Anyway. “Billions for defense, not a penny for tribute”. I don’t know who said that but even Roman emperors paid tribute when it was necessary. The chicken little that cried wolf. They have been sending death threat signals for over 10 years. Personally I don’t care either way. My life is ruined. If you want my blogs taken down take me to court. Then YOU take them down.
Monday Aug 7 2023 – 7 PM – Went to Stop & Shop early. Came right back. I bought: half gal Stop & Shop orange juice, gal Arizona iced tea, half gal International Delight Iced Coffee Mocha, 2 l Coke, package Whoopi Pies, Friendlys Ice Cream sandwiches, Stop & Shop Thin Spaghetti, Romano cheese, quarter of a watermelon, Red Baron Meat Lovers Pizza, Cheeze It’s, Swiss Rolls, eggs , Stop & Shop brand Hickory Bacon, The chickenshit duluor is extra nasty. And it’ in everything. Or so it seems I can’ figure out where it’s coming from. A couple weeks ago the water pressure in my apartment halfed. But I can’t tell if it’s the problem. My clothed are making me sick which leads me to believe it’s the water. The washer dryer is next to my apartment. Anyone has access. I ate absolutely nothing from 2 PM Saturday until 12 noon today and still I feel like crap. On Saturday I didn’t eat much. A slice of pizza from New York Pizza downtown and a root beer (Badger Cleaning Services and Blue Hill Towing) , a frozen chocolate from Dunkin Maverick Square, a Dunkin Mocha and Gatorade from CVS downtown. That was all I had from 2 PM Friday. Managed to go to the bathroom but my sleep is non existant. If it is the water my clothes are ruined my bed is ruined and my chair. I just saw a politcal ad for someone named Nikki Haley and the gist of it was “Stop Chinese Tyranny”. Here’s my take on China. China is a country run by a system of state capitalism where most people think it’s communism. The United States is a country run by state capitalism where most people think it’s freedom and democracy. The New World Order fixes this. Everyone will know it’s state capitalism. Freedom isn’t free. Revolution isn’t free. The cost of freedom is eternal vigilance. No printing money without representation. If the people at the bottom ever gain a measure of control they will always need to be suspicious of the people at the top. The class struggle is never over. There is no permanent solution. “Levon wears his war wound like crown………..” Elton John – China holds most of our debt. “He was born a pauper to a pawn on a Christmas day”
Tuesday Aug 8 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day.
Wednesday Aug 9 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “After The Fox” with Peter Sellers. The story is very similar to “The Italian Job” with Micheal Caine made a few years later. Good movie but the latter was better.
Thursday Aug 10 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Met with Aspire worker.
Friday Aug 11 2023 – ND – Went to Wal-Mart Avon. Came right back.
Saturday Aug 12 2023 – ND – Walked to Quincy Center to get some exercise. Stopped at library and went food shopping at Star Market. I bought: 2 pkgs Dole American mix salad, marked down Feta Cheese crumbles, Kens Steak House Greek dressing, 2 cans Chicken Of The Sea tuna, store brand onion bagels, Lucerne Cream Cheese, 2 bottles Polar Root Beer, 2 l Brisk Iced Tea, Ocean Spray Cran Grape 6 pack.
Sunday Aug 13 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day.
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Updated August 7 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Saturday July 29 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. A while ago I proposed some economic alternatives that would put power in the hands of the people at the bottom, one of which was electronic paycheck. I haven’t thought this through so I would like to clarify. The idea is to nullify the need to mint coins and print money. You can never expect a small group of people to do the right thing with this power. A better system would have no one in charge. An example. The Great Depression began in Oct 1929 when the stock market crashed. Every history book blames it on a credit bubble. Too much buying done on credit. The depression lasted at least 4 years. Logically it makes no sense. All of the factories were still there. All the resources such as iron ore and oil were still there. All the men that ran the factories were still there. Why couldn’t they fix a credit bubble without causing so much pain? They didn’t want to is my answer. If there isn’t enough money in circulation the employers can’t pay employees. It’s as simple as that. They popped the credit bubble and used it as an excuse to not print money. Even Milton Friedman (who I’m no fan of) admitted the Great Depression was a scam. With electronic paycheck no one would be depending on people to print money. While it doesn’t necessarily help to control the exspansion and contraction of the supply like I said it nullifies the need to print or mint money.
Sunday July 30 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Why I don’t like Milton Friedman. He was associated with the University of Chicago. (“My Alma Matter Is A Moral Cesspool”) Friedman and his ‘Chicago Boys’ helped Augusto Pinochet in Chile after he deposed the freely elected government of Allende in 1973. His techniques for creating economic chaos were used to justify the police state. The University of Chicago has been at the center of 20 th century news. The U of C was started by John Rockefeller. Like the land under the New York UN building it’s the gift that keeps on taking. (insert sarcasm here) The U of C pioneered pedagogy. The science of teaching. I think the controversy “Why Johnny Can’t Read” was concocted and perpetrated by the media for no other reason than to concentrate power in a small number of hands. It’s the American way to beleive that one person knows better than many. (tongue in cheek) I think I was taught by hippies or ex-hippies who knew a lot about what was going on. I graduated in 1975. The “Johnny Can’t Read” campaign began in the 1980’s. Teachers hands are tied by state control. The teacher hiring process is controlled. The first nuclear chain reaction took place there so you could say they’re responsible for the atomic bomb.
Monday July 31 2023 – ND – Went to Boston to get some exercise and distribute literature. Got off T at South Station, walked to Aquarium, got on Blue line to Maverick, walked around East Boston got back on T and went to Boston Public Library Copley Square. Got back around 2. Did not eat or drink anything. Seriously need to sleep and go to the bathroom. I think it was Karl Marx who said “The class struggle is a political struggle”. I don’t know what side Marx was on. I think the class struggle should be fought with economics. Politics is philosophy (sort of), if you can’t fight a system that says it’s religious but is not religious with religion politics is the same thing. Capitalism has been described as creative destruction. A person invents a widget that replaces people for the purpose of making money for the rich. Creative destruction can work for almost anybody. Come up with a widget that replaces an entire industry and you take down rich people. Creative destruction can cause endless chaos. Chaos good, control bad. Take The Money And Run
Tuesday Aug 1 2023 – – Went to Weymouth. Columbian Square. The old neighborhood. Walked to the cemetery on Pond St. My father and sister are there. Took a couple pictures and left. Stopped at Starbucks in front of Pleasant Shops Mall. The same place I went everyday from 2008 until 2014 when I left Weymouth. Recognized some of the people. The minute I walked in they disappeared into the back room. Phil’s ‘stinkin thinkin’ is in the house! Just like old times. As I left someone was taking a picture of a plaque on the wall. Just like the cemetery. ??? Went to Stop & Shop on the way back. I bought: Natures Promise roasted chicken., Stop & Shop 2 l Cola, Stop & Shop Whoopi Pies, plastic package of Dole Baby Spinach, Stop & Shop brand Iced Tea mix, International Delight Iced Coffee Caramel Machiato, Stop & Shop brand English Muffins, Smuckers Grape Jelly, 12 pack Poland Spring water, Party Size package Lays potato chips, package Chicken flavored Rice a Roni. I think the TV sends me messages. It doesn’t talk to me per se it sends personalized messages. I think a lot of it is generated by AI computers and I’m the only one who sees it. In a world of digital broadcasting and/or transmission this is possible. I think it’s making death threats. Here’s the breakdown. There is a song by Soundgarden titled “Rusty Cage”. I think it’s about someone like me trapped in a surveillance cage too long. About a year ago Alec Baldwin was filming a movie “Rust” somewhere out west when he shot someone accidentally on set. She was the cinematographer and she was killed. I dabble in photography so the inference is someones going to shoot me. Pres Biden has a son Hunter Biden. (as in deer hunter ??) He left the Navy with a dishonorable discharge so he’s a felon. ?? Currently he is under indictment for income tax evasion. He has been convicted in the past for firearms. He has problems ?? with someone named ‘archer’. (as in arrows ??) Elon Musk is the richest person in the world. He recently bought Twitter and is re-branding it. He got rid of the little bird and replaced it with an ‘X’. Whenever I see an ‘X’ on a building I think it’s about to be torn down. So Musk put a large ‘X’ on some building in San Francisco and was ordered to remove it for numerous reasons. Killing me would have been mercy 50 years ago. If you had a pittance of a thousandth of an ounce of humanity left you would have done it already. I understand there’s no moving on. I lost a long time ago. Even if you ‘fucked off’ and stopped my abilty to socialize with people is non existant. For me trying to socialize now is like an old dog teaching himself new tricks. Ain’t gonna happen. You are the aggressor not me. It’s your ballgame. I gave you your options as long ago as 2009. Fuck off or finish it off. Nothing has changed.
Wednesday Aug 2 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I don’t know why I think of these things so early in the morning but whatever. There are 2 (and possibly a third) made inthe 1930’s about the same subject. “The Private Life Of Henry VIII” and “The Private Life Of Don Juan”. I think the point of the movies is they have no private life. In “Pride And Prejudice” it is mentioned that women could not inherit or own property in England. The book is set in the late 1700’s. I think the policy continued into the 1800’s. How is it that 2 of Henry VIII’s daughters held the throne of England and Queen Victoria ruled for almost 70 years? My answer to that is there is an organzation on this planet that thumbs it’s nose at the law.
Thursday Aug 3 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I ride the MBTA a lot. In the past year or so I’ve noticed these people with signs that say “Free Bible Lessons” or “When Will Suffering End”. They hand out information. There’s usually 2 or 3 together. They are almost always at the Quincy Center T and Copley Square but I’ve also seen them on Boston Common and the Braintree T. I think they’re either Jehovahs Witnesses or The Watchtower Bible And Track Society. Jehovahs Witnesses have a long history of secrecy and it has something to do with the end of the world. The Watchtower Bible And Track Society was started in the mid 1800’s. It’s also apolcalyptic. (I think) I think my story is not unique. I think it’s happened to millions of people. I wonder if these groups follow people like me and document what goes on.
Friday Aug 4 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Jehovahs Witnesses and The Watchtower Bible And Track Society are off shoots of the adventist movement that began in the 19 th century. David Koresh and the people who died in Waco TX were also adventists. Watched “Black Klansman” a Spike Lee film. At the very beginning someone from the KKK is giving a hate filled speech about a conspiracy against white protestants in America. Lets say for the sake of argument there is a conspiracy against WASP’s. (my personal opinion is the genocide is against anyone at the bottom) Why wouldn’t you play up the genocide as being a victim instead of spewing a lot of hate? Why wouldn’t you mobilize your forces against the killing? All the world loves a victim, all the world hates a hate monger. Eugenics was a movement among intellectuals in the late 19 th century. It continued well into the 20 th century. It targeted anyone they thought was feeble minded. (juded ?)
Saturday Aug 5 2023 – 7 PM – Went to East Boston to get some exercise and distribute literature. Got off T at South Station, walked to Aquarium, got on Blue Line for free, Got off at Maverick, walked down other side of Sumner St, got back on Blue Line, got off at Bowdain, walked to Boston Common, hung around a while came home. FINALLY went to the bathroom. (I know how you were worried about that) I’m still thinking about “Black Klansman”. I have one observation that applies to everyone in the Klan and everyone in any black revolutionary groups. They’re all bourgeois revolutionaries. They complain about social conditions or injustice for their group but at the end of the day they go to a warm house or apartment and a hot meal and a shower. Real change happens when there are millions of people homeless hungry cold and wet. I think racism in America would disappear if it were just left alone. The Ku Klux Klan died at least once since the 1860’s. Why won’t it die now? My answer is the people at the top don’t want that. I think we’re all being manipulated. As fossil fuels run out more people will become real revolutionaries and the animosity will take over.
Sunday Aug 6 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I believe in equality. I hate everyone. I get treated like dirt by most people because someone else asks them to. This is your life Phil Nute. I am not going to take sides in the racism debate in this country. It’s a high wire act over a mind field in a wind storm. Everyone in this country has a pot of boiling water in their heads ready to throw it at some one. I don’t have any answers I have my own problem. The human race. Anyway. “Billions for defense, not a penny for tribute”. I don’t know who said that but even Roman emperors paid tribute when it was necessary. The chicken little that cried wolf. They have been sending death threat signals for over 10 years. Personally I don’t care either way. My life is ruined. If you want my blogs taken down take me to court. Then YOU take them down.
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Updated July 31 2023
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The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
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Friday July 21 2023 – ND – Went to Boston to get some exercise and distribute literature. Walked around seaport and Boston common. Stopped at Star Market Quincy on the way back. Bought 2l Coke, 2 l Brisk Iced Tea, Delight Caramel Machiato, Kayem Beef hot dogs, hot dog buns, mustard, relish, Jax cheese puffs, Hersheys Caramel sauce, store brand tator tots, Frito Lay Fritos, and gal Poland Spring water. Coke is bad. When the Russian Pale of Settlement was closed in 1917 it left a lot of ‘juded’ people free to go where they want. I think this was a reason for the Treaty of Versailles to be written as it was. It is a known fact the the Versailles treaty was largely responsible for WW II. National Socialism has also been described as anti-semetic nationalism. WW II was needed to rid the world of ‘free’ juded people.
Saturday July 22 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Watched “The Klansman” with Lee Marvin and Richard Burton. An early version of “Mississippi Burning”. These movies get me thinking about the history of the KKK. The original KKK grew out of the ashes of the Civil War. White people were trying to maintain control in areas where there were large black populations. I can guess at a couple other reasons. Whenever you create a group of people with no rights what so ever you create another group who will ‘walk all over’ them. It was inconceivable to some in the South that they had to treat black people differently. Slavery existed in many parts of the world at that time and it ended very slowly. In America it ended abruptly. If it had been more gradual the KKK probably wouldn’t have had that many members. Which brings me to the revival of the Klan in 1915. Race relations had improved in the South by 1915. It wasn’t perfect but it was better. The second KKK doesn’t make a lot of sense. The revival was almost as abrupt as the end of slavery and was timed with the movie “Birth Of A Nation”. Birth of the media contolled nation. Divide and conquer. Never let a division die. If it works once do it again.
Sunday July 23 2023 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. Re-watched “Reds” starring Warren Beauty and Diane Keaton. I wanted to find information on the closing of the Russian Pale of Settlement. “Reds” is about Jack Reed an American journalist who covered the Bolshevic Revolution. He wrote a book titled “Ten Days That Shook The World”. The Bolshevic Revolution wasn’t expected. It led to the Russians withdrawing from WW I in 1917. I wanted to know if it was the Czar who closed the pale or Lenin.
Monday July 24 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Turns out the Pale of Settlement was officially closed several weeks after the Czar abdicated in Feb or March of 1917. It was closed by the new assembly created by the Provisional government but it’s de facto closing is considered 1915 when the Germans invaded. I’ve given up on “The Devils Dairy”, I wasn’t learning anything new. I’m now reading “Ten Days That Shook The World” by John (Jack) Reed.
Tuesday July 25 2023 – ND – Stayed home most of the day waiting for Aspire housing. Showed up around 2:30. Went to Wal-Mart Avon after. Came right back.
Wednesday July 26 2023 – ND – Went to lunch with Mom. TGI Fridays Braintree. Her 98 th birthday. Re-watched “iRobot” with Will Smith and “Robot Overlords”. “iRobot” is set in Chicago in the year 2035. There are as many robots as people. The robots are guided by 3 laws. A robot engineer discovers there is a flaw in the laws that will lead to revolution. Not a bad movie. “Robot Overlords” is an English movie. I don’t know who’s in it. The earth is invaded by robots from outer space. They quickly ‘chip’ everyone and demand people stay indoors. A couple kids discover you can shock yourself with a car battery and disable the ‘chip’. One thing leads to another. Good movie.
Thursday July 27 2023 – ND – Met with Aspire worker. Went food shopping after. Dollar Tree and Star Market Quincy Center. At Dollar Tree bought: 3 L Stars Stripes Root Beer, Sugar cookies and Brimms White Ceddar Popcorn (bad) and at Star Market bought: $6 package day old chicken pieces, 2 cans of corn, Hood chocolate milk, Hersheys chocolate syrup, 1 gal distilled water, 1 gal Arizona Half & Half Tea Lemonade, store brand butter pecan ice cream, Goldfish crackers, frozen orange juice, store brand breakfast sausage, Pearl Milling complete pancake mix, 15 oz bottle maple syrup, sea salt w grinder.
Friday July 28 2023 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. Re-watched “The Man In The Glass Booth” with Maximillian Schell, since I’ve been thinking about Adolf Eichmann. Schell is a Jew who pretends to be a Nazi Colonel wanted by Israel. They arrest him and put him on trial only to find out he was lying.Some of the movie looked like the Eichmann trial.
Saturday July 29 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. A while ago I proposed some economic alternatives that would put power in the hands of the people at the bottom, one of which was electronic paycheck. I haven’t thought this through so I would like to clarify. The idea is to nullify the need to mint coins and print money. You can never expect a small group of people to do the right thing with this power. A better system would have no one in charge. An example. The Great Depression began in Oct 1929 when the stock market crashed. Every history book blames it on a credit bubble. Too much buying done on credit. The depression lasted at least 4 years. Logically it makes no sense. All of the factories were still there. All the resources such as iron ore and oil were still there. All the men that ran the factories were still there. Why couldn’t they fix a credit bubble without causing so much pain? They didn’t want to is my answer. If there isn’t enough money in circulation the employers can’t pay employees. It’s as simple as that. They popped the credit bubble and used it as an excuse to not print money. Even Milton Friedman (who I’m no fan of) admitted the Great Depression was a scam. With electronic paycheck no one would be depending on people to print money. While it doesn’t necessarily help to control the exspansion and contraction of the supply like I said it nullifies the need to print or mint money.
Sunday July 30 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Why I don’t like Milton Friedman. He was associated with the University of Chicago. (“My Alma Matter Is A Moral Cesspool”) Friedman and his ‘Chicago Boys’ helped Augusto Pinochet in Chile after he deposed the freely elected government of Allende in 1973. His techniques for creating economic chaos were used to justify the police state. The University of Chicago has been at the center of 20 th century news. The U of C was started by John Rockefeller. Like the land under the New York UN building it’s the gift that keeps on taking. (insert sarcasm here) The U of C pioneered pedagogy. The science of teaching. I think the controversy “Why Johnny Can’t Read” was concocted and perpetrated by the media for no other reason than to concentrate power in a small number of hands. It’s the American way to beleive that one person knows better than many. (tongue in cheek) I think I was taught by hippies or ex-hippies who knew a lot about what was going on. I graduated in 1975. The “Johnny Can’t Read” campaign began in the 1980’s. Teachers hands are tied by state control. The teacher hiring process is controlled. The first nuclear chain reaction took place there so you could say they’re responsible for the atomic bomb.
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Updated July 24 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Saturday July 15 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Re-watched “Hannah Arendt”. I don’t know who made it or who’s in it but it’s a somewhat recent movie. It’s half German and half English and I don’t have the subtitles. I’ve been studying the origins of Nazi ideology and thought this might help. Arendt was a German born jew who fled the Nazi’s in the 1930’s. She became a naturalized American citizen. She worked at the University of Chicago (“My Alma Matter Is A Moral Cesspool”) and wrote books on political science. Her best work is “The Origins of Totalitarianism” in 1951. She is most famous for her reporting on the Adolf Eichmann trial in Isreal in 1960. She was criticized for not denouncing him enough and being too sympathetic.
Sunday July 16 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I’m reading “The Devil’s Diary” by Robert K Wittman and David Kinney. It’s about Alfred Rosenberg’s diary the Nazi ideologist.
Monday July 17 2023 – 9 PM – Went to Target Fenway. Bought a couple reams of paper. Wanted to get some exercise but the bags were very heavy and the ‘chickenshit’ du jour is stuck in my bowel and it makes moving around difficult. I was going to walk to Boston Public Library Copley Square but instead took the T. Afterwards I went to Star Market across from the Pru. I bought: 2 bags of Birds Eye Asian vegetables, La Choy Teriyaki Sauce, gal Poland Spring water, A & W Root Beer 2 l, Brisk Ice Tea 2 l, store brand chocolate sauce, box of Ritz crackers, $6.60 package boneless chicken breast and Delight Mocha breakfast drink. Last weekend (or the one before that) I thought I was having a problem with the refrigerator. I decided it was actually the ‘chickenshit’ that was making me sweat and overheat. Panicing and calling the landlord was a mistake but it sucks when you can’t figure where it’s coming from. Anyway as I sit here typing I’m sweating profusely and overheating. When I got home I sampled a little of everything. If something works once do it again. Every problem known to the human race can be traced to people who enforce religion with no mercy and no exception. FU and the god you came in with!
Tuesday July 18 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Still reading “The Devils Diary” by Robert K Wittman and David Kinney. At the end of ch 7 they describe a party in Berlin after the Nazi’s take power. Ernst Rohm and some of his storm troopers are there acting like flaming homosexuals. Which is what they were. It surprises me Hitler put up with them as long as he did being as right wing as he was. Any means to an end I guess. Rohm was murdered soon after. The Nazi’s at the very top wanted power. The ideology wasn’t really important. It was Stalin who said “Religion is thhe opium for the masses”. I think this is how Hitler viewed the philosophy. Another quote from the book goes (paraphrasing) “To be the perfect Aryan Nazi you had to be as fit and trim as Goring, as blue-eyed and blonde as Hitler and (something about Goebbels).
Wednesday July 19 2023 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day.
Thursday July 20 2023 – – Stayed home most of the day. Went to Lowes Weymouth after meeting with Aspire worker at 1 PM. Still reading “The Devils Dairy”. The roots of Nazi ideology began with Joseph Arthur comte de Gobineau in the 1840’s. I think the idea for it began earlier. The French and American revolutions introduced the idea’s of freedom, justice, taxation without representation, equality, liberty, fraternity and the rights of man to everyone. I think these are all diversions. They draw attention away from the problem. I think the ‘problem’ exploits them to hide it’s activities. The one that had the best potential for ‘divide and conquer’ and long term use was ‘equality’. So they made up BS theories about race and ethnicity and sold it to the Germans as a sort of religion. “Religion is the opium of the masses” At the same time they began creating a melting pot everywhere. I’ll bet you could find countries on every continent that export thier malcontents while at the same time import cheap labor.
Friday July 21 2023 – ND – Went to Boston to get some exercise and distribute literature. Walked around seaport and Boston common. Stopped at Star Market Quincy on the way back. Bought 2l Coke, 2 l Brisk Iced Tea, Delight Caramel Machiato, Kayem Beef hot dogs, hot dog buns, mustard, relish, Jax cheese puffs, Hersheys Caramel sauce, store brand tator tots, Frito Lay Fritos, and gal Poland Spring water. Coke is bad. When the Russian Pale of Settlement was closed in 1917 it left a lot of ‘juded’ people free to go where they want. I think this was a reason for the Treaty of Versailles to be written as it was. It is a known fact the the Versailles treaty was largely responsible for WW II. National Socialism has also been described as anti-semetic nationalism. WW II was needed to rid the world of ‘free’ juded people.
Saturday July 22 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Watched “The Klansman” with Lee Marvin and Richard Burton. An early version of “Mississippi Burning”. These movies get me thinking about the history of the KKK. The original KKK grew out of the ashes of the Civil War. White people were trying to maintain control in areas where there were large black populations. I can guess at a couple other reasons. Whenever you create a group of people with no rights what so ever you create another group who will ‘walk all over’ them. It was inconceivable to some in the South that they had to treat black people differently. Slavery existed in many parts of the world at that time and it ended very slowly. In America it ended abruptly. If it had been more gradual the KKK probably wouldn’t have had that many members. Which brings me to the revival of the Klan in 1915. Race relations had improved in the South by 1915. It wasn’t perfect but it was better. The second KKK doesn’t make a lot of sense. The revival was almost as abrupt as the end of slavery and was timed with the movie “Birth Of A Nation”. Birth of the media contolled nation. Divide and conquer. Never let a division die. If it works once do it again.
Sunday July 23 2023 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. Re-watched “Reds” starring Warren Beauty and Diane Keaton. I wanted to find information on the closing of the Russian Pale of Settlement. “Reds” is about Jack Reed an American journalist who covered the Bolshevic Revolution. He wrote a book titled “Ten Days That Shook The World”. The Bolshevic Revolution wasn’t expected. It led to the Russians withdrawing from WW I in 1917. I wanted to know if it was the Czar who closed the pale or Lenin.
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Updated July 17 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
I’ve come up with a couple more inventions. One of the reasons I give these away is because revolution costs money. The people at the top will do anything including war and genocide to keep the people at the bottom the people at the bottom.
When I was in college I took a course in solar energy. One of the things we learned about was a Trombe Wall. (spelling ?) A Trombe wall has glass on one side and some other material as the inside wall. The cavity in between is maybe 12 inches. The glass is always facing direct sunlight. During the day the cavity heats up well above ambient. As it heats up some of the air is allowed into the building. This works even in cold weather during the day. Many modern skyscrapers are covered with glass from top to bottom. One entire side could be made into a Trombe wall. As the heat builds up vents at the bottom would open to allow for displacement. The air would be pumped to the roof and into a large container with an air compressor. As the pressure in the tank increases so does the temperature. Well above ambient. The tank would also have water pipes running through it with fins on the inside. The pipes act heat exchangers. The water is then pumped through out the building and dispersed as heat.
I have no idea if this works as I know little or nothing about making alcohol. ?? My father owned his own company. He was the only employee and felt he couldn’t afford to on vacation. The one thing he did do was take a weekend in the fall and go leaf peeping. We stayed at a hotel for a couple nights and stopped at every roadside stand. Many roadside stands had apple presses on display and you could watch people making apple cider. My father had to have a jug of apple cider, some donuts and some chedder cheese. Apple cider is REAL apple juice. It’s not the sugar water you get at the store. Cider could be made to turn. I don’t know how it’s done but it gets you pretty drunk. I think ? any juice with sugar can be made into alcohol with yeast. ??? So the idea is to fill a container (maybe a beer keg) and design a set of valves that attach to the top. The assembly would be electronically controlled. It could relieve pressure or adjust the temperature automatically. Just add a little yeast, seal the keg with the assembly, plug it in and wait. Turned cider is worth more than unturned. Doesn’t require a still and a fire.
I’ve been taking pictures again. (aren’t you lucky)
Split
Please pardon our appearance, the city of Boston is under construction. (taken from Castle Island) “The Smelliest Real Estate Deal In History” (Ring Of Power) Isabella Stewart Gardner
Diary
Saturday July 1 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I am reading “The Nazi’s And The Occult” by Paul Roland. I’m looking for reasons to explain some of Hitler’s biggest mistakes and who had his generals under surveillance. Other books and movies suggest he made decisions based on astrology, a pseudo-science. This book insists Hitler purged the astrologists. The surveillance was conducted by Alfred Rosenberg a top Nazi. Rosenberg was hanged by the Allies after the war but not before he wrote a diary while in prison. The diary disappeared for decades but turned up not very long ago. Someone published it under the title “The Diary Of The Devil”.
Sunday July 2 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Still reading “The Nazi’s And The Occult” by Paul Roland. After the July 1944 attempt on Hitlers life the Nazi’s executed about 5000 military people. I wonder if all those people were under surveillance before it happened. Who was in charge of it? I think the church is responsible for the surveillance in this country. If there was no official agency in Germany then who was doing it?
Monday July 3 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Tuesday July 4 2023 – 7 PM – Went to Boston to get some exercise and get on internet. Got off Red Line at South Station, walked to Quincy Market then Boston Common and Copley Square. Got back about 4. Downloaded 21 episodes of “The World At War” from 1973. Still need to get the first 5 episodes.
Wednesday July 5 2023 – ND – Went to Wal-Mart Quincy. Crane Library. Later I went to Stop & Shop Brockton.
Thursday July 6 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. What I don’t do. Co-operate, argue, complain, explain. Some sick and helpless people are made not born. This is why you don’t give the right to say who lives or dies to anyone.
Friday July 7 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Still reading “The Nazi’s And The Occult”. Western Civilization specializes in ways to disguise the class struggle and get the people at the bottom to kill and maim each other. Philosophy is their main weapon. Christian vs Muslim, Catholic vs Orthodox, Catholic vs Protestant. If you think the powers that be won’t spend decades developing some mumbo jumbo philosophy designed to divide and conquer study the roots of Nazi ideology. I wonder what divide and conquer crap Pierre Teihard de Chardin came up with. Aliens from outer space vs humans?
Saturday July 8 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. You can’t fight a system that says its religious but is not religious with religion. It becomes a wild goose chase. This is why the Protestant Reformation failed in the 1500’s.
Sunday July 9 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. It is what it is and there’s nothing anyone can do to change it. Am I Friederich Nietzsche’s “Superman” or “Anti-Christ”? I don’t care! I’ve turned my back on the human race because you turned your back on me a long time ago,
Monday July 10 2023 – ND – Went to Quincy Center. Crane Library. Continued to Stop & Shop Hingham. Right after I left the store and got to the bus stop it rained cats and dogs for about a half hour. Nobody controls the weather of course not! The minute the bus came it stopped.
Tuesday July 11 2023 – ND – Went food shopping late. Star Market Quincy Center. Came right back.
Wednesday July 12 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I think the word ‘freedom’ should be replaced by the term ‘absence of tyranny’. Maybe people would stay focused.
Thursday July 13 2023 – ND – Went to Thayer Library Braintree. Didn’t stay long. Having a problem with the refrigerator. Or at least I thought I was. Called the landlord but he seemed to think it was OK. Over the weekend the apartment was absolutely baking. I thought the frig was overheating but I guess I was wrong.
Friday July 14 2023 – ND – Went to Weymouth Stop & Shop. Bought: Stop & Shop brand rising crust pepperoni pizza, package of whoopi pies (Modern Pastry North End shooting?) Pepperidge Farm Goldfish Crackers, 2 liter Sprite (Prime Energy drink recall) , Jimmy Dean Egg Sausage and Cheese sandwiches, Stop & Shop brand water gal, Italian Ice, at Wal-Mart I bought 4 packages of Chicken Flavor Ramen Noodles, Great Value orange juice and (2) Near East Rice Pilaf. FYI
Saturday July 15 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Re-watched “Hannah Arendt”. I don’t know who made it or who’s in it but it’s a somewhat recent movie. It’s half German and half English and I don’t have the subtitles. I’ve been studying the origins of Nazi ideology and thought this might help. Arendt was a German born jew who fled the Nazi’s in the 1930’s. She became a naturalized American citizen. She worked at the University of Chicago (“My Alma Matter Is A Moral Cesspool”) and wrote books on political science. Her best work is “The Origins of Totalitarianism” in 1951. She is most famous for her reporting on the Adolf Eichmann trial in Isreal in 1960. She was criticized for not denouncing him enough and being too sympathetic.
Sunday July 16 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I’m reading “The Devil’s Diary” by Robert K Wittman and David Kinney. It’s about Alfred Rosenberg’s diary the Nazi ideologist.
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Updated July 5 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Monday June 26 2023 – ND – Returned videos to Copley Square. A Romanist Fascist hierarchal society is also characterized by militarism. Like someone famous said “You can do anything with a sword except sit on it”. We do not belong in any country but our own. The military is a necessary evil. We did not beat our swords back into plowshares after WWII. Eisenhower warned us of the consequences and he was right. The military industrial complex must be dismantled.
Tuesday June 27 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Wednesday June 28 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Thursday June 29 2023 – ND – Went to Home Depot then Target looking for a window shade. At Home Depot I took something from a bin marked about $13. When I got to the checkout it was over $30. I didn’t buy it. Similar items in Target were also $30. A simple pull down window shade that you had to cut yourself. I’ve seen Venetian blinds for $15. My point is, I think the price doubled between the time I picked it out and the time I got to the register. I went to Target second so ‘it’ or ‘they’ had to be consistent. The price check scanners didn’t work in either store.
Friday June 30 2023 – ND – Went food shopping at Weymouth Stop & Shop. Took almost 4 hours. Missed the connecting bus at Braintree T. Had to wait an hour for the next one. This happens all the time and I think it’s no accident. Sorry for sounding like a broken record. At Wal-Mart a window shade was only $11 but it short by about 4 inches. Still $30 is BS.
Saturday July 1 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I am reading “The Nazi’s And The Occult” by Paul Roland. I’m looking for reasons to explain some of Hitler’s biggest mistakes and who had his generals under surveillance. Other books and movies suggest he made decisions based on astrology, a pseudo-science. This book insists Hitler purged the astrologists. The surveillance was conducted by Alfred Rosenberg a top Nazi. Rosenberg was hanged by the Allies after the war but not before he wrote a diary while in prison. The diary disappeared for decades but turned up not very long ago. Someone published it under the title “The Diary Of The Devil”.
Sunday July 2 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Still reading “The Nazi’s And The Occult” by Paul Roland. After the July 1944 attempt on Hitlers life the Nazi’s executed about 5000 military people. I wonder if all those people were under surveillance before it happened. Who was in charge of it? I think the church is responsible for the surveillance in this country. If there was no official agency in Germany then who was doing it?
Monday July 3 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Tuesday July 4 2023 – 7 PM – Went to Boston to get some exercise and get on internet. Got off Red Line at South Station, walked to Quincy Market then Boston Common and Copley Square. Got back about 4. Downloaded 21 episodes of “The World At War” from 1973. Still need to get the first 5 episodes.
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Updated June 26 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
I consider my life as being completely destroyed. I don’t have a lot of reasons to keep going. Mostly I want to try to get even. I don’t blame any specific group, African American, Irish Catholic, or whatever. It seems like everyone gets involved. I suffer a terminal case of the human race. I blame the system. The system as I see it is a Romanist hierarchal society that operates on the divide and conquer theory of making money and holding power. The only division of any importance is the people at the top vs the people at the bottom. The rich have numerous tools to maintain their position at the top but one of the most useful is the monetary system. If the people at the bottom want to take control they need to re-invent the market place and do it in a way that keeps it’s power out of the hands of small numbers of people. These are some of my suggestions.
Commodity currency is similar to traditional coins but instead of being minted in some arbitrary value like a dollar, or yen it’s made into a division of weight such as a gram or tenth of an ounce. It’s value is determined by it’s value as a commodity. A gram of gold might be worth $100. The coin is encased in plastic to stop wear. It’s true composition can be determined by an electronic machine that weighs it and measures it width, height and depth. Diamonds or any prescious stones can also be used.
Electronic paychecks could be used to keep electronic money but shift control from the Federal Reserve to the average consumer. Electronic money has the advantage of expanding and contracting the money supply automatically. It could work like a debit card. On payday a worker goes to payroll and gets his or her card re-loaded. They can use it at any store or a bank to put some money away. They’re responsible for overdraft.
Paper as IOU could be written by anyone as long as it is backed up by some real asset such as a building or business. When dealing with paper the consumer is on their own. They’re responsible for knowing who and what they’re dealing with, however normal laws pertaining to fraud apply.
Barter is one of the oldest systems of a market place. People bring their goods to a central location and trade with each other for what they need.
Communes could be set up along side free trade zones. People would produce and consume what they need and keep trade with the free trade zones or each other to a minimum.
Diary
Saturday June 17 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. My apartment is very hot. The hallway has to be at least 10 degrees cooler. The refrigerator makes a lot of noise and has trouble staying cold. Makes me wonder if someone rigged a heating element into something thats on all the time like the frig. Someone did enter recently and put some chemical on the ceiling fan so I can’t use that. The water in my apartment has gone from usable to complete crap overnight. I can’t shower wash clothes or cook with it. Re-watched all my documentaries on the Nazi’s and the Occult. Nazi ideology was rooted in the occult and began to be developed in the early 19 th century by Joseph Arthur comte de Gobineau a French aristocrat. It was then picked up by the Russian Helena Blavatsky. An Englishman named Houston Stewart Chamberlain wrote “The Foundations Of The Nineteeth Century” used by both the Kaiser and Hitler. Hitler greatly admired Richard Wagner and his opera “Parsafal” and the Arthurian legends. Nazism was a mixture of mysticism, religion and racism. You can’t get millions of people to run into machine guns without religion. They have to beleive they’re dying for something bigger than themselves. This is one reason the church wants total control. They’ve known since the days of Julius Caesar that the earth revolved around the sun. Both the Julian calendar and the Gregorian calendar are based on this fact but they locked up Galeleo for 30 years for trying to tell everyone. In the words of George Orwell “A heirarchal society is only possible on the basis of poverty and ignorance”
Sunday June 18 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Read a little of “Foundations Of The Nineteenth Century” by Houston Stewart Chamberlain. Like Savatri Devi it’s cleverly worded justification for racism. Used by both the Kaiser and Hitler to wage war. Chamberlain built on the ideas of Joseph Arthur comte de Gobineau who beleived in Aryan superiority. I think it’s all divide and conquer.
Monday June 19 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Tuesday June 20 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. No country run by the pope was a paradise for the people at the bottom. They have a 1500 year long history of buildnng hierarchal societies. Hierarchal societies are characterized by a miniscule number of people at the top and everyone else living in poverty. Capitalism is the exception because they want to integrate science into religion. A Romanist hierarchal society is also characterized by hedonism, greed, avarice and the seven deadly sins to the n th degree among the people at the top.
Wednesday June 21 2023 – 7 PM – Brought videos back to Quincy. Went to lunch with Mom. Went food shopping at Shaws. Downloaded “The Desert Fox” by Desmond Young from archive (dot) org. Young was a general during WWII. He did extensive research on Rommel. The book was made into a movie starring James Mason. Tried downloading the movie Scanners” starring Jenniifer O’Neill but the file was too big. It’s supposed to be one of the better films about synthetic telepathy.
Thursday June 22 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Everyone on this planet could walk around with an X-ray machine on their head and I still wouldn’t beleive them or the X-ray machine.
Friday June 23 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “Videodrome” with James Wood and Debbie Harry. Interesting.
Saturday June 24 2023 – N D – Went to Boston Public Library Copley Square. Home Depot in Quincy.
Sunday June 25 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
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Updated June 19 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Wednesday June 7 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. “Won’t Get Fooled Again” by The Who, “New Years Day” by U2 and “Bullit The Blue Sky” by U2. I think these 3 songs are about the day the armed takeover of the United States begins. I think the church runs everything. They’re the one with synthetic telepathy. Satellite surveillance. The church has always run things but almost always has a frontman. Someone to take the blame. Hitler, Napoleon. Why would they come out now and start telling the truth? Recently I thought Scientology is the frontman. I’ll bet there are hundreds or thousands of small communities of Scientologists spread out across the country. Birds of a feather. I’ll bet they’re all young, been through the military and armed to the teeth.
Thursday June 8 2023 – ND – Went to Weymouth Wal-Mart and Stop & Shop. Someone was in my apartment while I was out. Put a chemical on the plastic covering my La Z Boy. All I want to do is break it on the way out the door. You can do whatever you want with it after I’m gone.
Friday June 9 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Re-watched “Gehiemnis Tibet” funded by Hienrich Himmler the head of Hitlers SS. In 1937 Himmler sent Ernst Shaefer (spelling ??) to Tibet on an archeology/anthropology expedition. To venture into and document a land few men had been to. The word ‘geheimnis’ in German is ghost. (I think) There is no racist tone to the movie.I think Tibet is a pale. A ‘pale’ is an area set aside fot ‘juded’ people. Zombieland. The Russian Pale Of Settlement closed in 1917. There is a wikipedia page about it. It stretched from the Baltics to Ukraine. Russian Cossacks regularly executed pogroms in the pale. (“Fiddler On The Roof”) While the Russian Pale was closed, many have never been closed and others opened. I think Cuba is a pale, as well as Isreal and N. Korea. In descending order of capacity it goes: pale, ghetto, concentration camp, dungeon. Ghetto’s were authorized by Pope Paul IV in 1554 with the Papal Bull “Because It Is Absurd”. Ghetto’s were established in every European city. The last one closed about 1880.
Saturday June 10 2023 – 8 PM – Went to Home Depot late. Came right back. My strategy from the beginning has been to let the harassment speak for itself. Like Crazy Horse, never negotiate. If it forces other people to get involved and they die what difference does it make? It goes on whether you co-operate or not. You’re damned if you do damned if you don’t. It’s a no win situation.
Sunday June 11 2023 – ND – Went to Castle Island S Boston. Ate practically nothing all day.
Monday June 12 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Watched “March Or Die” with Gene Hackman. It starts at the end of WWI. The French Foriegn Legion is welcomed back to Paris with a ‘Viva La France’ banner. Then they go back to treating them like dirt. WWI was global genocide.
Tuesday June 13 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Wednesday June 14 2023 – 9 PM – Stayed home all day.
Thursday June 15 2023 – 7 PM – Went to Quincy Center in the afternoon. Came right back. I’ve come up with a new kind of instant traffic jam. I don’t know why I didn’t think of it before because it’s been happening for years. The other day I went into a Dollar Tree in Weymouth to get some really cheap stuff really cheap. When I went in there was almost no line at the check out. I picked out 3 things and by the time I got to the check out the line was 20 deep. Another ‘instant’ problem is ‘Instant Alice’. I walked around Castle Island the other day listening to music. The Rolling Stones “Paint It Black” was one song. It goes “I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes………” You have no idea how many girls I saw in skimpy outfits. (OK maybe it’s a little thin but I wanted to make a point)
Friday June 16 2023 – ND – Went food shopping in Weymouth. came right back. Yesterday I talked about ‘Instant Traffic Jams’ and ‘Instant Alice’, so today I would like to propose a solution. These people have to be hearing voices or they’re under mind control. Regardless of how it works it depends on wireless communication. A Tesla spark generator is a very simple and effective way to shut down wireless communications. Tesla spark generators were the first radio device. One was used on the Titanic. They were eventually banned because they interfered with everything wireless. They shut down the entire radio spectrum. So here’s the idea. Set up thousands of them in a small area and run them all at the same time. The ‘radioheads’ would have no communications. At the same time set up thousands of high wattage pulse generators that use facial recognition software and disconnect people at random. You’re bound to get most of the radioheads if they’re under mind control using implants.
Saturday June 17 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. My apartment is very hot. The hallway has to be at least 10 degrees cooler. The refrigerator makes a lot of noise and has trouble staying cold. Makes me wonder if someone rigged a heating element into something thats on all the time like the frig. Someone did enter recently and put some chemical on the ceiling fan so I can’t use that. The water in my apartment has gone from usable to complete crap overnight. I can’t shower wash clothes or cook with it. Re-watched all my documentaries on the Nazi’s and the Occult. Nazi ideology was rooted in the occult and began to be developed in the early 19 th century by Joseph Arthur comte de Gobineau a French aristocrat. It was then picked up by the Russian Helena Blavatsky. An Englishman named Houston Stewart Chamberlain wrote “The Foundations Of The Nineteeth Century” used by both the Kaiser and Hitler. Hitler greatly admired Richard Wagner and his opera “Parsafal” and the Arthurian legends. Nazism was a mixture of mysticism, religion and racism. You can’t get millions of people to run into machine guns without religion. They have to beleive they’re dying for something bigger than themselves. This is one reason the church wants total control. They’ve known since the days of Julius Caesar that the earth revolved around the sun. Both the Julian calendar and the Gregorian calendar are based on this fact but they locked up Galeleo for 30 years for trying to tell everyone. In the words of George Orwell “A heirarchal society is only possible on the basis of poverty and ignorance”
Sunday June 18 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Read a little of “Foundations Of The Nineteenth Century” by Houston Stewart Chamberlain. Like Savatri Devi it’s cleverly worded justification for racism. Used by both the Kaiser and Hitler to wage war. Chamberlain built on the ideas of Joseph Arthur comte de Gobineau who beleived in Aryan superiority. I think it’s all divide and conquer.
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Updated June 10 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Autobiography PDF
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
I recently watched “The Desert Fox” starring James Mason. It said Hitler made decisions based on astrology and that he had all of his generals under total surveillance so I’ve been looking for more information on these 2 points. I know there’s a scene in “Valkyrie” starring Tom Cruise where Gen Fromm unplugs his phone but wonder if there was an actual order from Hitler. One astrologers name I found was Savitri Devi. She died in 1982. She wrote books that justified racism. I think racism is divide and conquer. It’s the same as Muslim vs Christian or Catholic vs Protestant. Throughout history the people at the top come up with ways to get the people at the bottom to kill and maim each other. The only true division is the rich vs the poor as Karl Marx pointed out. Racism as divide and conquer began in the 19 th century.
Books by Commandant
Lieutenant Colonel Eugene K. Bird (11 March 1926 – 28 October 2005) was US Commandant of the Spandau Allied Prison from 1964 to 1972 where, together with six others, Deputy Führer Rudolf Hess was incarcerated.
In March 1971, Bird’s superiors at the US Mission in Berlin became aware of Bird’s cooperation with Hess in the writing of a book about Hess. He was put under house arrest and eventually made to resign his position as Commandant of Spandau Prison. This episode, in effect, also ended his military career.
Books by Prisoners
Konstantin von Neurath
Erich Raeder
Karl Dönitz
“My Ever-Changing Life”
“Ten Years and Twenty Days”
Walther Funk
Albert Speer
“Inside the Third Reich”
“Spandau: The Secret Diaries”
“The Slave State: Heinrich Himmler’s Masterplan for SS Supremacy or Infiltration: How Heinrich Himmler Schemed to Build an SS Industrial Empire
“Chronicle”
Baldur von Schirach
Rudolf Hess
Writers
Joachim Clemens Fest
“Hitler”
“Encumbered Remembrance: The Controversy about the Incomparability of National-Socialist Mass Crimes”
“Inside Hitler’s Bunker: The Last Days of the Third Reich”
“The Face of the Third Reich: Portraits of the Nazi Leadership”
“Speer: The Final Verdict”
“Plotting Hitler’s Death: The German Resistance to Hitler”
“Not Me: Memoirs of a German Childhood”
David Irving
“The Destruction of Dresden” (1963) ISBN 0-7057-0030-5, updated and revised 1995 as Apocalypse 1945, The Destruction of Dresden, further revised for 2007
“The Mare’s Nest” (1964)
“The Virus House” (1967)
“The Destruction of Convoy PQ17″ (1968), reprinted (1980) ISBN 0-312-91152-1, updated in 2009.
“Accident – The Death of General Sikorski” (1967) ISBN 0-7183-0420-9
Breach of Security (1968) ISBN 0-7183-0101-3
The Rise and Fall of the Luftwaffe (1973), a biography of Erhard Milch ISBN 0-316-43238-5
The Night the Dams Burst (1973): (in 3 parts).
Hitler’s War (1977), updated in 2000 as a millennium edition
The Trail of the Fox (1977), a biography of Erwin Rommel ISBN 0-525-22200-6, reissued 1999 in Wordsworth Military Library, ISBN 1-84022-205-0
The War Path (1978) ISBN 0-670-74971-0
The War Between the Generals (1981)
Uprising! (1981), ISBN 0-949667-91-9
The Secret Diaries of Hitler’s Doctor (1983) ISBN 0-02-558250-X
The German Atomic Bomb: The History of Nuclear Research in Nazi Germany (1983) ISBN 0-306-80198-1
Der Morgenthau Plan 1944–45 (in German only) (1986)
War between the Generals (1986) ISBN 0-86553-069-6, updated in 2010.
Hess, the Missing Years (1987) Macmillan, ISBN 0-333-45179-1
Churchill’s War (1987) ISBN 0-947117-56-3: (in 4 parts).
Göring (1989), biography of Hermann Göring ISBN 0-688-06606-2, updated in 2010.
Das Reich hört mit (in German only) (1989)
Hitler’s War (1991), revised edition, incorporating The War Path
Der unbekannte Dr. Goebbels (in German only) (1995)
Goebbels – Mastermind of the Third Reich biography of Joseph Goebbels (1996) ISBN 1-872197-13-2, cleaned-up and corrected in 2014
Nuremberg: The Last Battle (1996) ISBN 1-872197-16-7
Churchill’s War Volume II: Triumph in Adversity (1997) ISBN 1-872197-15-9: (in 3 parts)
Hitler’s War and the War Path (2002) ISBN 1-872197-10-8
True Himmler (2020) ISBN 1-872197-83-3
Translations
The Memoirs of Field-Marshal Keitel (1965)
The Memoirs of General Gehlen (1972)
Monographs
The Night the Dams Burst (1973)
Von Guernica bis Vietnam (in German only) (1982)
Die deutsche Ostgrenze (in German only) (1990)
Banged Up (2008)
Misc
“Strange Role Of Astrology In World War II” by Robert Currey
“Zodiac and Swastika” by Wilhelm Wulff
“Adolph Hitler” by John Toland
“Hitler’s Priestess: Savitri Devi, The Hindu Aryan Myth, and Neo Nazism” by Nicholas Goodrick-Clarke
Diary
Tuesday May 30 2023 – ND – Went to Boston Public Library Copley Square. Returned videos. The Invisible Empire and the Shadow Government are one and the same.
Wednesday May 31 2023 – 8 PM – Went back to Boston. Then Stop & Shop Hingham. EVERYTHING I bought is crap.
Thursday June 1 2023 – 9 PM – Stayed home all day. Todays thought for the Doomsday. Primitive culture is the natural state of the world. The further we get from food clothing and shelter the closer we get to extinction. You’d think there’d be just one thing they didn’t plan for, just one and you know you have a problem when thats what you’re hoping for.
Friday June 2 2023 – ND – Went to Boston to mingle with tourrists and distribute literature. Didn’t eat anything. The ‘chickenshit’ is getting really bad. Started the day wanting to make trouble with the situation in Ireland. The idea was to see if adding Northern Ireland to Ireland would create a mostly protestant pro-British political environment but it didn’t pan out. I started out using the encyclopedia. In the article on N. Ireland they quote some graffitti on a wall “If You’re Not Confused You Don’t Understand The Situation’. By the end of the day I wanting to google ‘graffitti in N Ireland’ and buy the book by Yogi Berra “I Didn’t Say Most Of The Things I Said” but my cellular data wasn’t working.
Saturday June 3 2023 – 8 PM – Went to Quincy Center. Re-watched “The Desert Fox” starring James Mason. This movie is loaded with information that suggests Hitler was controlled by someone or someones and purposely bungled the war. He refused to send gasoline to the Africa Corps as Montgomery was advancing. Rommel was ordered to defend to the last man but was then removed for health reasons. The Africa Corps was just abandoned. He refused to invade England after Dunkirk when England was undefended. He took personal control of the army just before D-Day. He didn’t listen to anyone who told him French ports were over defended and the beaches were under defended. He withheld whole armies on the advise of astrologers who told him the real invasion would come at Calais. All command staff in Europe were under complete surveillance. The Divine Right Of Kings works for dictators too.
Sunday June 4 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Freedom isn’t free. Revolution isn’t free. Chaos costs money.
Monday June 5 2023 – ND – Went to Lowes Weymouth. Came right back. The world we live in is not the product of reasonable rational minds.
Tuesday June 6 2023 – 8 PM – Went to Boston Public Library Copley Square. Walked around a bit. Looking for information on Hitlers astrologers. I downloaded the wikipedia pages for “Hitlers Religious Views” and 3 astrologers that knew him. Karl Ernst Krafft, Erik Jan Hanussen and Asit Krishna Mukherji. Some books mentioned in these 3 biographies: “Strange Role Of Astrology In World War II” by Robert Currey, “Zodiac and Swastika” by Wilhelm Wulff, “Adolph Hitler” by John Toland and “Hitler’s Priestess: Savitri Devi, The Hindu Aryan Myth, and Neo Nazism” by Nicholas Goodrick-Clarke. Read some information on Spandau Prison. Got a long list of books by David Irving and Joachim Clemens Fest as well as the prisoners in Spandau.
Wednesday June 7 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. “Won’t Get Fooled Again” by The Who, “New Years Day” by U2 and “Bullit The Blue Sky” by U2. I think these 3 songs are about the day the armed takeover of the United States begins. I think the church runs everything. They’re the one with synthetic telepathy. Satellite surveillance. The church has always run things but almost always has a frontman. Someone to take the blame. Hitler, Napoleon. Why would they come out now and start telling the truth? Recently I thought Scientology is the frontman. I’ll bet there are hundreds or thousands of small communities of Scientologists spread out across the country. Birds of a feather. I’ll bet they’re all young, been through the military and armed to the teeth.
Thursday June 8 2023 – ND – Went to Weymouth Wal-Mart and Stop & Shop. Someone was in my apartment while I was out. Put a chemical on the plastic covering my La Z Boy. All I want to do is break it on the way out the door. You can do whatever you want with it after I’m gone.
Friday June 9 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Re-watched “Gehiemnis Tibet” funded by Hienrich Himmler the head of Hitlers SS. In 1937 Himmler sent Ernst Shaefer (spelling ??) to Tibet on an archeology/anthropology expedition. To venture into and document a land few men had been to. The word ‘geheimnis’ in German is ghost. (I think) There is no racist tone to the movie.I think Tibet is a pale. A ‘pale’ is an area set aside fot ‘juded’ people. Zombieland. The Russian Pale Of Settlement closed in 1917. There is a wikipedia page about it. It stretched from the Baltics to Ukraine. Russian Cossacks regularly executed pogroms in the pale. (“Fiddler On The Roof”) While the Russian Pale was closed, many have never been closed and others opened. I think Cuba is a pale, as well as Isreal and N. Korea. In descending order of capacity it goes: pale, ghetto, concentration camp, dungeon. Ghetto’s were authorized by Pope Paul IV in 1554 with the Papal Bull “Because It Is Absurd”. Ghetto’s were established in every European city. The last one closed about 1880.
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Updated May 30 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Preliminary # 4
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Monday May 15 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. You can’t use envy, one of the seven deadly sins, if you don’t have a favored group.
Tuesday May 16 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Definition: liberalism – any thought or action not approved by the Vatican (source – “The Catholic Church vs The 20 th Century” by Avro Manhattan)
Wednesday May 17 2023 – ND – Went to lunch with Mom. Food Court South Shore Plaza.
Thursday May 18 2023 – ND – Went to Thayer Public Library Braintree in the morning and Star Market in Quincy in the afternoon. I have certain quotes that run through my head a lot. Here’s a couple by Herbert Hoover. “The business of America is business” and “The only problem with capitalism is capitalists”. Here’s a couple from William Tecumsah Sherman. “If nominated I will not run, if elected I will not serve” and “I would sincerely like to kill every reporter in the world but I’m afraid there’d be reports from hell before breakfast”.
Friday May 19 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. My teeth are a mess. Recently I bought a battery powered tooth brush to see if it would clean them better. Soon after my entire mouth started to hurt. I realized someone had entered my apartment and put something in the toothpaste. During the COVID emergency I saw a dentist about a lost filling. The doctor wasn’t there but ‘they’ suggested either extraction or a root canal and a crown. It would cost about $3500. I skipped it. I’m not sure the people actually worked there.The ‘chickenshit’ assholes are thieves. Since then I’ve lost another filling. I priced an implant online for about $1000. A whole set is around $6000. I’ve always had bad teeth. In elementary school I always had 4 or 5 cavities every time I went to the dentist. Dr Brackett believed I drank too much Coka Cola. The sugar fed bacteria and then ate my teeth. ??? I think ‘they’ do things to promote tooth decay. (“Can’t You Hear Me Knockin” – The Rolling Stones – 1971) Well, no I can’t!
Saturday May 20 2023 – – Stayed home all day. Watched the Oliver Stone (Stonewall) movie “Snowden” (Snowjob) You never learn anything from an Oliver Stonewall film. Edward Snowjob worked for the CIA and NSA for about 10 years. In 2013 he contacted Laura Poitras (Putrid) and Glen Greenwald (Greenbucks) to expose government surveillance on Americans. He was in Hong Kong. The story got worldwide attention but nothing ever really came of it. If Snowjob had sold his information he would have been in trouble. I think it would have been more effective if he was arrested in the US and it had gone through the courts. The main stream media might have done more with it. If he had information that made the government look bad he was probably never going to get arrested. Like the game of Monoploy he had “Get Out Of Jail Free” cards. I think the whole thing was a whitewash. A Snowjob. No one in the media went to jail for exposing Watergate.
Sunday May 21 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Watched “The Man Who Fell To Earth” starring David Bowie. The same Bowie who released dozens of hit Rock N Roll albums. Released in 1976 the package it came in calls it one of the all time great sci fi movies. I wouldn’t call it that but it’s very interesting and revealing.
Monday May 22 2023 – ND – Took videos back to Thayer. Met with nurse and then went to Quincy Center and Lowes in Weymouth. Watched “Mississippi Burning” with Gene Hackman and Willum Dafoe. This was very controversial when it came out and now I know why. The Boston public schools weren’t segregated until the 1940’s. The decision to de-segregate was made in 1954 with the Supreme court decision Brown vs The Board of Education. It wasn’t enforced until the 1970’s with forced busing. I watched the forced busing in Boston on TV every night for about 10 years. It was like the Vietnam War. It seemed like it would never end. The Boston situation was one of the worst in the country. Some videos can be seen on youtube of very hate filled white people. Now 40 years later those people are gone. Things are not as bad as it was. My point in bringing it up is that it is an example of how entire societies can be manipulated by the people in power. Introduce a legal framework that makes one group special, wait 30 years and you have a generation of hate filled morons. Remove the framework and wait about 30 years and it disappears. A similar situation is now in place but it involves technology. Give a section of the population surveillance, mind control and advanced wireless communications and allow them to harass others you get millions of hate filled morons. Power corrupts (any power) absolute power corrupts absolutely
Tuesday May 23 2023 – ND – Went to Target North Quincy and Stop & Shop. Thomas Jefferson warned Americans of the dangers of a fractional reserve banking system. He called them more dangerous than standing armies. Today we have both. This is why we live in the United Shithole of America. Military people are like paranoid cops with trillions of dollars at their disposal.
Wednesday May 24 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Watched “The Mill And The Cross” with Rutger Hauer and Michael York. Set in the Netherlands when Spain ruled it has graphic scenes of execution and torture. Thats what it’s about tied to the story of a painting with the same name. Would you want to live in Spain during the Inquisition?
Thursday May 25 2023 – ND – Went to Weymouth Wal-Mart in the afternoon. These are some things that may or may not have been directed at me but at least tell me there are people in Washington DC that know what is going on. During the Michael Vick dog fighting scandal in 2005 Sen Robert Byrd (D – WV) stood on the floor of the senate and said “Dog, dog, dog died dog dog……….barbaric……”. This same senator spent 30 hours in the 1990’s on the senate floor going over the history of the Roman Empire. This can be viewed by searching youtube for ‘Byrd On Rome’. In 2006 a couple of men were arrested in Boston for putting up electronic boards with LED’s and causing a bomb scare. After they were arraigned they stood on the steps of the court house and talked about ‘hair in the 1970’s’. The boards were a promotion for the late night cartoon Adult Swim Aqua Teen Hunger Force. Swimming pools are used by artists as symbolism for rolling stones. (“Ciao Manhattan” starring Edie Sedgewick, “The Swimmer” starring Burt Lancaster, “Private Idaho” by The B-52’s and “Captain Jack’ by Billy Joel) In 2008 Sen Larry Craig (R – Idaho) was caught in a Minnesota bathroom doing something he shouldn’t. ??? I’m not sure what ‘Idaho’ is all about. Ernest Hemingway died there. Ezra Pound was born there. There’s a movie “Private Idaho”. The Ruby Ridge Randy Weaver standoff took place in Naples Idaho. The FBI agent that was killed was from Quincy. Sen Frank Church (? – Idaho) headed the senates investigation into MKULTRA, sometimes refered to as the Church Committee.
Friday May 26 2023 – ND – Went to Copley Square. Got some videos at the Boston Public Library. Walked around a while. Went to Star Market in Quincy on the way home.
Saturday May 27 2023 – ND – Went to Quincy Stop & Shop. Came right back. Watched both versions of “The Haunting” based on the book “The Haunting Of Hill House”.
Sunday May 28 2023 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “MK Ultra” a Joseph Sorrentino film. MK Ultra was the CIA’s mind control program. It began in the 1950’s and ended (supposedly) in the 1970’s. This movie focuses on the experiments conducted in Mississippi. It mentions Jose Manuel DelGado who stopped a bull in a bullfighting ring with a remote control. He did this in 1965. You can see videos by searching youtube for “Jose DelGado And His Bull Story”. DelGado was actually funded by the Office Of Naval Intelligence not the CIA. He wrote a book published in 1970 titled “Physical Control Of The Mind: Toward A Pscho Social Society”. This is where I found the reference to Pierre Teilhard de Chardin.
Monday May 29 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “Shock Corridor” from 1963. It begins with a quote from Euripides who wrote plays in Ancient Greece “Whom God wishes to destroy, He makes first mad…..”. At first I thought the acting was over done but I realized many of the other patients are symbolic. It’s very similar to “One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest” that came out in 1975. I was offered shock treatment in the summer of 2008 but refused. It’s included in Pink Floyds “Dark Side Of The Moon” when they say “And if the clouds burst……..Thunder in your ear…………You shout and no one………Seems to hear…” ((My opinion) Like McMurphy the main character never gets out.
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Updated May 15 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Preliminary PDF 3
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Saturday May 6 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I got up this morning and every station on my stupidvision has Charles III coronation. So now Chuck the lame Duck is the head dumb Fuck. YEEAAAA We return you now to reality.
Sunday May 7 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I have 10 GB of data on my cell phone plan but for some reason (the shadow) it runs out early so I can’t post tomorrow. Re-watched “Future World” starring Peter Fonda. It’s the sequel to “Westworld”. It does a good job exposing ‘chipped’ people and synthetic telepathy.
Monday May 8 2023 – 9 PM – Stayed home most of the day. Went to South Braintree Square late. “They Live” (people with implants) Everybody else be damned. Everything on the internet has an address. Just like any street address. There is only one 403 Main St Weymouth Mass USA 02190- (whatever the zip plus four is) on the entire planet. Everything electronic on the internet has a MAC ID. It’s basically the same thing. It’s made up of a very long string of characters. There are so many combinations it’s virtually impossible for manufacturers to run out of combinations. When a hacker wants to get into your computer the MAC ID is very important. I wonder if everyone who’s been ‘chipped’ has a MAC ID. If so,, you can drive them crazy with loud heavy metal Rock N Roll if you have their MAC ID.
Tuesday May 9 2023 – ND – Went to Boston Public Library Copley Square. Walked down Esplanade and around Boston Common. It is the job of a Scientologist to harass someone until they argue. The argument is the victory. Like the movie “Future World” they know whats going on in your mind so they tailor their argument to play on what your thinking. They want you to commit suicide. It’s a killing machine. I beleive my father was a victim of this. Someone had to design a curriculum to teach the average cockroach how to do this. I believe that person was Pierre Teilhard de Chardin.
Wednesday May 10 2023 – ND – Walked to Quincy Center to get some exercise. I think the easiest way to make any room a Faraday Cage is to wall paper it with aluminum foil. The floor and ceiling as well. Connect the foil to earth ground using the electrical boxes. I think the Statue of Liberty should be taken down. This is a global problem. Moving from country to country doesn’t solve anything. It’s a subtle form of tyranny. It covers up the fact that natives are missing, it eats up resources and it changes the culture and not in good ways.
Thursday May 11 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. America is a melting pot and there’s always someone stirring it. That someone is Jesus. His stirring stick is the seven deadly sins. Jesus Saves, well of course he does. he’s the one making all the trouble. Religion is a self full filling philosophy. Definition – clericalism – a policy of increasing or maintaining the power of a religious hierarchy
Friday May 12 2023 – ND – Went to Weymouth Wal-Mart then Quincy Wal-Mart, Thomas Crane Library and Stop & Shop. Had to throw away most of the food I bought. Not sleeping or going to the bathroom. Nasty ‘chickenshit’.
Saturday May 13 2023 – ND – Went to Brockton Stop & Shop. Came right back.
Sunday May 14 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day.
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Updated May 9 2023
Curse Of The Shadow Preliminary PDF 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
“The Singularity And The Omega Point” is a concept written about by jesuit preist Pierre Teilhard de Chardin. Chardin is the older preist in the movie “The Exorcist”. I think the singularity and omega point is about the killing machine employed by Scientology. It was invented by the church as a continuation of the Spanish Inquisition. Scientology is the Catholic church. It always has a killing machine to maintain the social order. I think the singularity is the group of radioheads that are in pursuit of the omega man. The omega man is to be killed. This is a list of references in the media:
In the movie “Vanishing Point” starring Barry Newman the radio DJ calls himself “Super Soul”
On The Doors ‘Live’ album there is a previously unreleased song “The Universal Mind”
On The Police album “Ghost In The Machine” there is a song “Omega Man”
There is a movie starring Charleton Heston titled “The Omega Man”
In the Rock N Roll documentary “Gimmie Shelter” Mick Jagger wears a T-shirt with the greek letter ‘Omega’
At the very end of the movie about “Woodstock” a man is wearing a vest with the greek letter Omega
Onassis started a “Project Omega” that had something to do with building manufacturing plants in Greece. Onassis married Jackie Kennedy in 1967. He bought a really big boat and went whale hunting. ???
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Saturday April 29 2023 – ND – Went to Quincy to return videos. Continued to Wal-Mart. As we run out of fossil fuels we’re going back to manual labor. We can do this hooked to a system of satellites or because we have to. ‘Chipping’ people is slavery. ‘Chipping’ people is not necessary to have an electronic system of currency. All it does is maintain the social order.
Sunday April 30 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Still watching Alistair Cookes America. As the American Revolution developed someone at the Old South Meeting House started the Committee of Corespondence to spread the word about what was going on. A sort of information underground railroad. Sounds like a good idea to me. But be aware “In the face of the thought police the followers of Goldstein cannot collectively organize a resistance…..”
Monday May 1 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Some of the food I bought on Saturday is extra nasty.
Tuesday May 2 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Worked on “Curse Of The Shadow”. My take on the ‘divine right of kings’. Every European monarch that ever existed was controlled by the church.
Wednesday May 3 2023 – ND – Went to Wal-Mart Weymouth in the morning and Wal-Mart Avon in the afternoon.
Thursday May 4 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Re-watched “Patriot Games” starring Harrison Ford. Anoter movie that showcases the satellite surveillance capabilities of the CIA. “Enemy Of The State”, “Conspiracy Theory”, “Pelican Brief”, “Bait”.
Friday May 5 2023 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day.
Saturday May 6 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I got up this morning and every station on my stupidvision has Charles III coronation. So now Chuck the lame Duck is the head dumb Fuck. YEEAAAA We return you now to reality.
Sunday May 7 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I have 10 GB of data on my cell phone plan but for some reason (the shadow) it runs out early so I can’t post tomorrow. Re-watched “Future World” starring Peter Fonda. It’s the sequel to “Westworld”. It does a good job exposing ‘chipped’ people and synthetic telepathy.
Monday May 8 2023 – 9 PM – Stayed home most of the day. Went to South Braintree Square late. “They Live” (people with implants) Everybody else be damned. Everything on the internet has an address. Just like any street address. There is only one 403 Main St Weymouth Mass USA 02190- (whatever the zip plus four is) on the entire planet. Everything electronic on the internet has a MAC ID. It’s basically the same thing. It’s made up of a very long string of characters. There are so many combinations it’s virtually impossible for manufacturers to run out of combinations. When a hacker wants to get into your computer the MAC ID is very important. I wonder if everyone who’s been ‘chipped’ has a MAC ID. If so,, you can drive them crazy with loud heavy metal Rock N Roll if you have their MAC ID..
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Updated May 1 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Preliminary PDF
Diary
Saturday April 22 2023 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. Re-watched “Conspiracy Theory” starring Julia Roberts and Mel Gibson. Gibson plays a ‘paranoid conspiracy theorist’ taxi driver in New York City. Roberts works for the DA’s office. Gibson keeps annoying her until he’s proven right about his theories.
Sunday April 23 2023 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. Began to write a more detailed account of my life. I’m calling it “Curse Of The Shadow”.
Monday April 24 2023 – ND – Went to Boston Public Library Copley Square. Then to Stop & Shop South Bay. Got back about 2.
Tuesday April 25 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. This is not law and order. It’s orderly lawlessness.
Wednesday April 26 2023 – 7 PM – Went to Quincy Center. Crane Library. Then Stop & Shop. While looking for information on the French Revolution I decided to also study the American Revolution. Today I downloaded ‘Alistair Cooke’s America: A Personal History Of The United States’. I remember when this first showed on TV. It was very good. It’s a 13 part series. The build up to the French Revolution took a hundred years. Maybe even longer. The American Revolution was much different. Americans were more optimistic than Europeans. Americans were owning their own businesses. There was still 2000 miles of wilderness someone could disappear into. I think it took some doing to make them mad enough to fight a war. Adam Smith is considered the father of capitalism. He wrote the book “Wealth Of Nations” published in 1775. He was the personal tutor of the son of Charles Townshend the man who came up with the tax scheme that started the war. His name is on the laws. The Townshend Act was passed in 1766. Townshend died in 1767. I thought that was suspicious. I think the American Revolution has Jesuit written all over it. The Jesuits were suppresed in July 1773 and the Boston Tea Party took place in Dec 1773. ??? I’m not sure what that means. If anything.
Thursday April 27 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Re-watched “The Odessa File” starring Jon Voight. Some of it is based on fact. Odessa was an organization of ex-Nazi’s. It is well known that many Nazi scientists went to work for the American government after the war. The CIA called it Operation Paper Clip. Some of them worked on MK Ultra the CIA’s mind control program. There is a good documentary about this titled “Vatican Ratlines”. Many ex-Nazi’s were smuggled out of Europe using Vatican passports. An award winning book about it is “Unholy Trinity: The Nazi’s, The Vatican and Swiss Banks”. I forget who wrote it. Anyway the movie is pretty good.
Friday April 28 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. No one would have written a book titled “The Age Of Reason” unless it was absolutely necessary. Consider the mentality of the people who think a global satellite surveillance system that sucks the electromagnetic radiation out of every human brain on the planet is a good idea. It’s not even a life form.
Saturday April 29 2023 – ND – Went to Quincy to return videos. Continued to Wal-Mart. As we run out of fossil fuels we’re going back to manual labor. We can do this hooked to a system of satellites or because we have to. ‘Chipping’ people is slavery. ‘Chipping’ people is not necessary to have an electronic system of currency. All it does is maintain the social order.
Sunday April 30 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Still watching Alistair Cookes America. As the American Revolution developed someone at the Old South Meeting House started the Committee of Corespondence to spread the word about what was going on. A sort of information underground railroad. Sounds like a good idea to me. But be aware “In the face of the thought police the followers of Goldstein cannot collectively organize a resistance………..”
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Updated April 29 2023
Curse Of The Shadow
Preliminary PDF
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Updated April 24 2023
I have proposed using Smart Glass with solar voltaic cells to create AC voltage and automobile de-fogger technology to keep snow and ice off the solar panel but it is necessary to store large amounts of electricity for night time and prolonged periods of cloudy weather. This is one possible solution. I have said that a capacitor is static electricity but thats not exactly true. Static electricity exists on the surface, in a capacitor it’s embeded. Something like a battery. A capacitor stores energy in an electric field. A capacitor is two plates separated by a diaelectric. One plate is plus and the other minus. The diaelctric is an insulator that keeps the 2 separate. The dialectric is not supposed to leak but nothings perfect. Mica is the best dialectric currently in use. The close proximity of the 2 plates helps the positive plate hold its charge. A problem with capacitors is getting the electrons to spread out over the entire plate. Capacitors have 2 plates. The idea is to build a device with multiple pairs of plates separated by thick glass insulators. The glass insulators could have some iron to create a permanant magnetic effect that aids in spreading out the electrons.
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Saturday April 15 2023 – 7 PM – Went back to Copley Square. Lots going on with the Marathon. Watched a rock concert for about an hour. Walked around distributing literature. Got back about 4. I’ve been watching videos about Napoleon and the French Revolution. In the past few days I watched a couple about Napoleon. I forget the titles but one was 6 hours long and both were made in the last 20 years. Both make a refernce to Betsy Balcombe. Balcombe visited Napoleon several times during his exile on St Helena. She made no secret of the fact she loved him. Balcombe owned a large plantation in Louisiana. The story goes that Napoleon escaped St Helena, married Balcombe and lived out his life in America. He died in 1836. It was part of the plan started before the French Revolution. Most of the French nobility escaped the guilotine ala Charles Dickens “A Tale Of Two Cities” and lived out their lives in America.
Sunday April 16 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Watched videos about Napoleon and the French Revolution. “Power is the spoils of revolution” “Power spoils revolution” “If anarchy doesn’t save the world apathy will” (‘Zardoz’ starring Sean Connery)
Monday April 17 2023 – ND – Went to the marathon. Got close to the finish line. Got some ‘chickenshitted’ pizza on Charles St. Got back about 4. There is no reason an electronic currency system can’t be created without ‘chipping’ people. I like to return to the Japanese Anime thing that happened the other day. If you control millions of people through C.C.D., convents, monasteries and other institutions, you can undermine any ‘freely elected’ government. If that’s what this is. (NOT). The Catholic church is a sovereign country with it’s own economic and political agenda. That agenda does not include everyone.
Tuesday April 18 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day.
Wednesday April 19 2023 – ND – Went to Quincy Center. Then to Hingham Stop & Shop. Still watching movies about the French Revolution. Supposedly the revolution started with the collapse of the Estates General. The Estates General was a sort of emergency parliament that was convened when the affairs of the country needed to be discused. No Estates General had been called between 1614 and 1789. The Estates comprised 3 sections. The clergy, the nobilty and the commoners. While the commoners made up 90 % of the population they got only 30 % of the delegates. The Estates collapsed in 1789 and the revolution was on. So who was responsible? (DUH) ??
Thursday April 20 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. In Thomas Paines pamphlet “Common Sense” he points out that the English Parliament has only the illusion of freedom and democracy. All anyone needs is the monarch and the House of Lords to control the government. Which is always the case. The House of Commons is powerless. This has been called a constitutional monarchy. When the French revolution and the Napoleonic Wars were over, the ‘victors’ met at the Congress of Vienna in 1815 to decide how Europe should proceed. They decided on constitutional monarchies. I think this was the plan all along. Presto changeO, nothing changeOs. After the American revolution they had to have Europe follow suit. It would have happened with or without them. The commoners were ‘headed off at the pass’ so to speak. The American government is no different. All they need is the president and a handful of senators to control it. Looks like freedom, but is not. Americans fought for freedom and independence from England but what they got was capitalism. I think one of the primary reasons for capitalism was to integrate science into religion.
Friday April 21 2023 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. ‘Chips’ in the head is slavery. The future of this world is a heirarchal society just like the past. Rome, medeivel Europe etc. An electronic based currency does not need to ‘chip’ people. They’re doing it to everybody. (“All in all you’re just another brick in the wall……….”) Watched “Nickelodeon” by Peter Bogdanovich. For about a year my stupidvision has had a story involving Alec Baldwin where he’s been charged in a death on a movie set. Today it was resolved. ?? A lot of the scenery in “Nickelodeon” is similar to the set of that movie. ??? Anyway. The nickelodeon was the predecessor to the movie theater. People put a nickel in and watched a short film. The movie theater replaced it. Thats kinda the story line. The first big blockbuster was “Birth Of A Nation” by D W Griffith. (1915) It’s mentioned in the story. The movie theater was an attempt to concentrate power and remove power from ‘undesirables’. This is what Jesus does. I’ve never understood the title “Birth Of A Nation”. It’s mostly about the Civil War. ‘Birth’ or ‘Death’ I don’t know. Maybe it’s the birth of the media controlled nation. The Celluloid Weapon. There were lawsuits filed in New York over the movie. (Birth Of A Nation) “Put another nickel in In the nickelodeon All we want is…………” If you don’t think the powers that be don’t want to shut people up watch the original “Farenheit 451” I just wanted to say that. ??
Saturday April 22 2023 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. Re-watched “Conspiracy Theory” starring Julia Roberts and Mel Gibson. Gibson plays a ‘paranoid conspiracy theorist’ taxi driver in New York City. Roberts works for the DA’s office. Gibson keeps annoying her until he’s proven right about his theories.
Sunday April 23 2023 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. Began to write a more detailed account of my life. I’m calling it “Curse Of The Shadow”.
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Updated April 17 2023
Diary
Friday April 7 2023 – 6 PM – Went back to Thayer library to return videos. Continued to Boston Public Library Copley Square. The area was crawling with people dressed up like Japanese anime. The library and Prudential mall. They were too old to be high school kids but very young. It was Friday middle of the day. No job? No school? Anime is synonymous with Japanese. Japanese is synonymous with freedom. C.C.D. is synonymous with assholes and psychopaths.
Saturday April 8 2023 – 8 PM – Went to Avon Wal-mart. Took 4 hrs but I walked part of the time to get some exercise. I have been looking for information on any historical organization with a name based on the word ‘Jacob’. On Thursday I downloaded some things on the Jacobin Club. I only skimmed over it before leaving my computer unatttended on Friday. I think it’s possible the information changed. I’ll sum up what I think it said. The Jacobin Club was a major political force during the first few years of the French Revolution. (1789 – 1799) It was formed by Dominican preists around 1789. They were responsible for the Reign Of Terror and the war in the Vendee. Exactly how many preists were involved after 1789 it didn’t say. It would be standard operating procedure for the church to start something like this and then let it go. So to speak. (“The Vietnam War, Why We Went And The Catholic Churchs Role In Getting It Started” by Avro Manhattan) By 1794 the revolution had turned on the Jacobins and many were executed. Robespierre being one. The ‘cleaned up’ article completely omitted the Dominicans role. Royal absolutism played a key role in the build up to the storming of the Bastille. It was a policy enforced by the church. To use people who are new to holding power and have extreme views all you have to do is cause problems at the lowest level and ensure the ‘powerful’ can’t solve them. Currency shortages, bread shortages etc. The list is endless if you have a thousand years of experience at it.
Sunday April 9 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. The Saxons ruled England from about 400 AD to the Norman Invasion in 1066 AD. The Normans, with the blessing of the Pope, systematically took property from the Saxons for the next 200 years. It boggles the mind why the Saxons couldn’t organize and stop it. This is one reason I’ve come up with to explain it. The church is a spy network. A persons confession is supposed to be between a preist and confessor. But is it really. This problem persists even today among protestants and catholics. The people at the bottom aren’t the problem but a preist or pastor reports to someone who may also report to someone.Sooner or later as you go up the ladder you run into someone who cares only about fine wine, expensive clothes and hob nobbing with the rich and powerful. So whether they know it or not the people at the bottom are spies.
Monday April 10 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Life deals ya lemons, ya eat them in front of an all brass orchestra. I expect to be treated like dog diarhea till the day I die, so I treat people the way they treat me. If nominated I will not run, if elected I will not serve and I’m not marching to the sea so don’t even ask.
Tuesday April 11 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I think some of the people who harass me think they’re doing god’s work. God’s chosen people. (Oye runs) Jews. I’m ‘juded’ person who won’t run. Like everything else the powerful have to come up wtth a lie to cover it up. Anti-semitism. When people say they hate ‘jews’ they hate people who harass others and think they’re special. It’s a phenomena that’s been going on for centuries. Why? The powerful need a killing machine to maintain their position in the social order. They need gladiators and lions. They will always need them.
Wednesday April 12 2023 – ND – Went to lunch with mom. Pleasant Shops Weymouth. People get the government they deserve. I don’t know who said that. (“If There’s Hell Below We’re All Gonna Go” by Curtis Mayfield- 1980) Because fossil fuels are a finite resource. ‘They’ micro manage every living and dead thing in the universe. If ‘they’ actually cared about the future of this planet it never would have got like this.
Thursday April 13 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I’ve been looking for information on French history, the French Revolution and Napoleon so it just happened I re-watched the first 3 episodes of Monty Pythons Flying Circus and found this. John Cleese is interviewing Cardinal Richelieu on the witness stand in court. “Cardinal Richelieu is it true that you not only built up the centralized monarchy in France, but also perpetuated the religious schism in Europe and did you persecute the Huguenots and did you take even sterner measures against the great Catholic nobles who made common cause with foreign foes in defense of their feudal independence and are an architect of the modern world.” Richeleiu ran France from about 1624 to 1642 in the same manner as Wolsey ran England under Henry VIII. (1510 to 1530)
Friday April 14 2023 – ND – Went to Boston Public Library Copley Square. Boston Marathon is Monday so the place was mobbed.
Saturday April 15 2023 – 7 PM – Went back to Copley Square. Lots going on with the Marathon. Watched a rock concert for about an hour. Walked around distributing literature. Got back about 4. I’ve been watching videos about Napoleon and the French Revolution. In the past few days I watched a couple about Napoleon. I forget the titles but one was 6 hours long and both were made in the last 20 years. Both make a refernce to Betsy Balcombe. Balcombe visited Napoleon several times during his exile on St Helena. She made no secret of the fact she loved him. Balcombe owned a large plantation in Louisiana. The story goes that Napoleon escaped St Helena, married Balcombe and lived out his life in America. He died in 1836. It was part of the plan started before the French Revolution. Most of the French nobility escaped the guilotine ala Charles Dickens “A Tale Of Two Cities” and lived out their lives in America.
Sunday April 16 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Watched videos about Napoleon and the French Revolution. “Power is the spoils of revolution” “Power spoils revolution” “If anarchy doesn’t save the world apathy will” (‘Zardoz’ starring Sean Connery)
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April 10 2023
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Saturday April 1 2023 – ND – Went to Quincy Center. Came right back. When I got back I re–watched one of my versions of Mark Twains “A Connecticut Yankee In King Arthurs Court”. I had spent the day wondering why the Arthurian legends would start among people trying to get away from the problem. My answer was A: the problem followed them soon after they arrived, B: the problem was already there in the form of the druids (Stonehenge) or C: they brought it with them. (I’m talking about the Saxons) The version I watched had Boris Karloff. When Hank Morgan, the yankee, uses the eclipse to avoid being burned at the stake, he says “It’s the first recorded eclipse of the sun”. There are people who think that the Ancient Egyptian Preisthood system is the worship of the sun. I wondered if there was some record of what happened, then I realized maybe the legends are the record. Thomas Paines book “The Age Of Reason” is also a record.
Sunday April 2 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day.
Monday April 3 2023 – 8 PM – Stayed home all day. If you’re part of a group that is considered the ‘designated survivors’, isn’t that like saying you’re God’s chosen people? (“Us And Them” Pink Floyd and “Clampdown” The Clash) Are the lost tribes of Israel lost figuretively or literally? Does “oye’ run? Re-watched “Dead Men Don’t Wear Plaid” starring Steve Martin. Funny. Friends of Carlotta. Enemies of Carlotta. Always eating..
Tuesday April 4 2023 – ND – Went to Quincy Center to get on internet. Continued to Hingham Stop & Shop. Got back about 4. Someone was in my apartment while I was out. The bed got ‘chickenshitted’ among other things. Got practically no sleep. Someone added a bogus X-Files episode. Season 2 ep 8. The next one I was going to watch.
Wedneday April 5 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I think the downtown area of American cities have been stolen using synthetic telepathy, mind control and advanced wireless communications. This has occurred over the last 70 or so years. I can’t prove it, but I’ll bet my mother has cut me out of my fathers will with no legitimate reason. She has been aware of my thoughts ever since my father died in 2008. “They Live” “Dead Men Don’t Wear Plaid” “We don’t need no education……………We don’t need no thought control………..All in all you’re just another brick in the wall………….” I refuse to accept an implant. My life has sucked bad enough.
Thursday April 6 2023 – ND – Went to Thayer Library Braintree Square. Came right back. My father owned a small business. He was the only employee except for my mother who was his secretary. Sometimes he did business with foreigners. Once an Englishman and his small daughter stayed with us for a few days, I was probably 10 or 11 years old. The girl took me aside and picked up a pair of sneakers and said, “In England we call these pippers”. Fifty years later I came to the conclusion she wasn’t talking about shoes. She was talking about me and my family and the fact that we don’t really connect with people or have genuine emotion. Someone was sneaking around behind our backs and we didn’t know. Gladys Knight and the Pips. (“He blew his mind out in a car………..he didn’t notice that the light had changed……” A Day In The Life – The Beatles – 1967) “Things To Come H G Wells 1936” In high school my english teacher assigned me the book “Great Expectations” by Charles Dickens to read. I was the only one in the class. The main character is Philip Pirrup but people called him Pip.
Friday April 7 2023 – 6 PM – Went back to Thayer library to return videos. Continued to Boston Public Library Copley Square. The area was crawling with people dressed up like Japanese anime. The library and Prudential mall. They were too old to be high school kids but very young. It was Friday middle of the day. No job? No school? Anime is synonymous with Japanese. Japanese is synonymous with freedom. C.C.D. is synonymous with assholes and psychopaths.
Saturday April 8 2023 – 8 PM – Went to Avon Wal-mart. Took 4 hrs but I walked part of the time to get some exercise. I have been looking for information on any historical organization with a name based on the word ‘Jacob’. On Thursday I downloaded some things on the Jacobin Club. I only skimmed over it before leaving my computer unattended on Friday. I think it’s possible the information changed. I’ll sum up what I think it said. The Jacobin Club was a major political force during the first few years of the French Revolution. (1789 – 1799) It was formed by Dominican preists around 1789. They were responsible for the Reign Of Terror and the war in the Vendee. Exactly how many preists were involved after 1789 it didn’t say. It would be standard operating procedure for the church to start something like this and then let it go. So to speak. (“The Vietnam War, Why We Went And The Catholic Churchs Role In Getting It Started” by Avro Manhattan) By 1794 the revolution had turned on the Jacobins and many were executed. Robespierre being one. The ‘cleaned up’ article completely omitted the Dominicans role. Royal absolutism played a key role in the build up to the storming of the Bastille. It was a policy enforced by the church. To use people who are new to holding power and have extreme views all you have to do is cause problems at the lowest level and ensure the ‘powerful’ can’t solve them. Currency shortages, bread shortages etc. The list is endless if you have a thousand years of experience at it.
Sunday April 9 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. The Saxons ruled England from about 400 AD to the Norman Invasion in 1066 AD. The Normans, with the blessing of the Pope, systematically took property from the Saxons for the next 200 years. It boggles the mind why the Saxons couldn’t organize and stop it. This is one reason I’ve come up with to explain it. The church is a spy network. A persons confession is supposed to be between a preist and confessor. But is it really. This problem persists even today among protestants and catholics. The people at the bottom aren’t the problem but a preist or pastor reports to someone who may also report to someone.Sooner or later as you go up the ladder you run into someone who cares only about fine wine, expensive clothes and hob nobbing with the rich and powerful. So whether they know it or not the people at the bottom are spies. For the newbie. The church is always trying to maintain the social order and it’s position at the top. If the banking system or the media or music doesn’t work they turn to war, famine, disease and an endless stream of ‘rolling stones’ who think they’re god’s chosen people. Anything that works no matter how many get hurt or killed. When you fully understand the enemy, anarchy makes perfect sense.
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April 3 2023
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
I’m always thinking about ways to make trouble. The truth is I’m a thinking machine. This is some thoughts on the High Wattage Pulse Generator. The idea behind this is to generate a very high wattage pulse of electro magnetic radiation and direct it at someone with RFID chips or a neural implant to destroy the circuits by induction. Electro magnetic radiaiton can move electrons in almost any substance if it is intense enough. The transistors and other components on the RFID chips and implants are microscopic. They can be destroyed by EMR if the pulse is strong enough and close enough to the person. A horn antenna will direct the pulse any where it is pointed. Think of it as a microwave oven with one end open. Ever put something electronic in a microwave oven? A horn antenna is a Faraday cage with one end open. I have always thought it would be helpful if you could see what you are generating. It’s possible to build an EMR testing chamber. It’s a Faraday cage big enough to walk into. At one end would be a control room where people would watch. The unit under test would be directed at the other end. To see the electro magnetic radiation place a diffuser over the end of the horn antenna and cover it with iron dust or fillings. Above the antenna, and just behind, place a strobe light and high speed camera. With the chamber perfectly dark set off the horn, strobe light and camera all at once. People have the right to defend themselves from people using this technology even if it means disconnecting them without their permission.
Diary
Saturday March 25 2023 – 9 PM – Stayed home all day. Re-watched the Alternative Views interview with George Seldes. Alternative Views was a cable access program in Austin Texas from about 1980 to 2000. They did some very good programs. George Seldes was a muckraker who focused on the media. He was a foriegn corresspondant in Europe from 1917 to 1939. He then published a newsletter titled “In Fact” for about 10 years before being blacklisted by Joe McCarthy. He lived until the mid 1980’s writing books. The interview ends with a very short discussion of American concentration camps saying they are still operating. Thats all they say. ??????
Sunday March 26 2023 – 9 PM – Went to North Quincy. Target and Stop & Shop.
Monday March 27 2023 – – Stayed home all day. Watched “Wolfen” starring Albert Finney. I think it’s an allegory for the genocide and theft of property that has been taking place in America for at least a hundred years. The indians and wolves are the people being victimized. It takes place in New York City around the year 1980. Large sections of the city look like war zones. The South Bronx, parts of Brooklyn and Manhattan. And it’s the truth. It actually was like that. What I think happened was the owners were being ‘chickenshitted’. They either left town to get away from it or they just couldn’t function socially. They were then cut out of the banking system. Their properties fell into disrepair. Many were accused of being slum lords or absentee landlords. Eventually the city took their property using laws passed by congress called Urban Renewal. The land was turned over to people who redeveloped it. But it was theft and probably conspiracy at a national level. I think some of this goes on today. The area around Fenway Park has all been redeveloped. The Fens used to be heavily gay people. Many people who are ‘chickenshitted’ turn to being gay for various reasons. They tried for years to march in the annual St Patrick Day Parade but were denied. They’re gone now. The Red Sox own much of the property. (guess) As salaries for players skyrocketted they needed extra income. Fenway Park is one of the smallest parks in baseball. It was the only way to survive.Massachusetts recently legalized gambling. Someone built a casino in Everett just across the river. Much of the land surrounding it has changed hands. Just sayin. ????
Tuesday March 28 2023 – ND – Went to North Quincy again. Ate at Kentucky Fried Chicken. Walked to Quincy Center. Stopped at library. It’s amazing how much information can be found about the Tudor period in England. I downloaded the wikipedia pages for “List Of Elizabethan succession tracts”, “List Of Jacobean Union Tracts”, “Jacobean debate” and :House of Tudor”. I recently watched “Pride and Prejudice” and “Sense and Sensibility” based on books by Jane Austen. Both were written about the year 1800 and set in that period. They are basically about the fact women couldn’t inherit property in England. How is it that Mary I (1553 – 1558) and Elizabeth I (1558 – 1603) held the throne of England? ???
Wednesday March 29 2023 – – Went to Stop & Shop Weymouth. Came right back. Why was Henry VIII obsessed with having a son if 2 of his daughters inherited the throne?
Thursday March 30 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. The food I bought yesterday is OK. There was a shopping cart on the sidewalk across from the Stop & Shop when I got off the bus that had one orange in it. This morning when I microwaved a breakfast sandwich it made me sick. I did a second one in the toaster oven and it was OK.The breakfast sandwich’s are the only thing I bought that needs to be microwaved. There is a fan inside most ovens that circulate air. Someone could have put something in that.They do the same thing to the fans in my desktop computer. So, someone was in my apartment again. Began reading the wikipedia article on the Jacobean Union. As soon as James VI of Scotland assumed the English throne as James I in 1603 the debate to unite Scotland and England began. This is known as the Jacobean Union. It wasn’t finalized until 1707. This sort of concentrating power is a never ending process in Western Civilization. The New World Order is business as usual. I think Jesus is also an example. Monotheism helped to concentrate power. There are examples everywhere. New York city swallowed up Brooklyn and other surrounding cities. All American cities have done that. Anyway. The name Jacob comes up a lot. Supposedly the Stone of Scone was recently returned to Scotland. It used to sit beneath the throne Queen Elizabeth sat on. Legend says it was the stone Jacob fell asleep on and dreamed of Jacobs ladder. ?????? (I think I got that from the documentary “Ring Of Power”) ??? Jacob is the Latin for James. The Jacobites were a group trying to restore the Stuart Kings after James II was deposed in 1688. There were several Jacobite Rebellions from 1688 to around 1750. Catholics thought it was the best chance of returning England to Catholicism. Royal absolutism was an ideology that advocated all power in the hands of the king. James I of England wrote an essay on it titled “The True Law Of Free Monarchies”. He was all for it but so was the pope.
Friday March 31 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. My stupidvision is reporting that Donald Trump will be arrested on Tuesday in Manhattan for actions associated with the Stormy Daniels case. Stormy Daniels is a porn star. I like to call it the “Adults Acting Like Monkey’s Business”. I think someone, or thing, wants a sensational story to occupy the media and Americans for the summer. If it’s a computer I would like to explain my obession with the word ‘stormy’. It’s the title of a song by the Classics V that I really like. They also did a song “Spooky”. If one is good two is better. “I don’t beleive in the 60’s, the golden age of pop,……..You glorify the past when the future dries up….” Straighten that computer out. Watched “Tom Jones” starring Albert Finney. Reminded me a little of “Barry Lyndon” by Stanley Kubrick. A young man gets in trouble because of a woman. Yesterday I posted some references to the name Jacob. Jacob is either the Hebrew, Greek or Latin for James. It is associated with the lost tribes of Israel. Jacobs son Joseph is the sublect of the movie “Joseph And The Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat” starring Donny Osmond. There is an encyclopedia article about the Stone Of Scone. The legend has it’s origin in Ireland but it’s from Scotland. The Romans never conquered Scotland. During the French Revolution the Jacobians (different spelling) were advocates of egalitarianism. A free and equal society. My guess is they were wiped out by the Napoleonic Wars. I think the lost tribes aren’t lost. They’re trying to disappear and they keep getting found. The Pilgrims who initially settled Massachusetts could be a (disappearing) tribe who got found 10 years later. After the Fall of Rome in 410 AD the Saxons of south western Germany packed up and invaded England. They wiped out many Romans and inter married with the Anglos who were already there. WASP. Arthurian legends date from about that time. Mark twain wrote a book “A Connecticut Yankee In King Arthurs Court”. ??? The Anglo Saxons could be a (disappearing) tribe of Israel. The Ancient Egyptian Preisthood system is a never ending problem.
Saturday April 1 2023 – ND – Went to Quincy Center. Came right back. When I got back I re–watched one of my versions of Mark Twains “A Connecticut Yankee In King Arthurs Court”. I had spent the day wondering why the Arthurian legends would start among people trying to get away from the problem. My answer was A: the problem followed them soon after they arrived, B: the problem was already there in the form of the druids (Stonehenge) or C: they brought it with them. (I’m talking about the Saxons) The version I watched had Boris Karloff. When Hank Morgan, the yankee, uses the eclipse to avoid being burned at the stake, he says “It’s the first recorded eclipse of the sun”. There are people who think that the Ancient Egyptian Preisthood system is the worship of the sun. I wondered if there was some record of what happened, then I realized maybe the legends are the record. Thomas Paines book “The Age Of Reason” is also a record.
Sunday April 2 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day.
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Updated March 27 2023
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
Diary
Sunday March 19 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. My stupidvision is reporting that there are riots in France over raising the retirement age. Reminds me of the movie “Catch 22” where Col Cathcart keeps raising the number of missions. “They’re shooting at everyone Yasarian” I’m not sure if this story is in the diary so I’m including it. “Officer Krupke” from West Side Story, “Brain Damage” by Pink Floyd and “The Day I Tried To Live” by Soundgarden. Why these songs mean something to me. They are the only proof I have for much of what I has happened to me. I could also cite extrapolation. Extrapolation in engineering is when you plot data on an X Y axis and it’s linear and predictable in one direction so it’s safe to assume it’s the same in the opposite direction. More than 20 years ago I was very sick after 25 years of seeing psychiatrists. All I wanted to do at that time was move on with my life as best I could. I was willing to get a job but not now. In Sept 1972 I began to suffer from extreme excruciating pain. It was only in my head. It was real but it wasn’t real. ?? I have come to believe it was caused by cigarettes. Delivered is a better word. In 1986 I quit smoking. I never went back. I think ‘they’ (the not so famous they them of folklore and folk song) had to come up with another plan to keep me down. In 1995 I was assigned a new psychiatrist. Her name was Debra Silen. (Valerie Plame ???) Without my asking she changed my medication from Prolixen to Risperdal, a new atypical anti psychotic. By the year 2000 I was a real mess. The excruciating pain was gone but so was everything else. Today I’m a zombies zombie. I feel nothing. Getting off the medication wasn’t easy but by 2006 I had done it. In 2008 my father died under suspicious circumstances. In April of that year I sent a couple emails to my old health provider. There was nothing alarming in them but the Weymouth police showed up en masse and sent me to the hospital. McClean Southeast on the grounds of the Brockton VA. I don’t know if they had a warrant or even a formal complaint but I co-operated. This is where the Pink Floyd song comes in. Everything that happened to me there is described in the song. “Got to keep the loonies on the path..” I was put back on medication despite not really needing it. (psychiatry is genocide) I spent 3 months being harassed by a human radio named Keith Bradshaw. Everything that went through my head played out in the hall in this person. I was released in August. (“Back of the roadhouse we got some bungalows……..”) The problem has continued ever since.
Monday March 20 2023 – ND – Went to Boston Public Library Copley Square. Got back about 3.
Tuesday March 21 2023 – 7 PM – Went back to Copley Square. Came right back.
Wednesday March 22 2023 – ND – Went to Avon Wal-Mart. Came right back. I recently read “On The Origins Of Freemasonry” by Thomas Paine. He believed it has it’s roots in the Egyptian city of Heliopolis. This is what the encyclopedia says about heliopolis: (Greek), Egyptian Iunu or Onu (“Pillar City”) , biblical On, one of the most ancient Egyptian cities and the seat of worship of the sun god, Re. It was the capital of the 15th nome of Lower Egypt, but Heliopolis was important as a religious rather than a political centre. During the New Kingdom (c. 1539–1075 BCE) its great temple of Re was second in size only to that of Amon at Thebes, and its priesthood wielded great influence, particularly during the 5th dynasty (c. 2465–c. 2325 BCE), when the worship of Re became the state cult. Little remains today of this great ancient Egyptian city. The sole surviving monument is the obelisk of Sesostris I, the oldest obelisk in existence. Of the pair of obelisks erected by Thutmose III in Heliopolis, now known as Cleopatra’s Needles, one stands on the Thames embankment in London and the other in Central Park, in New York City. Two ancient religious sites that still exist are Ankhor Wat in Cambodia and Temple of Karnak in Egypt. ???
Thursday March 23 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Started the second season of the X – Files. Mulder journeys to Puerto Rico to contact aliens. Until recently Puerto Rico had the largets radio telescope in the world. The scientists there were looking for radio signals from other planets. A good movie about it is “Contact” with Jodie Foster.
Friday March 24 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. I beleive the church is integrating science into religion. To do this they had to enlist the help of the average person so they invented capitalism. Capitalism uses a carrot and stick approach. Since capitalism had to involve everyone religion had to be more attractive. They had to abandon ruling by fear with the Inquistion. I think it’s possible they also adjusted the theology around the year 1700 AD by making it the worship of the virgin Mary. This fits in with the idea that women are more compassionate and loving. Today I set out to try and prove this. I watched a couple movies based on books by Jane Austen. “Pride And Prejudice” and “Sense And Sensibilty”. I am expecting a movie based on Henry Feildings book “Tom Jones”. These writers lived in that time and wrote period/historical books. I also downloaded some books. A couple versions of David Humes essays on religion, and Joseph Butlers “Analogy Of Religion” and Robert Burtons “Anatomy Of Melancholy”.
Saturday March 25 2023 – 9 PM – Stayed home all day. Re-watched the Alternative Views interview with George Seldes. Alternative Views was a cable access program in Austin Texas from about 1980 to 2000. They did some very good programs. George Seldes was a muckraker who focused on the media. He was a foriegn corresspondant in Europe from 1917 to 1939. He then published a newsletter titled “In Fact” for about 10 years before being blacklisted by Joe McCarthy. He lived until the mid 1980’s writing books. The interview ends with a very short discussion of American concentration camps saying they are still operating. Thats all they say. ??????
Sunday March 26 2023 – 9 PM – Went to North Quincy. Target and Stop & Shop.
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Updated March 20 2023
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
“Us and them……..”
“And after all we’re only ordinary men……”
“Me and you….”
“God only knows……”
“It’s not what we would chose to do…”
“Forward he cried……..”
“From the rear…….”
“And the front rank died……..”
“General sat…and the lines on the map.”‘
‘”Moved from side to side…..”
“Black and blue……..”
“And who knows which is which..”
“And who is who……”
“Up and down………”
“And in the end it’s only round and round…”
“Haven’t you heard it’s a battle of words….”
“And most of them are a lie….”
“……..said the man with the gun….”
“There’s room for you inside…”
“I’n only gonna kill ya dig it…..”
“If you give em a short sharp shock…..”
“They’ll never do it again…”
“I mean good manners don’t cost nothin do they?.”
“Down and out……”
“It can’t be helped if there’s a lot…”
“Of it about……”
“With and without……..”
“And who’d deny…….”
“It’s what the fighting’s all about…”
“Out of the way….”
“It’s a busy day…….”
“I’ve got things on my mind….”
“For want of the price……..”
“Of tea and a slice..”
“The old man died…..”
Us And Them
Pink Floyd
1973
“When they kick out you’re front door….”
“How you gonna come…….”
“With your hands on your head…..”
“Or on the trigger of your gun….”
“When the law break in…..”
“How you gonna go ….”
“Shot down on the pavement…”
“Or waiting on death row…..”
“You can crush us….”
“You can bruise us …”
“But you’ll have to answer to ….
“Guns of Brixton……”
“The money it feels good……”
“And your life you like it well..”
“But surely your time will come….”
“As in heaven as in hell.”
“You see he feels like Ivan…..”
“Born under the Brixton sun…”
“His game iis called surviving….”
“At the end of the holiday turn….”
“You know it means no mercy…….”
“They caught him with a gun…”
“No need for the black Mariah…”
“Good bye to the Brixton son…”
“You can crush us….”
“You can bruise us …”
“But you’ll have to answer to ….
“Guns of Brixton……”
“When they kick out you’re front door….”
“How you gonna come…….”
“With your hands on your head…..”
“Or on the trigger of your gun….”
“When the law break in…..”
“How you gonna go ….”
“Shot down on the pavement…”
“Or waiting on death row…..”
“Shot down on the pavement….”
“Or waiting on death row….”
“His game was surviving…..”
“As in heaven and in hell…..”
“Guns of Brixton……”
“Guns of Brixton..”
Guns Of Brixton
The Clash
1982
“What are we gonna do now…….”
“Taking over governments….
“And too…”
“Working for the clampdown…”
“They put up a poster…..”
“Saying we are more than you…”
“Working for the clampdown…..”
“We will teach our twisted speech..”
“To the unbeliever…..”
“We will chain our blue eyed men……”
“To the unbeliever…….”
“double out again…….
“Working for the clampdown…”
“No man born with a living soul……”
“Can work for the clampdown…….”
“Over the wall……..”
“Cause governments to fall….”
“How can you refuse it……”
“The fury of the hour…..”
“Anger can be power……..”
“To know that you can use it…”
“The voices in your head are calling..”
“You’re wasting your time…..”
“There’s nothing you can do…”
“Only a fool could think someone could save you…”
“The men at the factory …”
“Are old and kind….”
“Oh oh nothing……”
“It’s the best years of your life…”
“They want to steal…..”
“You grow up……”
“And you come down……….”
“Working for the clampdown….”
“You stop wearing blue and brown..”
“Working for the clampdown……”
“So you got someone …..”
“To boss around…..”
“Make you feel big now……..”
“You drift until you brutalize…”
“Make your first kill now…..”
“In these days of evil…….”
“Working for the clampdown…..”
“Working for the clampdown…..”
“Working for the clampdown…..”
“Ya I’m working on in Harrisburg…”
“Ya I’m workin on in Petersburg…”
“I’ll never give away the secrets……”
“Working for the clampdown…..”
Clampdown
The Clash
1982
(are the not so famous ‘They Them’ of folk lore and folk song trained at Ft Benning GA?)
Diary
Saturday March 11 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. My job as I see it is to expose the surveillance, mind control slaves and advanced wireless communications victimizing me and everyone else. I am not going to live a lie to help cover it up. Period. I am not ‘coming in from the cold’ so to speak. You started it, you finish it. Read some of the works of William Blake from a book by The Wordsworth Poetry Library. Blake comes up a lot in movies and music. The Doors took their name from a Blake poem. “If the doors of perception were cleansed man would see things as they truly are. Infinite.” The introduction uses the word ‘apophthegms’ to describe some of his work. If you look that word up it tells you to see ‘apothegms’. This word is very similar to ‘aphorism’ which is sometimes used to describe Nietzsche. All these words mean a short concise statement of principle or idea. I think this is something common to people being harassed. The constant ‘chickenshit’ (crap in the food) makes it hard to formulate complex ideas. Stress anxiety etc. As you get older it gets harder. To me this explains some of the later works by William S Burroughs and James Joyce. Other people suffering from the problem could be Edgar Allen Poe, Henry David Throeau, all Transcendentalists, Charles Dickens and Jack Kerouac.
Sunday March 12 2023 – 7 PM – Went to Castle Island. Too cold to walk very far. Went to Stop & Shop. Got back about 1:30. There are 3 movies about ‘rolling stones’ rolling into Los Angeles. “Collateral” starring Tom Cruise, “The Big Lebowski” with Jeff Bridges and “They Live” by John Carpenter. FYI
Monday March 13 2023 – 8 PM – Went to Thomas Crane Public Library Quincy Center to get on internet and videos. Watched something about the Ritman Library in Amsterdam. Downloaded some books about Freemasonry by Arthur Edward Waite and Thomas Paine.
Tuesday March 14 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Read what I downloaded yesterday. The Arthur Waite books were useless. The Thomas Paine book was interesting. Published posthumously in 1810 he called Freemasonry the religion of the Druids and the Egyptians at Heliopolis. The last book Paine published while alive was “The Age Of Reason”, where he tried to prove Christianity was based on Astronomy dating back to Ancient Egypt. The Waite books were about the symbols used by Freemasons. A lot of books do the same thing. Getting people to argue about symbolism is sleight of hand. Misdirection. The significance of Freemasonry is the things they do to steer a society or change history. ‘Building blocks’. Like the Boston Tea Party or the Reichstag Fire. Freemasonry is the Protestant equivilent of the Jesuits. The people at the top of these organizations work together and keep the people at the bottom in the dark. Or better yet killing and maiming each other. Divide and conquer. Some ways to prove this would be to study the events leading up to and during the following historical events: the rise of Oliver Cromwell, the war of the Spanish Succession, the Jacobite Rebellions, the American Revolution, the French Revolution, the rise of Napoleon, the American Civil War, Otto Bismarck, the fall of the Romonovs, World War I, and World War II. The Jesuits, Freemasonry and C.C.D. could all be found responsible.
Wednesday March 15 2023 – ND – Returned videos to Crane Library. Continued to Weymouth Wal-Mart and Stop & Shop. I think someone was in my apartment while I was out. The food I picked up seems OK but the rug in front of the chair I sit in to watch TV makes my feet tingle. As I left the Stop & Shop someone said (not to me) “Got a little bit of everything”. I eat in the chair also. ??? Still working on the first season of the X-Files. They touch n everything conspiracy. One episode is set in Massachusetts and surrounds a secretive religious cult. When they get found out they return to their planet and leave crop circles.
Thursday March 16 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. I wonder if every time crop circles occured some one was driven out by ‘chickenshit assholes’.
Friday March 17 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Finished the first season of the X Files. The Pentagon hides a baby capable of living under water. ??? “Waterworld” with Kevin Costner. ??? Watched “Exorcist II” with Linda Blair and Richard Burton. A lot of imagery I didn’t understand. Locusts and African tribes. Burton is a preist trying to figure out what happened to Father Merrick (name ??) In the original “Exorcist” there were 2 preists one was older and one was from Georgetown University. They both died. Burton found Merrick but I didn’t understand it. According to some sources Merrick was modeled after Pierre Teilhard de Chardin. Chardin wrote books about the Singularity and the Omega Point. I beleive the church is completely re-desiging itself. They are integrating science into the religion so they must rewrite the theology.This is what Chardin, and others, are responsible for. “They reckon in centuries and plan for eternity” D’Arcy Osbourne (British ambassador to the Vatican during WWII)
Saturday March 18 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Anarchy should do everything possible to imitate the enemy. Technically the enemy doesn’t exist. Rich people, people high up in the government and people who run the various religions. So anarchy should have no address, no email, no website, no phone number, and no symbols. No one is in charge and there is no rigid ideology. If it ever gets going anarchists should be a never ending rolling semi organized riot trying to secure a piece of territory from surveillance and mind control.
Sunday March 19 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. My stupidvision is reporting that there are riots in France over raising the retirement age. Reminds me of the movie “Catch 22” where Col Cathcart keeps raising the number of missions. “They’re shooting at everyone Yasarian” I’m not sure if this story is in the diary so I’m including it. “Officer Krupke” from West Side Story, “Brain Damage” by Pink Floyd and “The Day I Tried To Live” by Soundgarden. Why these songs mean something to me. They are the only proof I have for much of what I has happened to me. I could also cite extrapolation. Extrapolation in engineering is when you plot data on an X Y axis and it’s linear and predictable in one direction so it’s safe to assume it’s the same in the opposite direction. More than 20 years ago I was very sick after 25 years of seeing psychiatrists. All I wanted to do at that time was move on with my life as best I could. I was willing to get a job but not now. In Sept 1972 I began to suffer from extreme excruciating pain. It was only in my head. It was real but it wasn’t real. ?? I have come to believe it was caused by cigarettes. Delivered is a better word. In 1986 I quit smoking. I never went back. I think ‘they’ (the not so famous they them of folklore and folk song) had to come up with another plan to keep me down. In 1995 I was assigned a new psychiatrist. Her name was Debra Silen. (Valerie Plame ???) Without my asking she changed my medication from Prolixen to Risperdal, a new atypical anti psychotic. By the year 2000 I was a real mess. The excruciating pain was gone but so was everything else. Today I’m a zombies zombie. I feel nothing. Getting off the medication wasn’t easy but by 2006 I had done it. In 2008 my father died under suspicious circumstances. In April of that year I sent a couple emails to my old health provider. There was nothing alarming in them but the Weymouth police showed up en masse and sent me to the hospital. McClean Southeast on the grounds of the Brockton VA. I don’t know if they had a warrant or even a formal complaint but I co-operated. This is where the Pink Floyd song comes in. Everything that happened to me there is described in the song. “Got to keep the loonies on the path..” I was put back on medication despite not really needing it. (psychiatry is genocide) I spent 3 months being harassed by a human radio named Keith Bradshaw. Everything that went through my head played out in the hall in this person. I was released in August. (“Back of the roadhouse we got some bungalows……..”) The problem has continued ever since.
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Updated March 13 2023
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
I locked myself in a hotel room
Then waited all night for the walls to move
I’ve loved some girls that I barely knew
I’ve made some friends, and I’ve lost some too
Crashed my car, I was seventeen
My mother in the seat riding next to me
The things I’ve learned from a broken mirror
How a face can change when a heart knows fear
For all the things my eyes have seen, the best by far is you
If I could fly, then I would know
What life looks like from up above and down below
I’d keep you safe, I’d keep you dry
Don’t be afraid, Cecilia, I’m the satellite
And you’re the sky
I’ve café crawled through Amsterdam
Been around the world with a punk rock band
And I’ve seen London, and I’ve played Japan
I’ve been knocked down, I got up again
For all the places I have been, I’m no place without you
If I could fly, then I would know
What life looks like from up above and down below
I’d keep you safe, I’d keep you dry
Don’t be afraid, Cecilia, I’m the satellite
And you’re the sky
I’m the satellite
And you’re the sky
For all the things my hands have held, the best by far is you
If I could fly, then I would know
What life looks like from up above and down below
I’d keep you safe, I’d keep you dry
Don’t be afraid, Cecilia, I’m the satellite
And you’re the sky
And you’re the sky
I’m the satellite
And you’re the sky
And you’re the sky
Cecelia And The Satellite
Andrew McMahon
2008
(St Cecelia is the patron saint of musicians)
Don’t think sorry’s easily said
Don’t try turning tables instead
You’ve taken lots of chances before
But I ain’t gonna give anymore
Don’t ask me
That’s how it goes
‘Cause part of me knows what you’re thinking
Don’t say words you’re gonna regret
Don’t let the fire rush to your head
I’ve heard the accusation before
And I ain’t gonna take any more
Believe me
The sun in your eyes
Made some of the lies worth believing
I am the eye in the sky
Looking at you
I can read your mind
I am the maker of rules
Dealing with fools
I can cheat you blind
And I don’t need to see any more to know that
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind
Don’t leave false illusions behind
Don’t cry cause I ain’t changing my mind
So find another fool like before
Cause I ain’t gonna live anymore believing
Some of the lies while all of the signs are deceiving
I am the eye in the sky
Looking at you
I can read your mind
I am the maker of rules
Dealing with fools
I can cheat you blind
And I don’t need to see any more to know that
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind
I am the eye in the sky
Looking at you
I can read your mind
I am the maker of rules
Dealing with fools
I can cheat you blind
And I don’t need to see any more to know that
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind (looking at you)
I can read your mind
Eye In The Sky
Alan Parsons Project
1982
(The Alan Parsons Project wasn’t even a blip on a local roc scene but it’s mentioned in the second Austin Powers movie in the scene “Do You Wanna Wear The Daddy Pants?”)
Diary
Saturday March 4 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “The Vision” starring Lee Remick and Dirk Bogarde. Remick plays a corporate executive working to launch a TV satellite channel called ‘The People Channel’ in Europe. They want to sign a retired British TV personality with a squeeky clean reputation to represent them. The People Channel is based in religion. Remick draws a paralell between the modern world with it’s mass media, and Europe at the time of the Protestant reformation when the printing press was first invented. Europe descended into chaos and moral decay in both cases. She wants to use satellite TV to unite the world and restore order.
Sunday March 5 2023 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. I’m watching the entire first season of the X-Files. A lot of the same stuff.
Monday March 6 2023 – ND – Went to South Shore Plaza to get on internet. When I got there I had a very unique problem. When I opened my browser and tried to log on using simon free wifi it kept opening pages. Pages after page after page. Someone had been in my laptop. Took me half an hour but I managed. First I reset the network settings. Then I removed everything .net or Microsoft visual basic + in program removal. I have been posting every Monday and I was anticipating a problem. Normally I would have used my phone to set up a hot spot but I ran out of data. Well, no I didn’t but someone was in my phone. Anyway when I got back I watched “Alan Quartermain And The Lost City Of Gold”. Reaaly bad movie. But it had a lot of big names. Richard Chamberlan, Sharon Stone, Jack Palance and James Earl Jones. Sometimes it’s what they’re trying to say not how they say it. Like “The Fountainhead” starring Gary Cooper. Objectivism. I ‘object’. Ayn Rand
Tuesday March 7 2023 – 8 PM – Went to Stop & Shop Quincy Center. Came right back. Is this the fourth reich or the four hundreth Phoenix? Enquiring mind wants to know but doesn’t really give a shit.
Wednesday March 8 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. The Pilgrims and the Puritans were different groups. They were both Protestants but they weren’t exactly the same. The Pilgrims were more extreme. They had been thrown out of England and were on the verge of being thrown out of the Netherlands when they hired the Mayflower to come to America. They settled on the South Shore in 1620. I’m pretty sure they didn’t have a charter from the king. They were completely on their own. They agreed on a form of government by signing The Mayflower Compact. The Puritans showed up about 10 years later with the Winthrop fleet. They had a charter and settled on the North Shore. They quickly absorbed the Pilgrims. With the Puritans came the system the Pilgrims were trying to get away from. In 1776 the Pope used Boston as a springboard for capitalism. They added the fairy tale of freedom started by the Pilgrims as a way to cover up the real reason. Capitalism is designed to integrate science into religion.
Thursday March 9 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. The mayor of Boston is trying to re-instate rent control. I don’t know what she’s proposing but I have a couple ideas. I’m sure if I say this they’ll do the total opposite. The first thing is to force all colleges and universities to house all, or a very large percentage, of thier students on campus. This will free up many units and lower competition. Second they should not allow real estate brokers to get a commision for renting someone elses apartment. They’re middle men, it drives up the cost for everyone. Third, they should not allow land to be leased. This also drives up costs and creates middle men who don’t really do anything.
Friday March 10 2023 – 8 PM – Went to lunch with Mom.
Saturday March 11 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. My job as I see it is to expose the surveillance, mind control slaves and advanced wireless communications victimizing me and everyone else. I am not going to live a lie to help cover it up. Period. I am not ‘coming in from the cold’ so to speak. You started it, you finish it. Read some of the works of William Blake from a book by The Wordsworth Poetry Library. Blake comes up a lot in movies and music. The Doors took their name from a Blake poem. “If the doors of perception were cleansed man would see things as they truly are. Infinite.” The introduction uses the word ‘apophthegms’ to describe some of his work. If you look that word up it tells you to see ‘apothegms’. This word is very similar to ‘aphorism’ which is sometimes used to describe Nietzsche. All these words mean a short concise statement of principle or idea. I think this is something common to people being harassed. The constant ‘chickenshit’ (crap in the food) makes it hard to formulate complex ideas. Stress anxiety etc. As you get older it gets harder. To me this explains some of the later works by William S Burroughs and James Joyce. Other people suffering from the problem could be Edgar Allen Poe, Henry David Throeau, all Transcendentalists, Charles Dickens and Jack Kerouac.
Sunday March 12 2023 – 7 PM – Went to Castle Island. Too cold to walk very far. Went to Stop & Shop. Got back about 1:30. There are 3 movies about ‘rolling stones’ rolling into Los Angeles. “Collateral” starring Tom Cruise, “The Big Lebowski” with Jeff Bridges and “They Live” by John Carpenter. FYI
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The Vatican Against Europe Pt 1
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 2
The Vatican Against Europe Pt 3
This is a continuation of a couple alternative energy ideas and one for a small business and revolutionaries. The first is the use of discrete componants to make a solar panel and the second is a funnel wind turbine. I give them away because I’ll never do anything else beyond think about them and money has no real meaning to a person that doesn’t feel anything.
I try to simplify things as much as posssible. My posts are aimed at average people not those with PHD’s. Current is the actual flow of negatively charged electrons in a solid such as copper or silicon. In the 19 th century they believed current flowed from positive to negative, so they analyzed circuits using that convention. As time progressed they realized that electrons were negatively charged and flowed from negative to positive but engineers still analyzed circuits as positive to negative. They called this conventional current. But actual current is the opposite.
A transformer can step up or step down a varying waveform. There is no such thing as a DC transformer. There is no physical connection between the primary of a transformer and the secondary. A voltage and current are induced into the secondary simply because they are very close to each other. The EMR of the primary creates an EMR in the secondary. Light is EMR well above 300 Mega Hertz. A photo voltaic cell could be considered the secondary of a transformer. There is no physical connection but EMR creates a voltage and current.
The basic function of a diode is to conduct electrcity in one direction and to block it in the opposite. A diode is a PN junction. Silicon is combined with different substances to create positive material and negative. In electricity like polarities repel and opposite polarities attract. If you apply a positve voltage to the P type and a negative to the N type current will flow. Do the opposite and current will not flow. It is not possible to reverse bias a solar cell because there is no reference. Like sound, light travels in free space. The wave is never negative with respect to a given point. It is possible to hook it up incorrecty or have it fail but it will only conduct in one direction.
Some of the basic problems with cells are:
1. Reflection from the cells surface
2. Light that is not energentic enough to move electrons
3. Light that has extra energy beyond that needed
4. Self shading contacts on the surface.
5. Heat
6. Resistance to current flow
As well as using discrete componants, I propose using Smart Glass to pulse the cell on and off creating a varying wave instead of DC. This would help with overheating. It could also help with reflection. If the PN junction were perpendicular to the Smart Glass the contacts could be on each side instead of on the top. This eliminates self shading. Manufacturing costs would be lowered. (guess ??) A varying wave could be stepped up with an ordinary transformer. Possibly high enough to charge a super capacitor not batteries. Capacitors are a static electricity storage device much cheaper than batteries but at much higher voltage. Solar cells can be manufactured like any PCB. This reduces R & D costs. A larger PN junction is more durable than a small one and is less likely to fail.
Automobile defogging technology can be employed to keep snow and ice off the entire panel. This might add some self shading but not as much as putting contacts on the top. Keeping snow and ice off extends usage into winter. Some panels could be used for heating by adding electric to water heat exchangers in forced hot water systems.
Most of the world’s electricity is generated by fossil fuels. Fossil fuels are a finite resource and we are closer to the end than most people think. Experts agree the best alternative’s are solar and wind. A hydrogen economy would continue the cycle of societies where most of the people are dependent on the rich and powerful. For a society to be politically and intellectually free it must be financially free. For the most part people won’t bite the hand that feeds them. They will vote their wallets.. Decentralizing the energy business is as important as decentralizing government.
This is a different method of utilizing wind to generate electricity. One of the problems with wind is it must be generated far from where it’s used. This idea solves that problem. Wind when it is compressed by the transition from a large space to a small one increases in force. Ever walk between tall buildings on a windy day? The force of the wind is increased by the space between buildings. The idea is to stand the generator upright and put a small impeller at the top instead of propellers. A series of 10 or 12 funnels fan out in all directions. The funnels feed the impeller compressed wind. Only 2 or 3 funnels are active at any given time. One side would accept the wind the other would exhaust. The sides, roof and opening would be raised or lowered by hydraulic pistons. In low wind conditions 2 funnels on the intake side could be opened very wide and one on the exhaust. Everything is controlled by software.
The entire assembly could be retrofitted into an existing building near a sub station. Cut an opening in the roof, remove all ferrous material and substitute fiberglass so the magnets don’t interact with it. A methane back up could be used in extreme low wind. Methane can be produced locally by agriculture.
Until about 20 years ago PCB assembly used thru hole technology. The parts had to fit in holes drilled in the fiber glass PCB. They were then soldered on the opposite side. Getting componants out of the board could be very difficult. Today everything is surface mount. The only thing that passes from one side to the other is the various connections. Getting componants on and off a board is simple. Used componants are just as good as new. And much cheaper. If you mess around with electronics cheap componants can be a big help. And maybe even a business on the side.
This is the idea. Build an enclosure large enough to hang PCB’s from the top. Inside the enclosure have glass shaped as a ‘V’. Put some very small holes at the bottom of the ‘V’ so melted solder can flow through but componants stay. Attach a vibratory to whatever is holding the PCB’s. Then heat the interior to the melting point of solder and turn on the vibratory. Componants and solder will collect in the glass.
Diary
Saturday Feb 25 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. Watched “Lion Of The Desert” starring Anthony Quinn. Quinn plays Omar Mukhtar who fought the Italians who invaded Libya in the 1930’s.
Sunday Feb 26 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Supposed to get snow in the next few days. First of the season. I think they can control the weather with the North American electric grid. The largest machine ever built. Moisture in the atmosphere is electrically charged one way or the other. I think high tension lines can be energized in such a way as to move moisture around. If there’s a large system of moisture near Los Angeles, just turn up the voltage in LA and the system moves over the city.
Monday Feb 27 2023 – ND – Went to Boston Public Library Copley Square. Had trouble downloading a couple movies. Exorist II and Exorcist III. They totaled about 5 GB and would have taken 4 or 5 hrs. This is another thing ‘they’ do, slow down the internet to make it useless. I’ve been thinking about an alternative monetary system. One that would fit into the anarchist ideology.To do that it must be designed so it cannot be controlled. One way would be to mint coins as a fraction of weight. Such as 1 gram or 2 grams etc. The value of the coin depends on the value of the metal as a commodity. You would still have to have a standard so call it a credit. If gold were 100 credits a kilo, then a 1 gram coin would be .1 credits. If people shopped at certain stores all the time they could run a plus or minus if the store couldn’t make change. Instead of banks you have only safe deposit companies. You wealth does not depend on the health of a bank. Diamonds could also be used. The value of a credit could be determined by the wealth in any given area. Wealth would include buildings, roads, resources etc.
Tuesday Feb 28 2023 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day.
Wednesday March 1 2023 – ND – Brought videos back to Copley Square. Walked around a little.Went to Star Market Quincy Center before going home. Science, if left unchecked by the church, would lead to the same result as any heresy. By the year 1700 AD the church was unable to assert it’s authority as it had in the past. It needed a different approach. It made use of the fractional reserve banking system and the peasants desire for change. They added the patent office and called it capitalism. The Gregorian Reform which took place between the years 1000 A D and 1100 AD was also the church reasserting it’s authority. It included the Norman invasion of England in 1066 AD. They imposed a much harsher form of feudalism on everyone.
Thursday March 2 2023 – ND – Stayed home all day. In the past 8 or so years I’ve developed a problem digesting food. I don’t think it’s an accident or age. I think someone puts some ‘chickenshit’ on the food that makes it hard to go down. It sticks to the wall of the esophogus and so food backs up making it very painful. This has happened numerous times at sub and pizza joints. When it does, the fire department or an ambulance is already there before it starts. Like they knew ahead of time. There’s different kinds of chickenshit. Some that makes you sweat, poop, joint pain, etc. I think the idea is to get the person in a hospital and on medication. In the documentary “Why Big Oil Conquered The World” by The Corbett Report they talk about the health care industry and how it switched from homeopathic ( ?? ) medicine to drugs and the problems it has caused. In the last Zeitgeist movie they point out that the American economy is about 20 % health care, so if the stock market is booming there are a lot of sick and dying people. Someone said not that long ago “If you think the cost of health care is high now wait until it’s free”. People in America are paying through the nose for health insurance. Everybody wants the latest technology but nobody wants to pay for it. Because no one really pays the cost keeps going up. Corporate America can come up with anything and make the insurance companies pay. What many people don’t know is it’s also genocide. Genocide helps to offset the cost.
Friday March 3 2023 – ND – Went to Wal-Mart Avon. Re-watched “Big Pharma”, about direct to consumer marketing by drug companies. This is what happens when money corrupts doctors. Watched the very first episode of the X- Files. Scully and Muldaur investigate a series of deaths in Oregon. At the end they discover a teen age boy was being controlled electronically by aliens. They removed an implant from him. The government covers it up. The implant gets added to a collection of milllions in an FBI vault.
Saturday March 4 2023 – 7 PM – Stayed home all day. Watched “The Vision” starring Lee Remick and Dirk Bogarde. Remick plays a corporate executive working to launch a TV satellite channel called ‘The People Channel’ in Europe. They want to sign a retired British TV personality with a squeeky clean reputation to represent them. The People Channel is based in religion. Remick draws a paralell between the modern world with it’s mass media, and Europe at the time of the Protestant reformation when the printing press was first invented. Europe descended into chaos and moral decay in both cases. She wants to use satellite TV to unite the world and restore order.
Sunday March 5 2023 – 6 PM – Stayed home all day. I’m watching the entire first season of the X-Files. A lot of the same stuff. Read the rest of this entry »